Kids from One Alpha

Chapter 56: Confiding

Logan was invited to the hospital when the new maternity ward was completed. He thought it was a little ironic that it was the maternity ward he was going to tour first. Serena met him in the waiting room. She was smiling and seemed…happy. He wondered if she really had been miserable living in his house with him. Though, in all honestly, she’d been so busy, he’d hardly seen her. He hoped her joy was linked to the renovations in the hospital starting to wind down. “You wanted to show me the maternity ward,” Logan said as a greeting. Serena nodded.

“Yes, come on,” she beckoned him to follow. The maternity ward had its own rooms separate from the rest of the hospital. They were delivery rooms. There was a nursery and an infant ICU. The staff working in the maternity ward were designated to that ward alone, and all the supplies was kept separate. “We were able to add two more delivery rooms, which is good since the pack keeps growing,” Serena was telling him. “The nursery has been updated with new cradles, swaddles, and some newer equipment that is known to increase infant survival rates.” “That all sounds good,” Logan said absently. There was a newborn in one of the cradles. The nursery had a large window that Logan could look through at the new pack member. He sighed, unable to pull his eyes from the sleeping, mushy looking baby. “Are you alright, Alpha?” Serena asked coming to his side. He gave her a strained smile. “Yes,” he said with a nod. “It won’t be too long before that is your child in there,” she said. “How is Holly doing, she hadn’t come in for a checkup?”

“She’s fine,” Logan said absently. “I think she’s fine. She hasn’t brought it up at all. She would if something was wrong.” Logan sighed again, shaking his head and backing away from the nursery window. 

in for her checkups,” Serena said. Logan nodded, but he wasn’t really listening

in yet. He was holding it at a distance because he didn’t want to accept it. “I’m not ready,” he said suddenly. He wasn’t sure if he had said the words out loud, but Serena turned to face him, her eyes soft. “Not ready for what?” she asked. Logan shook his head. He needed to talk to someone! His mother

she told him. Logan sighed. “I know,” he said turning from her and throwing his arms up in the air. “Trust me, I get it. I’ve seen what you‘ve gone through with the twins to keep them happy and having such a good life. You do an amazing job, but I know I’m not ready for that responsibility.” Logan sighed, bowing his head slightly. All his confessions were tumbling out. He’d been holding them so close, so deep inside, that he hadn’t even been able to admit them to himself. Now that he started, he couldn’t stop! “I love the twins,” he said more gently. “I love being around them, I love playing with them. Beyond that…I don’t know what I am doing. I don’t know how to be a father, and I didn’t want this. Not now, now with …” he trailed off. “Logan,” Serena said his

I want?” he asked her.

she said. “That is

an eyebrow at her, and Serena laughed. Logan smirked at her. Serena finished giving Logan the tour of the maternity ward. She’d been surprised when he confided in her, but she knew what it was like. She remembered how she felt like she had

would do more harm than good. Whether he knew the truth or whether the kids knew the truth, the dynamic of their relationship would change, regardless of if he wanted to be an active parent or not. It certainly complicated an already complicated situation. Telling Logan he was the father of her kids would mean he’d have to make a decision. He’d either need to step up or back off. Especially once she told the twins the truth. They loved him so much, though, and she didn’t want to hurt them by having him run off or back away from spending time with them. Groaning, Serena went to the nurse’s station to file her end of the day paperwork. “How’d the tour go?” Adriana asked, stepping