I will never be yours by Melan pamp

I Will Never Be Yours By Melan pamp Chapter 139

Selena pov

Closing the door I walk over to the bed and start to take my clothes on, pulling the shirt over my head before grabbing my pants and trying to get them to be comfortable over my stomach but they feel too tight.

I have to place them under my growing belly, I will have to buy myself new ones.

Taking the towel I walk over to the bathroom and hang it up before getting back to the bed and starting up my computer, there are some emails I have to go over when there is a knock on the door.

Seeing the door slightly open I hear Emma’s voice.

“can I come in?” she asks and wait for me to answer, when did she ever wait for me to invite her in? She always just walks right inside!

“yes, you can come in!” I say when she pushes the door open and walks inside. Looking at her she gets right over to the bed and takes a seat on the other side.

“what are you doing?” she asks when I’m in the middle of answering a mail.

“I’m working!” I say and continue to look at the screen, she moves closer to the middle of the bed and looks at the laptop.

“Have you gone back to your work?” she says and I have to stop answering the email, can’t focus on both things.

“I quit my job and started my own business, have started to take only a few clients until I have it all up and running properly. Couldn’t go back there after everything that happened, only need to go there one day and get my belongings!” I tell her and try to get back to my response on the mail.

on mine

she says and I turn my

the pack, this job I know better than anything else, and why not

me you are coming back to the pack as the alpha?” she

the pack from me or stripped me from being an Alpha, he took over the lead as of now and I believe it’s for the best at the moment. I have to focus on myself and my children for the threat that is out there and make sure to be prepared. Once it’s over I will come back and need to have the finance in order!” I tell her when she gives me

no idea how happy you are making

this?” she asks after

time he spoke to me in all these weeks!” I say and lift my

everything we need! I believe he attends to do it” she says

I don’t want to rely on anyone else, I need to have full control of everything that’s going on around me and

I have to have control over every little thing and

once I have it all figured out and a plan for how to move on with the pack, without Jacob as the gamma I have to choose someone else and I’m not sure what to do with Jessie. All that has to wait until the threat is

men.

know what happened wasn’t your fault!” she says and I sigh. I have come to terms with what happened, every fault on the way that lead to this disaster I

have lived without having to go through but I believe it will change me for

what I need to change, but the fact that they went against my orders lies on them. I have hoped for another outcome but we have to move forward from this!” I state and she falls silent for a long moment and I

it?” I say and

gift as a shield to your feelings, I don’t want you this off and get trapped this way!” she says and I

to my feelings, if I’m angry it tries to become stronger by pulling strength from someone else’s energy, in that state I easily get engulfed in that feeling and I can’t get enough!” I say

and shielded me from breaking into pieces. For the first time I can block every attempt Michael does to try and take strength from me, I can pull on his without letting it consume me! I’m afraid if I put it down I won’t be able to put it up again, I didn’t

can protect my babies but what happens if I let it down and I can’t pull it up when I need it? For them, I