37 Not Letting Her Go
ALEJANDRO
Crushing, agonising pain, that’s how it f*****g felt. I hated to admit it but I felt like I couldn’t breathe. She was my f*****g world, but she had forgotten me… Deep down I had hoped she wouldn’t forget me, but she had. F**k she had.
From the corner of my eyes, I could see the way she was hugging herself, her eyes watching me warily. Had she forgotten my touch? Nine years… Nine years of being together and she had forgotten it all.
The anger and hatred I felt for this so-called f*****g crimson king and his Djinn was growing. I was ready to pay the price to kill them both as long as it didn’t affect my queen. She stood by the window now, her heart racing, my shirt draping off her shoulder.
Amore Mio…
Focus Alejandro.
I was trying, f*****g trying to keep myself in control but the urge to go on a f*****g rampage was growing “You’re bleeding.” She said softly making me snap out of my thoughts. I looked down realising blood was spilling onto the floor where I had dug my claws into my palms. “It’ll heal.” I replied, my voice sounding cold but seeing her flinch hurt f*****g more. I had a feeling she had forgotten her abilities too… “Is this your pack?” She asked looking out of the window. “Yeah, it’s our pack.” I correct. “The Night Walkers Pack.” “Night Walkers…. Isn’t that the name of the Lycan King’s pack…” She asked thoughtfully.
My heart thudded, so there were things she still remembered.
“Yeah, you’re f*****g looking at him.” I remarked crossing my arms as I walked over to her. Instinctively she stepped back until her a*s touched the wall behind her. “You’re the Lycan king?” She looked confused and I raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, I f*****g am.” I replied. Would she remember me if I kissed her? I wasn’t sure but I was not going to f*****g risk it and end up pushing her away. No matter how much I wanted to express my love to her and show her that she was my f*****g lifeline I couldn’t. Not until she was ready…
Raihana hadn’t been able to pick anything up…so whatever this is… it should be able to be undone by killing the Djinn… “I’m going to use the bathroom…” She said, smoothly moving away from me. “Through there.” I jerked my head towards the dressing room and bathroom and she all but
ran.
I heard her shut and bolt the door, something she would never usually do, leaving me alone in our bedroom. I looked at the ground feeling tiredness settle over me.
Life…
I walked over to the bed, dropping onto it and picked up my phone, I stared at the image on my lock screen… Me, Kiara and the kids… I unlocked it and stared at my wallpaper. Her and I…
The smile that lit up her face… F**k.
I swallowed, clicked on her number and skimmed through the messages. ‘Love you more…. Can’t f*****g wait to see you when I’m back… Want me to make you brownies tonight?… One hundred f*****g percent, do I get to smear them over your t**s and lick them off?… I like the idea…’ I kept scrolling, each one making the pain in my chest grow.
How did it come to this?
I frowned remembering her voice message from last night, I scrolled down until I reached it and clicked on it.
“Alejandro… I know I can say this in person, but I just wanted to tell you… I love you; I will always love you… no matter what.” 5
Her voice became a whisper, and I could tell she was fighting back her tears.
and I… I might forget to tell you…I love you; I love
that I wasn’t able to wake up from… What did the f****r want? Did he not give a f**k that his son was here? Was this all a f*****g
—–
up, having run in wolf form and Kiara had been f*****g ecstatic to see him. In a way, I was glad she remembered someone, at least someone who could guide her, but it still f*****g
out. They were in our bedroom, still talking, although I was out here I could still pick up what they were
Alejandro been
‘I’m scared.’
this f*****g Crimson King, and from what I could tell even showed her some videos of our wedding and
personalities… it was obvious she was going
her memories, but you cannot f*****g take away her personality, good heart, or what she believed in. I hoped deep down… the memory of her love for us
felt empty… “What about Alejandro? He
the f**k was I meant to do now? Be gentle? 1 don’t even know
Elijah chuckled.
you.” “So this was our
you are still the woman that I’m proud to call my daughter. The Lycan king’s queen and the best of mothers. I would love to take you home to give you time to heal but the kids need you, Alejandro needs
myself so much younger.” She laughed sounding embarrassed. “When I woke up, I was thinking you would kill me.” “Nine years too late. He’s sixteen years older than you, imagine how I felt when I found out you and he
resist the twitch at the corner of my lips. Elijah was right, she could forget me, but not the bond or the
first time and that
cigarette. Call it corny or s**t but what we had between us was far too strong for any power in the heavens or earth to destroy and I was ready to prove that to the
stay for a while longer. He agreed and said as long as he didn’t have to see the d******d Kenneth whilst he was here. Well, we were on the same f*****g page. I had gotten Darien to entertain the f****r because I
she was dressed in a black strapless corset and some wet look pants with heels. Her hair was open and her face was free from makeup. For a moment she reminded me of
pull her close and kiss her until she f*****g begged me to take her. Instead, I had to be the f*****g gentlemen
her b***s all pushed up in that corset
Down boy.
get going.” I said sounding
She nodded, strands of her sandy brown hair falling in
“Dante.” Kiara murmured.
at her sharply as Kiara inched forward before she crouched down before him,
pretend.” He said quietly, making me
too
She whispered, sounding genuinely upset before wrapping her arms around him tightly. He hugged
“Your memory…” He mumbled.
sorry.” Kiara whispered moving back as she took his hands, kissing them gently. “Don’t be. It’s not
at me with concern in his eyes and I remembered I still needed
said, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and
the leisure to.” Delsanra added, looking up
a lot more we prefer to do in our free time.” He whispered, although
Dante retorted with a small pout as Maria smiled. 1 “Go eat.” Maria said to
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