I will never be yours by Melan pamp

I Will Never Be Yours By Melan pamp Chapter 148

Selena pov

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I come to stand right in front of the pack house, it feels like ages since I was here and it’s all different this time.

Take a deep breath before I start to walk up the stairs and head over to the front door, opening it up I hear several voices and know they are in the kitchen and eating breakfast making my way over there I step into the kitchen and see everyone sitting around the table except Jessie, she is nowhere to be seen.

“Selena you’re back!” Zoey says and gets up on her feet and walks over to me when she wraps me up in a tight hug. Feels good to be back with them!

yes, I am, and need to talk to you after I have talked to Jessie!” I say to her when she releases me from her arms.

“I have something to talk to you about as well, mind link me when you are done talking to her. You know where to find her!” she says and I think I do.

“I will catch up with you all later after I have talked to her!” I say and look at them when they give me a nod or a smile back in response. Turning around I head out of the kitchen and start to climb the stairs up to her room, finding her scent strong the closer I get when I stop in front of her door.

Taking a breath to prepare myself for this talk when I give the door a knock before going inside, seeing her sitting on the bed she raises her head and looks at me in surprise before she is quick on her feet and runs over to where I am and wrap her arms around me, she breaks down in a sob on my shoulder. Wrapping my arms around her I can only imagine how bad she feels about all that happened.

“I’m so sorry for everything Selena!” she says in a sob and I already know it.

“I know! But you have to explain some things to me!” I say when she lets go of me and turns around to take a seat on the bed.

“what do you want to know?” she asks and wipe away her tears, walking over I take a seat on the bed beside her.

own free will or did he command them?” I have had this nagging at

and we shouldn’t have then they all would be alive now and you would still be in charge of the pack!” she says and I hear how troubled she is

charge of the pack, needed to focus on me and our children for what needed to be done, it was for the best he helped and take care of

coming back as the

I had to focus on myself and how this could go so wrong! Both my Beta and my Gamma went against my orders and disobeyed their Alpha, what message does it send to the rest?” I ask and look

the room.

only wanted to keep the pack safe and you, that’s why we wanted to go outside the barrier!” she stops and looks at me, I see the pain in her eyes after everything that happened and I can only

for their death.

they all had to pay the price for it! I couldn’t save them and if I hadn’t forced you to come with me that day you would probably lay

Selena, my conscious is heavy with their death on

her hand in mine.

free will knowing what is out there and they would be outnumbered then you couldn’t have done anything to help them, even I tried

about it, he wanted to go out there and persuade me to go, it wasn’t hard and I should have stood against it but it was easy to change my mind!” she says and

suggest you do a far better

Beta than me!” she says

have to change and take a learning from this!” I say when she looks down

big!” she says and chuckles, placing my hand on

an empty bottle of pickles! I need you to keep my head straight these hormones are starting to mess with me!” I say and laugh about it

hilarious you cried over some pickles!” she

have you been eavesdropping outside the door!” I say and

two to be friends again and move past this, I want my pack back!” she says and raises her hands