Jackal Among Snakes

“Garm mouthed off to the Alchemist?” Argrave questioned while rubbing his chest, taking deliberate and heavy breaths. Anneliese had placed some accommodations in the room—the end of the bed had a chair to accommodate Argrave’s dangling feet, and she had placed a large couch just beside the bed for herself. In addition, some food was ready and stocked.

The pain was beginning in earnest. It was a constant dull ache, rising ever upwards in intensity. It had been manageable at first—ignorable, even. But it kept growing and growing, becoming all-consuming. It reminded Argrave, strangely enough, of having eaten something incomprehensibly spicy. The pain appeared tame for a time—half a minute, maybe. But the fire would keep growing, consuming one’s throat, one’s mouth, with such a steady pace that the moment seemed to last forever.

Unlike a hot pepper’s spice, there was no respite from this pain. No milk, nothing to offer temporary relief. It was just an ache rising ever higher, like a room slowly flooding. The worst part was that Argrave saw no ceiling in sight—it stood to keep growing, eating away more and more at all other sensations. The uncertainty bred nervousness, fear.

A month of this, Argrave told himself mentally. This is nothing. First step on the stair. Gotta be better.

“…and so they refuse to enter,” Anneliese said.

Argrave looked at her, realizing she’d been talking while he’d been lost in thought. “Sorry, got lost in my own world,” he confessed.

“They ran into the Alchemist, and he told them to get out of their sight after some words,” she summarized what she had said quickly. “Now, they fear retribution, so they stay far from the castle.”

A stab of pain seized Argrave’s head, and he inhaled through clenched teeth, veritably hissing.

“Useless imbeciles,” he said loudly, his own voice echoing in his head. “What good are they?”

Anneliese looked off to the side, saying nothing.

“Damn it all,” Argrave cursed. “No… they’re not imbeciles. Pain… pain makes your irritable. Forget what I said.” The stabbing subsided in his head, and once it did, he interrogated further, “What the hell did they say to the man?”

“They avoided the subject,” Anneliese crossed her arms.

“Christ. I might be pissing blood soon, and they’re playing about with our local twenty-foot-tall psychopath!” Argrave stroked his head, his shouting making his headache worse. “I can’t catch a break? Even now?!”

Anneliese stared at him patiently. “Is there anything you need?”

“Yeah,” Argrave nodded. “Choke me until I’m unconscious, see you tomorrow,” he gave a salute.

She lowered her head, unamused by his joke.

“I’m sorry,” he apologized. “Maybe you… maybe you shouldn’t be here. I’m just going to be a moody prick for days on end. No one deserves to be subject to that, least of all…” he shook his head. “Just go, join Galamon.”

“I made up my mind, Argrave,” she said simply without a moment’s hesitation. “You expect me to leave you to fend for yourself? Could you? We know not how bad this will get,” she pointed out.

“But—”

quieting and sitting up in the bed. Wordlessly, the Alchemist came to stand

doing his best to make even his breathing quiet as he waited for whatever the Alchemist

nearly a minute, voice low. “I see it now. You descend from that golden

Argrave of the way a chicken’s head could stay totally still as it moved. After a long while where Argrave cast uncertain glances at Anneliese, the

hand on the finger’s tip grabbed Argrave’s cheeks, and his eyes widened in surprise. The Alchemist’s skin was surprisingly rough, despite being white and smooth-looking. Argrave tried to keep his face firm, but his cheeks were soon squished by an indomitable force—not enough to hurt, but enough to move him, certainly.

stood and stepped towards the bed, her expression morphed

noted. Argrave felt some strain on his neck as he was lifted upwards somewhat. He raised his hand up, hesitant to stop the Alchemist. Before he could make up his mind, Argrave was released suddenly, falling back to the bed. “Every time I listen

and

are too many in the world,” the Alchemist said. “Words fail half the

Argrave figured it was a rhetorical question, and so he

commanded, and Argrave scrambled

off, before finishing, “…got

by systems so complex your words fail to describe them. They render you ambulatory, not words. You walked here. Words, be they on paper or

really don’t need this right now, Argrave thought, brain dancing to find

metaphor,” Argrave

anger. “Words are a veneer—metaphor is yet another façade atop this veneer, another step to remove and obscure the purity of the

the Alchemist had used a metaphor to disparage metaphors, but he focused on what the

purity of the mind’s thought,” Argrave repeated. “There is no other method of communication so universal and sophisticated as words.” Pain shot up Argrave’s arm, and he winced, but kept his thoughts focused on the titan looming

opening up. Black smoke started to rise up into the high ceiling. He walked

that he was about to experience an elaborate eviction because he lost

rare divergence from the constant apathy.

the same mistake as last time,

within your mind like a parasite, worming and changing and feeding on the valuable thoughts within. Corrupting.

“The spoken word is an insidious killer. Harmless, fools say. But in time, the words batter at the mind, until the ‘you’ that once was is only a memory, and your thoughts of the past become foreign.

lifestyle, Argrave thought drolly, finding some amusement amidst the tense atmosphere

other, spite in their gut…

walked back to stand before Argrave’s bed. He stayed there for a long while, doing nothing. Argrave could not relax his vigilance. He sat there, alert and

of the room. Argrave

minute passed. Another. Finally, Argrave collapsed back into the bed,

god damn was that

came to sit in the bed. Argrave kept his eyes on her. She reached out, then

pulled her hand away, blood was on her fingers.

guess… time to

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