Kids from One Alpha

Chapter 56: Confiding

Logan was invited to the hospital when the new maternity ward was completed. He thought it was a little ironic that it was the maternity ward he was going to tour first. Serena met him in the waiting room. She was smiling and seemed…happy. He wondered if she really had been miserable living in his house with him. Though, in all honestly, she’d been so busy, he’d hardly seen her. He hoped her joy was linked to the renovations in the hospital starting to wind down. “You wanted to show me the maternity ward,” Logan said as a greeting. Serena nodded.

“Yes, come on,” she beckoned him to follow. The maternity ward had its own rooms separate from the rest of the hospital. They were delivery rooms. There was a nursery and an infant ICU. The staff working in the maternity ward were designated to that ward alone, and all the supplies was kept separate. “We were able to add two more delivery rooms, which is good since the pack keeps growing,” Serena was telling him. “The nursery has been updated with new cradles, swaddles, and some newer equipment that is known to increase infant survival rates.” “That all sounds good,” Logan said absently. There was a newborn in one of the cradles. The nursery had a large window that Logan could look through at the new pack member. He sighed, unable to pull his eyes from the sleeping, mushy looking baby. “Are you alright, Alpha?” Serena asked coming to his side. He gave her a strained smile. “Yes,” he said with a nod. “It won’t be too long before that is your child in there,” she said. “How is Holly doing, she hadn’t come in for a checkup?”

“She’s fine,” Logan said absently. “I think she’s fine. She hasn’t brought it up at all. She would if something was wrong.” Logan sighed again, shaking his head and backing away from the nursery window. 

to come in for her checkups,” Serena said. Logan nodded, but he wasn’t really listening to what she was

head. He needed to talk to someone! His mother wouldn’t want to hear it, because she was urging him to find a  Confiding Luna. He couldn’t tell Holly, or she would freak out even more. Normally, Carson would have been his ‘go to’for advice, but he hadn’t seen Carson much since he’d had dinner with Serena. She was a mother, she could

deep inside, that he hadn’t even been able to admit them to himself. Now that he started, he couldn’t stop! “I love the twins,” he said more gently. “I love being around them, I love playing with them. Beyond that…I don’t know what I am doing. I don’t know how to be a father, and I didn’t want this. Not now, now with …” he trailed off. “Logan,” Serena said his name firmly. He turned to look at her. She had her hands on her hips, like a mother ready to scold him. He flinched. “I understand the fear and uncertainty. Trust me, I do. When I found out I was going to be a

what I want?” he asked her.

that for you,” she said. “That is a

giving Logan the tour of the maternity ward. She’d been surprised when he confided in her, but she knew what it was like. She remembered how she felt like she had no one to turn to, not her family, not her pack, no one. Logan wasn’t lacking family, friends, or pack, but she imagined he felt very alone in this particular situation. Knowing that he wasn’t ready to be a father,

make a decision. He’d either need to step up or back off. Especially once she told the twins the truth. They loved him so much, though, and she didn’t want to hurt them by having him run off or back away from spending time with them. Groaning, Serena went to the nurse’s station to file her end of the day paperwork. “How’d