Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

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I drifted through the week like a zombie. Sam and Laura hovered over me like I was some fragile bird, and it became a lot. I appreciated that they didn't ask me if I was okay, but being there all the time meant that they didn't believe I was.

I haven't been sleeping well, and nightmares have woken me up more than a few times. Luckily, Josh didn't know-well, I don't think he knew. Our rooms were on opposite sides of the house.

So here I was another morning and another night I didn't sleep.

I just lay in bed, waiting for it to be 5 a.m. so that I could take a run. I knew Luke would be there for the run, and maybe that's what kept me up. The anticipation of seeing him was overwhelming, but I kept telling myself it wasn't.

No matter what time I went - Luke was there, falling in the right behind me. We didn't talk; he never ran behind me and made sure I got home before he left.

On the first run, I thought he was being nice and doing Josh a favor. Then, the next morning, when he was there, I asked him why, and he just shrugged, waiting for us to start. So, by day three, I didn't even ask.

I was itching to get out of bed and go for a run, but I didn't want to see Luke. I still hated men, and the more I looked at Luke, the more I realized I didn't hate him.

So I skipped the run and called Sam and Laura for a coffee

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could avoid Luke, but Sam and Laura-there was no way. We planned the entire weekend, and they invited. themselves to a sleepover. I wanted to tell them I just needed a

of school, my feet heavy with the weight of another long day. I was meeting Laura and Sam at my house for a sleepover - again. It seemed like they'd been staying over every other

finished my last class and turned the corner, only to see Luke leaning against my locker, chatting with Clair, the cheerleading

bag to avoid them. Luke knew it was my locker, and seeing Luke press Clair up against my locker stirred something

that. I'm done walking on eggshells, trying not to upset the status quo. I walked right up to

but they ignored me, and Clair pulled Luke into her kiss. I wanted

you go have lunch somewhere

might have yelled a little, but good grief, they didn't listen. Luke was the first to pull

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and turn to look at me while Claire

eyes, yanking my locker open and grabbing what

"Hey, Jess,"

Nope. Not happening.

I walked faster...

his hand tugging on my arm to stop me. My body just acted, and I jumped away from him like

heart was racing, and I stood there, staring at him for a moment, trying to calm myself down. I shouldnt have reacted like that. I knew Luke wouldnt

What could

face, and the hand reaching out to touch me closed into a tight fist. Luke blew out a breath. "You're

a step back. "What do you mean? I'll run if I want to run." I tried keeping my voice