Chapter 60:

A Huge Step A key. But a key to what? Suddenly, an absurd idea flashes across my mind as I gasp, “You are not asking me to move in with you, are you?!!” He gulps and sits up straighter. I haven’t seen him this nervous before.

“Yeah, that’s what I’m doing,” he smiles awkwardly. “But honestly, this isn’t the reaction I was looking for.”

I sit there still, my mind completely blank.

He is asking me to move in with him? But we are only 18! And, of course, he isn’t like normal students since he has his own house and everything, but regardless, we are still too young to make such huge commitment! I am the only one to think that moving-in is a huge, huge step for a couple? Amidst the silence, he leans over and grabs my hands, “OK now you are scaring me a little. You make it seems like that I’m holding a gun to your head and

forcing you to jump off a cliff.” I force out a smile, “been there before.”

“Just tell me your real thoughts. It wouldn’t be the first time you rejected me, and I think I can take the hit,” he says in a playful tone.

His attitude eases me up a bit. I take a deep breath and try to organize my thoughts, “well… I just think we are moving a bit too fast. We just started dating not so long ago and there are so many issues between us, like our parents, school, college...Are you sure now is a good time?”

And there is another reason. I haven’t figured out what happened three years ago with that letter that went missing for no reason. I find it hard to open up to him with this between us.

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“OK, I hear what you are saying. But I still think you should move in with me,” he says.

“Really?” I raise an eyebrow.

“Just answer me this: have you ever thought of our future before?”

stunned for a

lost count. I fantasize about us going to the same

city after graduation and, eventually,

point that I dare not think too deep

is asking

“Yes.”

in a low voice, “Yes I’ve thought of it before, so many times. But I don’t see how that relates to what we are facing

I want our future to be tomorrow, not years later. I don’t want to wait another 2 to 3 years to have you in my life. I want your face to be the first thing I see every morning when I open my eyes, starting today.” I find it hard to keep the corner of my lips down, “you sound very forceful.” He smiles with me, “So

day.”

place in my soul. And I have to admit that I

Is that a yes?” he gasps with a hoarse voice. “I-wait, let me do

shirt and jeans as quickly as possible. Then he takes the velvet box in his

I’m begging you–” Yet he carries

beautiful green

me sitting on bed naked. But I still feel a lump at my throat that makes me want to sob and cry. He looks at me, waiting for

I choke and

deep kiss. I

***

run into Jenna and James at breakfast. These two are also hitting it off really well. When Jenna stands up to get another cup of coffee, I follow her out and tell her what happened last night. “Wow

so, yeah,” I nod. “Unless you’ve found something that can prove me

shrugs, “Unfortunately no. But I’m positive that something is out there… you know what? I’ll check James’s phone sometimes without

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