I Am The Luna

Chapter 0450

SEBASTIAN.

Life really does change a lot, but one thing I learned was to always communicate, never jump to conclusions or take life–changing decisions on your own. It cost me precious years with Zaia, and it caused her so much heartache. But that was a lesson I learned too late when I had

almost lost her.

I had lost her, had to stay away from her to give her the time she needed, without knowing if I’d ever get her back.

No matter how much I do, I’ll never be able to make it up to her. Until this day, sometimes I can see things getting a lot for her. But instead of saying she’s having a bad day and needs a break, she will carry on, so used to dealing with everything by herself. But I’ve learned to pick up those signs, so I can intervene and give her that break without her having to tell me.

That’s something I saw over dinner with Valerie and Zade. I’ll never admit it, but he’s observant of what she wants and needs and does things in a way she doesn’t even realise and without suffocating her and being overbearing.

I always wondered why Jai chose her. I didn’t think they were compatible, but love works in a way unknown to man. I don’t think Zade and Valerie are compatible if you look at their upbringing and backgrounds, but somehow, they just… go.

And it hurts to see she’s far happier now than she ever was with Jai. They clashed a lot, there was a lot of bickering, and he didn’t know how to handle Valerie’s temper.

I had heard the commotion earlier when one of Zade’s pack members left but didn’t bother going down. However when I decided to go ask Atticus what happened I hadn’t found the fool, but I did end up hearing the conversation between Valerie and Zade.

One I shouldn’t have, but my hearing has always been better than most. It wasn’t like it was intentional. I keep my presence masked as Zade exits the room. He pauses, and I wonder if he picked up my presence. I wait until I hear his quiet footsteps recede, frowning when I don’t hear anything else.

Where has he gone?

what way he went. I glance towards the steps just in time to see his shadow disappear down the hall. I follow quietly, seeing

Jai would want even if I dislike him for everything he has done. My wolf stirs, making my brows kit together tighter as I pull open the door and look

He’s gotten away!

of a cigarette lighter, and I turn to see Zade sitting on the ground at

rusty,” he remarks, not looking at

think I have, I sensed you,” I refute, although I hadn’t sensed him. I am not planning on admitting to that.

do you want? Shouldn’t you be in bed with your woman by now?”

yet you’re out here.”

none of your concern, “he answers quietly, but even I notice the edge

“Got a spare?”

takes the box out and tosses it at me. I catch it, taking a cigarette out before he holds the lighter up, flicks

take a seat on

something like that? Not exactly smart,” I remark, taking a drag on the

smart either,” he

Dick.

I’m not here to say do this or that, but what I will say is don’t fuck up things because

care

for Zaia, thanks to everything the Sable tried, I abandoned Zaia right when she needed me the most. When she was pregnant with our twins …” I look down at my hands. I’ll

reasons.

I’m not abandoning her. I

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