King Alejandro: The Return Of Her Cold-Hearted Alpha

37 Not Letting Her Go 

ALEJANDRO

Crushing, agonising pain, that’s how it f*****g felt. I hated to admit it but I felt like I couldn’t breathe. She was my f*****g world, but she had forgotten me… Deep down I had hoped she wouldn’t forget me, but she had. F**k she had.

From the corner of my eyes, I could see the way she was hugging herself, her eyes watching me warily. Had she forgotten my touch? Nine years… Nine years of being together and she had forgotten it all.

The anger and hatred I felt for this so-called f*****g crimson king and his Djinn was growing. I was ready to pay the price to kill them both as long as it didn’t affect my queen. She stood by the window now, her heart racing, my shirt draping off her shoulder.

Amore Mio…

Focus Alejandro.

I was trying, f*****g trying to keep myself in control but the urge to go on a f*****g rampage was growing “You’re bleeding.” She said softly making me snap out of my thoughts. I looked down realising blood was spilling onto the floor where I had dug my claws into my palms. “It’ll heal.” I replied, my voice sounding cold but seeing her flinch hurt f*****g more. I had a feeling she had forgotten her abilities too… “Is this your pack?” She asked looking out of the window. “Yeah, it’s our pack.” I correct. “The Night Walkers Pack.” “Night Walkers…. Isn’t that the name of the Lycan King’s pack…” She asked thoughtfully.

My heart thudded, so there were things she still remembered.

“Yeah, you’re f*****g looking at him.” I remarked crossing my arms as I walked over to her. Instinctively she stepped back until her a*s touched the wall behind her. “You’re the Lycan king?” She looked confused and I raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, I f*****g am.” I replied. Would she remember me if I kissed her? I wasn’t sure but I was not going to f*****g risk it and end up pushing her away. No matter how much I wanted to express my love to her and show her that she was my f*****g lifeline I couldn’t. Not until she was ready…

Raihana hadn’t been able to pick anything up…so whatever this is… it should be able to be undone by killing the Djinn… “I’m going to use the bathroom…” She said, smoothly moving away from me. “Through there.” I jerked my head towards the dressing room and bathroom and she all but

ran.

I heard her shut and bolt the door, something she would never usually do, leaving me alone in our bedroom. I looked at the ground feeling tiredness settle over me.

Life…

I walked over to the bed, dropping onto it and picked up my phone, I stared at the image on my lock screen… Me, Kiara and the kids… I unlocked it and stared at my wallpaper. Her and I…

The smile that lit up her face… F**k.

I swallowed, clicked on her number and skimmed through the messages. ‘Love you more…. Can’t f*****g wait to see you when I’m back… Want me to make you brownies tonight?… One hundred f*****g percent, do I get to smear them over your t**s and lick them off?… I like the idea…’ I kept scrolling, each one making the pain in my chest grow.

How did it come to this?

I frowned remembering her voice message from last night, I scrolled down until I reached it and clicked on it.

“Alejandro… I know I can say this in person, but I just wanted to tell you… I love you; I will always love you… no matter what.” 5

Her voice became a whisper, and I could tell she was fighting back her tears.

to tell you…I love you; I love you, Alejandro. No

What did

—–

the hall. Elijah had shown up, having run in wolf form and Kiara had been f*****g ecstatic to see him. In a way, I was glad she remembered someone, at least someone who could guide her, but it still f*****g killed me that she had forgotten me… I was half of her soul… So why

been uncomfortable with me in the room, so I had stepped out. They were in our bedroom, still talking, although I was out here I could still pick up what they were discussing despite the soundproof walls. I guess having far better hearing than Some of her questions made

long have I and Alejandro been together?’

‘I’m scared.’

this f*****g Crimson King, and from what I could tell even showed her some videos of our wedding and s**t. For the last half an hour she had been asking about the children, their favourite food,

it was obvious she was going to

cannot f*****g take away her personality, good heart, or what she believed in. I hoped deep down… the memory

empty… “What about Alejandro? He seems…cold.” Kiara’s

been cold? Didn’t f*****g mean to. What the f**k was I meant to do now? Be gentle? 1 don’t even know the meaning of that s**t.

Elijah chuckled.

first, his cold exterior has never bothered you.” “So this was our wedding…” I heard

return to you.” Elijah’s firm reply came. “Your memory may have gone, but you are still the woman that I’m proud to call my daughter. The Lycan king’s queen and the

I was somehow imagining myself so much younger.” She laughed sounding embarrassed. “When I woke up, I was thinking you would kill me.” “Nine years too late. He’s sixteen years older than you, imagine how I felt when I found out you and he were mated when you

twitch at the corner of my lips. Elijah was right, she could forget me, but not the bond or the

time and that time I tried to push her away. This time I

drag on my cigarette. Call it corny or s**t but what we had between us was far

have to see the d******d Kenneth whilst he was here. Well, we were on the same f*****g page. I had gotten Darien to

dressed in a black strapless corset and some wet look pants with heels. Her hair was open and her face was free from makeup. For a moment she reminded me of

wanted to do was pull her close and kiss her until she f*****g begged me to take her. Instead, I had to be

at her b***s all pushed up

Down boy.

I said sounding

what she f*****g fell in love with. She was no f*****g angel so we were going to be fine. We had to be. She nodded, strands of her sandy

“Dante.” Kiara murmured.

sharply as Kiara inched forward before she crouched down before him, reaching over hesitantly she

to pretend.” He said quietly, making

too

before wrapping her arms around him tightly. He

“Your memory…” He mumbled.

moving back as she took his hands, kissing them gently. “Don’t be. It’s not

his eyes and I remembered

the lounge or dining room?” Maria asked from behind. “Dining room is fine.” I said, wrapping my arm around her shoulders and kissing her forehead. “Yes, I’m watching television, can I not

first had the leisure to.” Delsanra added, looking up at Rayhan with a

guess there’s a lot more we prefer to do in our free

a small pout as Maria smiled. 1 “Go eat.” Maria said to the two of us and Kiara slowly stood