Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

CHAPTER 9 JESS

I was dreading today.

Not because Monday was special.

I dreaded today because the chances of seeing Luke were one hundred percent.

Luke has been hot and cold, and it started giving me whiplash. I couldn't figure him out, and I was done trying. It's a new week. It's a new me.

If he thinks he can just offer to be my first but then hook up with half the girls in this town right in front of me, he's sadly

mistaken. I was drunk that night. I made a mistake. One I intend to correct.

I finally confessed to Laura and Sam about Luke, and they were convinced I was drunk and imagined it. I gave up trying to convince them. It doesn't matter-there's no more Luke. There's been no more Luke for a long time, and it will stay that way. I grew up, and he grew up to be an asshole.

So what was I afraid of? I could do it and then get it over with. Maybe I'm afraid of crossing that line with Luke because there's no going back once I'm over it. Maybe I'm scared that he wouldn't want more.

I spotted him first when I got to school. Our eyes locked for a

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few seconds, and I was the first to break it. I couldn't look at him without a guilty feeling churning in my stomach.

straight and even tried some makeup. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it was a lot of effort for me. I walked in as fast as I

"Hey! Jess!"

around, clutching my chest and breathing heavily.

was Tom, and he had a smile

it for a second, just sitting there like I was the most normal thing ever -

dumbfounded, but luckily, Tom didn't

good, Jess," he

Was that a compliment?

I finally mumbled, and Tom laughed

for this Friday?

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I'd buy

was about to answer when someone beat

Luke and Josh standing behind Tom. My brother answered on

now, Laura and Sam were standing behind me, and I saw Josh look past me for

he seemed a little nervous. I watched Luke glare at me behind him, and before they could say anything else, I reached for

at him, scribbling my number on

and Josh stepped forward, staring after Tom. "What's your problem?" I asked, folding my arms across my chest. "You are not going out with Tom," Josh repeated, coming right up to my face. I looked back, refusing to back down. "Where do you get off telling me what to do? I don't exist to you, remember." I spat back at

Luke repeated,