Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

CHAPTER 24 JESS

It's been a week of cute hand-holding, waiting for me by my locker and carrying my books to class. Tom was the sweetest guy, and even Luke's never-ending glares couldn't ruin it for me

At least, that's what I kept reminding myself. As much as Tom is the sweetest guy, and there's no way he would ever make me feel uncomfortable, Luke just made me feel something else entirely Something more sinful, lustful, and a small part - albeit a very small part of me craves that

That's the part of me that I have to lock down because Luke will never happen. He made that very clear. So my focus is on Tom. He might not be a one-night stand like we all had initially planned, but senior year wasn't going as we had planned either. Sam has had a string of one-boy relationships, or "friends with benefits," as she calls them

Laura has been seeing my brother for a few weeks now, and despite my skepticism, he was being just as sweet with her as Tom. He waited

for her before school, dropped her off, and now he's making her watch his football game tonight - just like Tom asked me to watch

I couldn't say no because, well, what else was I going to do? Sam had a date, and of course, she did, and it would just be Laura and me

I had picked Luara up for the game. It was an away game, but the drive wasn't that bad. They had won the game, and now everyone was coming back to my house because, well, my parents were out of town... again

still a little awkward

he had no choice but to accept the fact that I would be

you are dating my brother doesn't make us any less friends. I just want this awkwardness gone, okay? Best

teased but

the death stare ALL THE TIME! Did

of the truck and walked back. That was it. He's just messing with me. He has some weird idea

I told him that, and clearly, he didn't like it." I

be your first... that was Just to keep you away from

Every girl in school knows that and wants him for that. It would be like taking a walk on the wild side. He's good for the experience but not for something permanent Luke is

Laura asked me, and I paused for a second. A small part of me wanted Luke, but the more rational part

He's such a good guy, he's a gentleman, and he makes me feel safe. 1 mean, he's only kissed me, and it's been a week." I explained more

a good guy..." Laura offered, and I nodded, pursing my

good guy. A safe guy." I

of Tom... and that's good, right?" Laura reaffirmed,