Let Me Go, My Mafia Husband by Paga Slayer

Chapter 435 Friends With Benefits Bella's POV.

I stirred, finding myself enveloped in a pair of strong, muscular arms.

Slowly, I opened my eyes and surveyed my surroundings. Beside me lay the most strikingly handsome man, his arms coiled protectively around my waist.

He held me so tightly against his body as though he never wanted to let me go. His possessive grip made me feel a surge of unfamiliar sensations and tingles throughout my body. While we had shared a bed before, today felt different. We were different. We had crossed all boundaries, and there was no turning back for us now.

Reality crashed into my senses, and my mind replayed the memories of

last night. I had begged him to take me, and now I regretted it immensely. I silently cursed myself, feeling deeply embarrassed. How would I ever be able to meet his gaze? How could I face the man who had passionately made love to me last night, who happened to be my best friend?

I recalled how he had come to my rescue at a college party, saving me from bullies when I was just a freshman. He was my knight in shining armor then, and last night he had saved me once again. But this time, it was different. Now, who would save me from falling in love with him?

I was well aware that he was the most sought-after bachelor. I never stood a chance of winning his heart. Last night meant nothing more to him than a casual encounter. He had never been in a committed relationship before.

Naturally, he had a stunningly beautiful girlfriend, someone who looked like a supermodel. But I knew it was only a matter of time before he grew tired of her.

The weight of regret and disappointment bore down on me as I looked at his peacefully sleeping face. Last night's encounter had left me feeling vulnerable and filled with self-doubt. I couldn't shake the feeling that I had made a grave mistake, giving away something so precious in a drunken haze.

was drawn to his handsome features, the allure of the city's most desirable bachelor. But I knew, deep down, that this meant nothing more than a casual fling to him - one of many he had likely experienced

I decided to quietly slip away

around me, refusing to let go. My heart raced, and I felt a mixture of surprise and uncertainty at his unexpected gesture. "Where do

um... need to use the bathroom," I stuttered, my shyness returning with

it difficult for me to stand. As I winced and cried out softly, Ryder immediately shifted to my side, his concern evident. "What happened, baby? Are you okay?" he asked, genuine worry etched

the right words, I managed to reply, "I...

said, a hint of regret in his voice. "I'm sorry... I tried to be as gentle as possible. I knew it was your first time.

"Um...

apologetically. "Do you want me to

me up in a bridal-style hold, carrying me towards the bathroom. Though grateful for his care, I couldn't help but feel a mix of awkwardness and discomfort being completely naked in his arms. After Ryder gently set me down and exited the room, I hurriedly closed the bathroom door behind me, feeling a wave of relief washing over

a deep breath, trying to compose myself after the intense encounter with Ryder. Once I finished my morning routine and had a

my

me to the kitchen, where Ryder was busy cooking. He turned around and his eyes

Ryder's point of view:

adding to her allure, draped in my white robe. I could sense she was feeling a mix of emotions- perhaps a bit ashamed, as she avoided direct eye contact. The atmosphere was thick

asked, my voice revealing my apprehension as I nervously bit my lip. "N...no, Ryder. Actually, I