63 Losing All Control 

KIARA

Dante’s room was coming ever closer, and even as I tried to stop myself, I was only succeeding in slowing myself down a little.

I looked around in desperation, trying to scream or make some sort of sound.

NO!

I am Kiara Westwood – No, I am Kiara Rossi; the queen, and the Luna of this pack. A mother.

I won’t do this, I can’t!

I gripped the dagger tightly. I would rather die than hurt my son! The hatred and fury coursing through me were growing stronger with each passing second, and I was beginning to be pushed into a corner of my own mind. My wolf’s pain and restlessness mixed with my own.

Not today.

No one was going to take my body from me. Summoning every ounce of willpower I could, I forced all my concentration into trying to break free. I screamed as I forced my aura to burst through the barrier that seemed to be subduing it. It swirled around me like a storm, a clear purple visible around me as it blasted in all directions. I heard glass shattering nearby and distant shouts as my body began moving towards Dante’s room faster.

I had to stop myself, I was not going to let this happen! Using all my might, I twisted the dagger and plunged it into my chest, making me gasp as pain rushed through me and I fell to the ground, the blade inches from my heart. The smell of blood filled the air as it dripped onto the floor, I let go of the dagger as I bent forward on all fours, trying to regain control. Why was this happening?

My own resilience, anger, worry, and determination mixed in with anger and resentment that did not belong to me. The emotions burned through me, it felt like my head was being split open as we both fought for control.

Get out of my head!

My only response was splitting pain as my head erupted with agony and I curled up, groaning as my vision darkened.

“Kia!”

Raven?

Stay back…

A flare of hatred rushed through me and my eyes flashed as she came into view, her black and

pink hair bouncing as she ran to my side as fast as she could, crouching down by me. I saw her eyes glaze and knew she was mind linking as she reached out for me.

“You won’t touch me.”

Those words didn’t belong to me! Goddess! “Back off!” I found myself spitting. “Not happening, babe.” Raven replied, and in a flash I was on my back. It was obvious she didn’t want to hurt me with the blade still stuck in my chest. I felt like a puppet stuck in a body I had no control of, as I yanked the dagger out and kicked her off me. She blocked as I swung the dagger at her, her eyes meeting mine as she tried to disarm me. She glanced behind me as if hoping for someone to show up.

“Kiara, listen to me!”

I shoved her off as I ran for Dante’s room, only for Raven to aim a sharp kick at my hip and yank me backwards once more.

“S**t, I’m sorry!” She whimpered as her knee connected with my chest, slamming me to the ground. “Kia!”

I glared up at her, grabbing her hair and throwing her off me, into the far wall. Her tiny body slid to the ground but she was on her feet faster than I was expecting, although I wasn’t much slower. I ran at her, anger rushing through me. She was in the way of my mission! I raised my dagger, praying she ran, when an arm locked around my neck and another around my waist.

Mom?

listen to me.” Her strong yet soothing voice

my elbow into her side and, hooking my ankle around hers, yanked her legs from under her. Twisting around with more power than I ever had before, I threw her across the hall. She rolled over, breaking her fall, turning her silver

her red hair falling in front of her face and the look of determination told me

Maria and Raihana appear at the top

came, her eyes blazing as she

I will kill myself.” I

lose control of myself? I thought things were getting better… “You won’t.” Raihana’s voice came before she

I looked, I saw nothing. The Djinn’s irritation rose within me, and I realised Raihana was using my

from somewhere in the darkness as I swung the dagger, making sure no

felt the force within

as my own powers burst from me and illuminated the area. I was thrown to the ground. I wasn’t sure who had thrown me to the ground

Alejandro?

in my chest and a wave of

on earth

festering resentment within me growing and even when Mom and Maria let go, I found myself pulling away not wanting his touch. Or more like the

over my b****y chest, concern and fear flashing in his eyes. “You need… to lock… me away…” I

I didn’t trust myself.

chest. Intense sparks rushed through me and, although the other

Liam’s, my guilt growing as he helped Raven to

had failed them

was tight, pinning my arms to my side. My heart thundered as

you.” His words hit me hard and I stilled. Silent tears trickled down my cheeks and the pain within my chest hurt far more than the wound that was beginning to soak us both in blood. I closed my eyes, inhaling his scent. I didn’t need

checked over, Alejandro.”

pounding and I pressed my lips against the fabric of his

was my fault; I

Don’t let Dante see this.”

kept occupied.” Alejandro replied before

to hold his gaze. I looked away, a

I had failed him

tried to heal me, but whatever was controlling me was making it harder for her, so we had told her to stop. She was pregnant and we couldn’t risk it. I had fallen unconscious and

had bandaged me up. I was now in my bedroom with Liam and Raven sitting on the bed, whilst Alejandro was pacing the room. He had changed into a clean shirt and was currently smoking a

HIP

She was

times, us two having a friendly match!”

about it. “I still hurt you.” I

my hair, his other arm tightly around

looking over at Alejandro. “I thought his hold on her had

thought so too, but it seems not…” Alejandro said, now walking over to the

D

VO

me, and my eyes flashed, making Alejandro pause as

his hand, taking a drag on his cigarette as

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