Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

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Jessica writhing beneath me and moaning to my every little touch was driving me insane. She was so innocent - so responsive. The more I tasted her, the more I wanted.

The alarm bells ringing in the back of my head became softer. and softer the more her scent filled me.

Her fire ad courage t call me on my shit hit my last nerve. slipped over the line. A line I've wanted to cross for soo fcking long, and now here I am. I was walking it.

I was watching her suck her bottom lip between her teeth every time I increased pressure as I palmed her breast. She was like silk in my hands. Pure, soft and something I was about to taint.

"You are so fucking beautiful, Jessica," The words left my. mouth before I could stop them. I've had dreams of this. Hell, I've come so many times imagining it's Jessica I'm sinking myself into, and now here she is. Exposed, on display just for

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Her skin was flawless, and watching her golden hair sprawled on the pillow and her back arch into my touch was at the core of all my deprived fantasies about her.

I know I shouldn't. I know I promised Jpsh, a promise I made as a kid. One I never should have made in the first place, but Josh was the only real family I had. So was Jessica. If I lose them, I

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have fucking no one.

Not that Jessica knows that. Josh does, he knows everything, and I'd trust him with my life. All he asked in return was that he could trust me with his sister, and here I was, fucking it up because I had no self-control.

I shook my head free of the thoughts and felt Jessica place her soft palm on my face, drawing me back to her.

"What's wrong?" Her voice was soft, barely a whisper, and so sweet that it immediately pulled me from my thoughts.

"Nothing. Jessica. Nothing. Perfect. You are perfect." The words slipped out before I could stop them. I've worked so fucking hard to keep her at arm's length, but she deserved to know I didn't hate her. The only reason I really went along with everything Josh had done was I leaned in and kissed her softly this time, not fueled by lust but because Jessica was everything to me. Her mouth molded to mine like the

perfect puzzle piece. I pulled my hand from where it lingered on her inner thigh to her neck, my thumb and index finger gripped her chin and forced her to open for me.

Kissing her was better than any sex I've ever had. Hell, it doesn't even compare; I can't even imagine what it would be like to really be with her. Sink into her, have her call my name out.

I felt her legs sneak around my waist, and Jessica became more confident by the second. Her hands started roaming and dipping beneath my boxers, gripping my ass. I could feel her nails dig into my flesh, and I fucking loved it.

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and neck while the other hand went on its own mission. I palmed her breast before gliding over her smooth stomach and finally gripping her hip before sliding over the outside to grip her ass, my fingers inches away from her sweet sinful core. Jessica's hooded eyes and shallow breaths between kisses told me she was waiting, waiting for me to touch her. I was so far down this rabbit

fingers glided over her folds, and

I smiled into her kisses, enjoying how she

need to tell me to stop." I mumbled, but she shook her head before whispering in my ear, "Please don't," It was enough to make me come undone right there with

pressure there, hearing her suck in her breath. She clung to me, and I started moving

expect. I pulled my face back and leaned on my elbow so that I could watch her face when I glided my finger into

I commanded. Her beautiful soul-piercing eyes looked back at me,

finger slipped inside, and her breathing stopped, "Breathe," I said softly, and Jessica blew out a hot breath slowly. I pressed inside again, gliding easily at her wetness. If one finger made her feel like this, what would it be like to fill her with my...

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*SLAM*

We both froze...

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both of us froze. Luke still had his finger inside of me; I was still clinging to him like he was a lifeline, and the only sound was our

eyes on me, but he didn't seem as panicked as I

here?" I could hear my brother calling from downstairs, and I watched Luke narrow his eyes and fold

frowned,' and suddenly his fingers were out of me, and

that fast. He put me down

fast around me. He turned on the shower and stripped right in front of me. My eyes glazed over

sucked in a breath, and Luke smirked. He leaned in, gave me a chaste kiss, "It will fit, don't worry" then winked and stepped through the water, leaving me outside

barely wet his hair before stepping out, picking me up, and putting

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and I gasped.

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Then, just like that, Luke wrapped a towel around his waist and walked out of my room. I could hear my door shut, and then

was sludge, my body was on fire, and nothing else would soothe it now other than Luke's touch, that much I

I decided

stay underneath the scalding water a little longer because, frankly, I was scared of what was outside. Sure, in here, behind closed doors, Luke seemed to have changed. But out there, in public, I knew it wouldn't be the same. He wouldn't ever acknowledge me in public b The messed-up part was that I was happy to take what I could get because, hell, I think I just realized that as

my bedroom door opened, and I froze. Was IUke

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her head inside, saw me, and rushed in, closing and locking

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