Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

CHAPTER 54

LUKE

It's almost been a month.

That's how long I've been doing my best to ignore Jess, and it's been pure hell. Every day, I remind myself that she's better off without me. I'm bad news for her, and I know it. But damn, she makes it hard. Especially now that she's dating Tom, I can see it on her face thoug

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Josh is preoccupied with Laura, lost in his own world, leaving me stuck in the shadows, just watching-watching something I can never have. My chest tightens with frustration, and I try to shake it off, but it's no use. I need to punch something.

The more I push her away, the more she invades my thoughts, dreams, and showers. Now I'm frustrated, and rage is pumping. through me. Maybe it was practice, or maybe it was because To walked into the locker room today announcing he plans on asking Jessica to Pro I hate fucking Prom. I hate what it means and just the whole idea of it, and I know Jessica feels the same, or at least I think she does.

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over to Tom and told him that I knew for a fact Jessica wanted to go with him. It's a lie, but what the hell? The reason he came in to announce it in the first place was to get my approval. He needed Josh's approval, but Josh wasn't here right n

The overexcited cheerleader's shrill voice giving me an instant headache. She's been useful as a distraction from Jess, and when she's not talking, she's not half bad. Tiffany was going on about something, but I stopped listening when I s Jessica wore that green, skin-tight dress that showed off every curve and gave everyone a view of her creamy, well-defined legs. I swallowed hard,

you even listening?" Tiffany snaps her fingers in my face, pulling me

Yeah. Sure," I mumble

a kiss on my lips, "Prom is going to be great! I'll color- coordinate our outfits. Don't worry. Leave everything to me," she squeaked before practically dancing out

did I just

Jessica, her excitement radiating off her.

that Tiffany was informing

kept myself as impassive as possible. There's a moment of silence, and then Jessica's eyes

I can't stay here

I could get out of this place. I wanted to take him by his collar, slam him into the wall, and tell him to get his hands off of her, but instead, I stepped forward and congratulated him, ignoring a shocked Jessica standing right next to I turn on my heel and walk away, my heart pounding in my chest. Every step feels like I'm walking further away from the only person who's ever made me feel something