63 Losing All Control 

KIARA

Dante’s room was coming ever closer, and even as I tried to stop myself, I was only succeeding in slowing myself down a little.

I looked around in desperation, trying to scream or make some sort of sound.

NO!

I am Kiara Westwood – No, I am Kiara Rossi; the queen, and the Luna of this pack. A mother.

I won’t do this, I can’t!

I gripped the dagger tightly. I would rather die than hurt my son! The hatred and fury coursing through me were growing stronger with each passing second, and I was beginning to be pushed into a corner of my own mind. My wolf’s pain and restlessness mixed with my own.

Not today.

No one was going to take my body from me. Summoning every ounce of willpower I could, I forced all my concentration into trying to break free. I screamed as I forced my aura to burst through the barrier that seemed to be subduing it. It swirled around me like a storm, a clear purple visible around me as it blasted in all directions. I heard glass shattering nearby and distant shouts as my body began moving towards Dante’s room faster.

I had to stop myself, I was not going to let this happen! Using all my might, I twisted the dagger and plunged it into my chest, making me gasp as pain rushed through me and I fell to the ground, the blade inches from my heart. The smell of blood filled the air as it dripped onto the floor, I let go of the dagger as I bent forward on all fours, trying to regain control. Why was this happening?

My own resilience, anger, worry, and determination mixed in with anger and resentment that did not belong to me. The emotions burned through me, it felt like my head was being split open as we both fought for control.

Get out of my head!

My only response was splitting pain as my head erupted with agony and I curled up, groaning as my vision darkened.

“Kia!”

Raven?

Stay back…

A flare of hatred rushed through me and my eyes flashed as she came into view, her black and

pink hair bouncing as she ran to my side as fast as she could, crouching down by me. I saw her eyes glaze and knew she was mind linking as she reached out for me.

“You won’t touch me.”

Those words didn’t belong to me! Goddess! “Back off!” I found myself spitting. “Not happening, babe.” Raven replied, and in a flash I was on my back. It was obvious she didn’t want to hurt me with the blade still stuck in my chest. I felt like a puppet stuck in a body I had no control of, as I yanked the dagger out and kicked her off me. She blocked as I swung the dagger at her, her eyes meeting mine as she tried to disarm me. She glanced behind me as if hoping for someone to show up.

“Kiara, listen to me!”

I shoved her off as I ran for Dante’s room, only for Raven to aim a sharp kick at my hip and yank me backwards once more.

“S**t, I’m sorry!” She whimpered as her knee connected with my chest, slamming me to the ground. “Kia!”

I glared up at her, grabbing her hair and throwing her off me, into the far wall. Her tiny body slid to the ground but she was on her feet faster than I was expecting, although I wasn’t much slower. I ran at her, anger rushing through me. She was in the way of my mission! I raised my dagger, praying she ran, when an arm locked around my neck and another around my waist.

Mom?

listen to me.” Her strong yet soothing voice

legs from under her. Twisting around with more power than I ever had before,

aura so intense, her red hair falling in front of her face and the look of determination told me that she

Maria and Raihana appear at the

take control.” Maria’s voice came, her eyes blazing

and I will kill

control of myself? I thought things were getting better… “You won’t.” Raihana’s voice came before she whispered a spell and then

confused my senses, and no matter which direction I looked, I saw nothing. The Djinn’s irritation rose within me, and I

I heard Raven murmur from somewhere in the darkness as

felt the force

thrown me to the ground as both Maria and Mom

Alejandro?

and a wave of guilt washed

on earth was I

red eyes of my mate, the festering resentment within me growing and even when Mom and Maria let go, I found myself pulling away not wanting his touch. Or more like the Djinn didn’t

lifted me by my waist, his eyes skimming over my b****y chest, concern and fear flashing in his eyes. “You need… to lock… me away…” I said, struggling to form my words as I pushed him

I didn’t trust myself.

and, although the other emotions seemed to dissipate

look and Liam’s, my guilt growing as he helped Raven to her feet, kissing her as he held her tight. The concern in

had failed them

was tight, pinning my arms

the wound that was beginning to soak us both in blood. I closed my eyes, inhaling his scent. I didn’t need my memories to tell

to be checked

pressed my lips against the fabric of his shirt, kissing

fault; I have worried

see this.” I said,

occupied.” Alejandro replied before lifting me up

met, but I was unable to hold his gaze. I looked away, a wave of sadness washing

I had failed him

was making it harder for her, so we had told her to stop. She was pregnant and we couldn’t risk it. I had fallen unconscious and had

bedroom with Liam and Raven sitting on the bed,

HIP

looking at Raven. She was sitting between Liam’s

two having a friendly match!” She replied, making a fist

was nothing friendly about it. “I still hurt you.” I

my

looking over at Alejandro. “I thought his hold

not…” Alejandro said, now walking over to

D

VO

ripped through me, and my eyes flashed, making Alejandro pause as he was about

hand, taking a drag on his cigarette as he moved

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