CHAPTER 22 JESS

Ugh, I was hiding in the kitchen for what felt like an eternity, trying to avoid the awkwardness that had taken over the pool. party. Josh and Laura were making out like there was no tomorrow, and it was seriously pissing me off.

I knew I needed to get used to it, but it still made my stomach turn. I stuffed my face with chips, trying to distract myself from the icky feeling growing inside me.

But it was hard to ignore the fact that I was Laura once- not the dating my brother part, but part of the friendship group.

I glared out the window, feeling like an outsider looking in. Why did everything have to change so fast? Why did everyone have to move on without me? I shoved more chips in my face. I needed to go out there; otherwise, Sam would come looking for 1. me.

I just couldn't face Laura and Josh's PDA-fest. I stayed in the kitchen for a few more minutes, reading the label of the dishwashing detergent.

Josh walked into the kitchen, dripping wet and towel-less. His hair was plastered to his forehead. "Hey, Jess. Plan on sharing?" he whined, eyeing the bowl of chips from me.

I didn't bother responding. What was there to say?

He snatched the bowl and headed back out, but not before

stopping in his tracks. "What's your problem anyway?" he asked, his tone suddenly serious.

like a rubber band. "Are you kidding me?" I shouted, my voice echoing off the kitchen walls. "This is my best friend we're talking

a moment

I felt like the world's biggest loser. Like I was nothing to look at! Which was all you and Luke, by the way? I know it was. Now you decide to just go for Laura? Do you see how messed up

I was just

to have my back, not screw me over!" I felt tears pricking at the corners of my eyes, but I refused to let

dam had burst. I sucked in the air,

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wanted to resist, but something about his warmth and familiarity made me relax, and before I knew it,

as I held him tight, something shifted inside me. Josh whispered, apologies

expression. "You have no idea how guilty I felt... feel. I feel like a fucking asshole. I know I messed up." I waved Josh off. I

an eyebrow. "So what? Laura's different?" I

is. And I know you're not happy about it, but...I

for any sign of insincerity.

tried to relax my guard. "Fine," I

thoughtful, and he glanced out the window. I could see the cogs churning in his

he said finally. "Tom wasn't a bad guy. And if he asks you

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