I Am The Luna

Chapter 0364

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I walk over to the bathroom door, watching as she washes her face with soap and water frantically, even going as far as to gargle.

I turn away, feeling worse than I have in years.

What was I expecting? I don’t have much to offer. I’m a man without an education, a man on the run… a man working in a garage and at a construction company. She’s a doctor, she comes from a powerful pack, powerful friends and family…

We were always two separate sides of a coin…

Somehow it’s worse than when I was told my parents didn’t want me….

She rushes past me and pauses at the patio door. She glances back at me, and all I can see on her face is guilt.

“This never should have happened.” Her voice is shaky as she runs her fingers through her half–wet hair.

“No, it shouldn’t have. You wouldn’t want anyone to know you had your tongue down a killer’s mouth now, would you?” I say emotionlessly, despite the storm within. “The Toussaint Princess is waiting. Go.”

“I didn’t mean…” she trails off as I walk over to the door placing my fingertips above her breasts and push her out lightly, she still stumbles not expecting that, but I stop myself from reaching out to her and instead shut the door and draw the

curtains.

I turn away, angry at myself.

What was I thinking? That she would somehow just accept me?

can of beer and open it,

Valerie’s voice reaches me as I drop onto the sofa, an uncomfortable

You’ve

know I shouldn’t listen, but I can’t help

didn’t mean

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does it even mean to me?

in life to call mine, even the power I have been given was

the use of

empty can down, not wanting to disturb her, although

real. I stand up and take out another can from the fridge and

a kiss or two, nothing

who is this from?” Zaia

Why would it be from

many notes, and this one seems like it’s written by a handsome man.”

colleagues I met at the

Nothing special.

this is not going to be enough. I bite. the cap off one, downing it, letting the liquid burn my throat, but it does

‘no one

on, tell me how are the kiddies? You

grab my jacket and keys. I can’t stay here and listen to any more of this. Not when the rock on my chest is suffocating me. I’m pulling on my boots when I hear the last thing I needed to hear.

you really telling me there’s no one around here that you’re into?” Zaia

come on, there’s no one around here worth mentioning, ok. Trust me, would I

keep starving myself back then, in the hopes of catching a glimpse of her… the pain and suffering felt worth it… now? Now I feel