In the Alpha’s Arms

Can’t Live With Them, Can’t Live Without Them

“Well, that was probably the worst, most entertaining dinner we’ve ever had, Alex sighed angrily, leaning against the outer wall of the packhouse. “I’ve never been a fan of Erica and it damn sure ain’t a secret. No love lost between me and her. But that was hard to sit through. Somehow I don’t remember her being so

Enca had taken off in her luxury car thirty minutes earlier, ears probably still ringing after Cole told her off. And Lita was still upstairs with Dr. Morgan. Alex saw an opportunity to set Cole straight, so he seized it.

“Yes,” Cole admitted, blowing a tense breath into the night.“I should’ve told Brody to take Lita out to eat instead. Or maybe” Cole ruffled his hair, shaking it out as his words trailed off.

Alex crossed his arms and watched Cole pace the gravel pathway that led from the packhouse to the gym.

“That’s not what I meant,” he snapped. “Lita wasn’t the fucking problem, Alpha. And you know it. Everyone knows it. That shit Erica said to Stace doesn’t get to happen again, Cole. You hear me? I stop holding my tongue if she takes another dig at Stace.”

Cole growled, throwing his hands in the air, “Erica’s just on edge. I think she’s having problems with her father. The Stace thing was too far, but I think the talk of mates must have her on edge.” Alex rolled his eyes. Cole making excuses for Erica was as predictable as Cole claiming he would reject

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“There were a lot of things that went too far and it wasn’t just the comment about mates. You need to set her straight. Lunas don’t treat their future packs like that.”

“I’m not going to be able to do this much longer,” Cole admitted quietly. “This back and forth is too much. When it comes to Erica and this pack, need to make a decision and stick with it.”

Alex grunted his agreement, swiveling his attention to Brody and Mark as they headed for the gym.

“Lita probably hates me now,” Cole said, like he didn’t know how to feel about it.

“It’s fine, that’ll smooth over, Just tell her the truth, Erica has a key, and she just popped up. It’s not like you purposefully invited her here just to fuck with Lita,” Alex said, offering it as a simple solution.

Cole glared at the ground and continued to pace.

“Right?” Alex stood back up, suspecting he wouldn’t like whatever he heard. “You didn’t purposely invite her here to fuck with Lito, right? Tell me you’re not that much of an asshole, Cole.”

The growl of a response told him everything he needed to know, but Cole admitted, “I thought it would help put some distance between us, what I was like earlier. I nearly mauled her in the hallway all because she wanted to check on me.”

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“You’re a real piece of shit right now, Alpha, and I say that as someone who loves you like family. I say that as someone who respects you to lead this- pack. I knew that you were an asshole, but tonight was fucked up on a different level. You need to–shit, I don’t even know. It was foul, man. Just fucking reject her, I don’t get it. Stop dragging this out.”

“Yea, I know! I hated every fucking second, don’t you get it? I feel more of her feelings as time goes on Fuck, last night I might as well have been Lita for how much her confusion and pain ran around in my own head. That’s why slept in the damn room with her while she was out. Midnight wouldn’t let it go. And tonight? I felt like absolute shit, but what the hell else am I supposed to do?”

“What do you mean, what else are you supposed to do? Anything! Do anything other than the shit you pulled tonight! Did Erica know about you two bring mates or was she just extra bitchy in a coincidence?”

“I didn’t tell her yet. I don’t know what the hell was wrong with her tonight. She said she was fine when I pulled her aside, and then said she just gets bad vibes from Lita, whatever that means.” Colle brushed it off like he did every single red flag that Erica waved

“Means she’s fucking jealous, abviously. When are you gonna learn to read women man? That one in particular is an open book. Selfish. Manipulative.

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was supposed to be like a cold shower, not a knife–fight, man. It was supposed to cool things

Stace and fax, but anyone could see her real beef was with Lita. If you’re gonna reject her, then you gotta do

“It’s complicated-

really up because the Alpha I know, the one who was just stressed over hurting the girl earlier today and damn near rabid over her getting beat up–that Alpha wouldn’t have brought in a lion to fight a kittens what gives?” Alex studied the distant stars,

have to mark her. And she’s fucking ovulating, so I’m crazed out of my fucking

see that, so what? It’s still not an excuse to kick a person while they’re down.

at this point, making her hate me is all I’ve got. I told Stace and Jaz to set her up in the dorms tonight. I thought I could make it a few more days like this, but

She’s not going to die, the infatuation hasn’t settled in for her yet. Just do it already! Nobody takes this long to reject someone. I mean, you should’ve done it that first day. Itold you to do it the second I found out! Told you not to sleep in the bed last night too,” Alex said under his breath, annoyed as hell that his Alpha was playing stupid high school games. He was putting himself and everything

Cole didn’t answer.

again, when you said you were going to train her? And when you let Stage introduce her as a fucking bunny. I mean, come on Alpha, how much control do you really think you have

resignation, like there was no longer anything to hide behind. He slid to his butt against the building, putting his head in his hands,

“Of course you

no. That first day he said no. He’s been saying no every fucking day for a month. I thought if I could just give him a little of her, he would be satisfied, you know? But he’s unreasonable. He’s convinced himself she’s perfect

human.

This went beyond Alpha duties, this was down to a hard line between a man and his wolf. It was rare for the two to split so hard on anything. The wolf was just as much a part of the rejection proces the human. It was two souls meant for each other, splitting. That had to occur on all levels, man and

book on how to do it. It was spiritual and wolves just instinctually knew how to put themselves in that headspace. It wasn’t something they

he relented, but “he hasn’t changed his mind. And at this point we’re playing chicken to see who breaks first. And Alex, I’m

over with red–rimmed eyes, “I crave her so badly I feel like it’s ripping me in

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my head as it is,” Cole laughed hoarsely, his

with her?” Alex said suddenly, “I get your reservations,

it’s this hard, why not just give in? I never liked Erica anyway. I know you two met through your parents when you were young and I know you both have baggage, but… this kind of thing

Cole. Or

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you a terrible

not that simple. You weren’t there, okay? And thank god you

you’d be able to kick his ass across the park,” they laughed Alex put

could think of to put space between. us for the time being. I’m not strong enough to stay away on my own.” Alex Binched, looking at the ground. He knew

whole pack you’re rejecting her

tentold, and he scowled, “She’s off

watch her with someone else?

knowing full well he had no

it? Seeing her liking someone

hell. That’s the whole point of the mate bond, the bonding. But it’s done now. She’s going to keep her distance. Anyway, I

“Yea, anything, what’s up?”

need a fight,” he laughed, jogging off towards the

Alpha, “Fight Andres. Fuck, fight Mark, I don’t care. I like my head where it is at, thank

saying that word!” Cole

his head, “Which word?

enough to wake the dead and Alex