Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

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Jessica writhing beneath me and moaning to my every little touch was driving me insane. She was so innocent - so responsive. The more I tasted her, the more I wanted.

The alarm bells ringing in the back of my head became softer. and softer the more her scent filled me.

Her fire ad courage t call me on my shit hit my last nerve. slipped over the line. A line I've wanted to cross for soo fcking long, and now here I am. I was walking it.

I was watching her suck her bottom lip between her teeth every time I increased pressure as I palmed her breast. She was like silk in my hands. Pure, soft and something I was about to taint.

"You are so fucking beautiful, Jessica," The words left my. mouth before I could stop them. I've had dreams of this. Hell, I've come so many times imagining it's Jessica I'm sinking myself into, and now here she is. Exposed, on display just for

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Her skin was flawless, and watching her golden hair sprawled on the pillow and her back arch into my touch was at the core of all my deprived fantasies about her.

I know I shouldn't. I know I promised Jpsh, a promise I made as a kid. One I never should have made in the first place, but Josh was the only real family I had. So was Jessica. If I lose them, I

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have fucking no one.

Not that Jessica knows that. Josh does, he knows everything, and I'd trust him with my life. All he asked in return was that he could trust me with his sister, and here I was, fucking it up because I had no self-control.

I shook my head free of the thoughts and felt Jessica place her soft palm on my face, drawing me back to her.

"What's wrong?" Her voice was soft, barely a whisper, and so sweet that it immediately pulled me from my thoughts.

"Nothing. Jessica. Nothing. Perfect. You are perfect." The words slipped out before I could stop them. I've worked so fucking hard to keep her at arm's length, but she deserved to know I didn't hate her. The only reason I really went along with everything Josh had done was I leaned in and kissed her softly this time, not fueled by lust but because Jessica was everything to me. Her mouth molded to mine like the

perfect puzzle piece. I pulled my hand from where it lingered on her inner thigh to her neck, my thumb and index finger gripped her chin and forced her to open for me.

Kissing her was better than any sex I've ever had. Hell, it doesn't even compare; I can't even imagine what it would be like to really be with her. Sink into her, have her call my name out.

I felt her legs sneak around my waist, and Jessica became more confident by the second. Her hands started roaming and dipping beneath my boxers, gripping my ass. I could feel her nails dig into my flesh, and I fucking loved it.

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went on its own mission. I palmed her breast before gliding over her smooth stomach and finally gripping her hip before sliding over the outside to grip her ass, my fingers inches away from her sweet sinful core. Jessica's hooded eyes and shallow breaths between kisses told me she was waiting, waiting for me to touch her. I was so far down this rabbit hole now that there was

glided over her folds,

I smiled into her kisses, enjoying how

whispering in my ear,

nub, and I put pressure there, hearing her suck in her breath. She clung to

played at her entrance, Jessica paused. I'm guessing she was not sure what to expect. I pulled my face back and leaned on my elbow so that I could watch her face when I glided my finger into her

eyes. "Look at me, Jessica," I commanded. Her beautiful soul-piercing eyes looked back at

softly, and Jessica blew out a hot breath slowly. I pressed inside again, gliding easily at her wetness. If one finger made her feel like this, what would it be

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*SLAM*

We both froze...

CHAPTER 31 JESS

heard a door slam, and suddenly, both of us froze. Luke still had his finger inside of me; I was still clinging to him like he was a lifeline, and the only sound

me, but he didn't seem as panicked as I felt

from downstairs, and I watched Luke narrow his eyes

were out of me, and he was picking me up like I weighed

say anything; he was that

me. He turned on the shower and stripped right in front of me. My eyes glazed over his body, following the taught lines

and Luke smirked. He leaned in, gave me a chaste kiss, "It will fit,

but he barely wet his hair before stepping

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and I gasped.

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I couldn't form words. Then, just like that, Luke wrapped a towel around his waist and walked out of my room. I could hear my door shut, and then he called, "Josh! Yeah, man. I

else would soothe it now other than Luke's touch, that

I decided

because, frankly, I was scared of what was outside. Sure, in here, behind closed doors, Luke seemed to have changed. But out there, in public, I knew it wouldn't be the same. He wouldn't ever acknowledge me in public b The messed-up part was that I was happy to take what I could get because, hell, I think I just realized that as much as I've hated Luke and my brother, a part of me had always figured Luke and I would be together. Maybe not immediately-we were kids-but someday. Like it would have been the most normal thing, but now, well, that's never going to

my bedroom door opened, and I froze. Was

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peeked her head inside, saw me, and rushed in, closing and locking my door. She then ran over to me

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