Chapter 48 I Will Realize Your Dreams

 

Hearing that, Jonathan rubbed his nose. Jennifer was right. Though she was divorced and had a daughter, she was still a gorgeous woman who was more than worthy of being with an insignificant security guard like him. Sadly, Jonathan was an insensitive person who never thought of such problems, let alone experienced the feeling of inferiority. Even if he were in the presence of a royal princess, he would not be impressed, nor would he think he was not worthy of her.

 

Even if the woman was just a waitress, he did not have any concerns as long as he found her attractive.

Basically, he was a carefree person.

He was well aware of his feelings for Jennifer. He liked her, but he liked her body more. Hence, he was unsure if he would be tired of her once he acquired her body. One thing he was sure of was that he did not want to get married, start a family, and be completely restrained by it. If he did that, he would not be able to go to bars and flirt with other girls.

 

Nonetheless, Jennifer was not aware of his messy thoughts. She continued explaining, “I’m more than aware that it’s an unwise move to be with you. A woman like me should be looking for a mature, middle-aged man. He should have a successful career and possibly be a divorcee who can handle children. On top of that, he’ll love me like a seventeen-year-old princess. My mom has been introducing many men to me, and many company directors fell in love with me at first sight. They kept pursuing me, but I still think something is lacking in terms of feelings. They’re all selfish and realistic people. When I told my mom that I didn’t have feelings for them, she scolded me for not learning from my mistakes. She said my feelings were never right, leaving me no room to retort her.”

 

As Jonathan listened to her quietly, he could sense the struggle in Jennifer’s heart. It was as if she did not want to make do, nor did she want to give in.

She still had hope in life, and she did not want to compromise so easily. That was why she was telling him all that in the detention room, that she was willing to risk everything and follow him to the ends of the earth. She was a righteous woman who believed in romance.

 

After a few seconds of silence, Jennifer continued, “To me, though you’re just a security guard, we can still be together on equal footing. I just want to take the gamble again, no matter how terrible the ending could be. I told myself that if I lost this round, I’d resign to my fate. Hence, even if you’re locked up, or if you need to risk everything and flee to another country, I’m willing to go with you. But now, I’m starting to realize I’m too naïve. When I see you with Ms. Smith, Ms. McDaniels, and the other beautiful women, you act so naturally. That was when I knew you weren’t just some security guard. You’re a big shot, which explains why you don’t feel inferior in their presence. As for me… I’m just a divorcee—a second-hand good that has nothing. I’ve got nothing to be proud of except for that slight beauty of mine. Besides, you’re still so young. I’m totally not worthy of being with you.”

Jonathan was dumbfounded. After a few seconds, he finally came back to his senses. He finally realized why Jennifer was neglecting him—she believed she did not deserve him.

This silly woman is willing to go to the ends of the earth with me. And now that I’ve regained my freedom, she thinks she doesn’t deserve me. What a foolish woman.

 

“Jennifer…” He wanted to console her, but he did not know what to say.

“Jonathan, haven’t you always wanted my body? Well, I shall satisfy you today.” Jennifer’s eyes reddened, and tears started streaming down her cheeks. “But after tonight, we’ll never see each other again. I’ll do what my mom wants—find a reliable man and get married.”

With that, she started kissing him, guiding his hands to caress her breasts.

Jonathan, on the other hand, was stunned, and he kept thinking about Jennifer’s words that told him they were never going to see each other again.

something. A feeling of bitterness

moment, he suddenly pushed Jennifer away and leaped off the

Jennifer was dumbfounded.

deep breath and looked at her. There were no traces of desire in his gaze. Instead,

care about all these worldly things.” He caught his breath before adding, “I’m just not ready to start a family since I’ve been too used to fooling around. Hence, I can’t go against my conscience and promise you a perfect future. After all, if

 

have a huge problem, that is you place your future and your happiness on a man. You don’t have to do that. You, too, can have your own business and live independently without any restraints. You’re a

that, Jennifer fell into deep thought. However, she quickly laughed at herself and said, “My own business?

 

you with that. Why don’t we work together to start a bar? You can be the boss while I will

but she quickly said, “I don’t

more partners. I’ll get Ms. McDaniels, Yasmin, Jessica, and Amber to come over tomorrow and ask them to each chip in some money. With Amber’s relationship, Ms. McDaniels’s connections, and our capability, we’ll definitely

enthusiasm after hearing what Jonathan had said. If she could actually be an owner of a business and had an income every day, she could definitely live independently and no longer live in such

her doubts. “But we have nothing. Are you sure that’s

our business. Once we earn from

At that moment, all her sadness had been replaced with an

much of her body. At that realization, she blushed, and

was not at all interested in starting a business or earning money. After all, he had the ability to give

could not bear to let Jennifer end up with a big-bellied director. The thought of her being pinned under another man

then would she give up on the idea of accepting any kind of relationship without the element of love. He, too, could be more at ease. After

blankets made him want to tease her. He uttered, “Jen, I’m the one who helped you to get changed. There’s no

about that matter. Though she was utterly humiliated, she could not bring herself to

blame me for this. You were the one who fell asleep in the bathroom. I was just worried you’d fall sick by staying under the shower. I did it for

Jennifer crawled out from the blankets and asked him curiously, “How did

hear your shower in my room. Ah. Jen, I hear the sound of your shower every day. The thought of seeing how you look

lost!” Jennifer raged, unable to hold her anger

teasing her, and he could imagine what she looked like at that moment despite the darkness. Nevertheless, there was a limit to

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