Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

PART 3 - CHAPTER 141 LUKE

"They let her go back to college? Are they fucking insane?" I growled, slamming the door shut behind me as I stormed into my apartment. The words came out harsher than I intended, but I couldn't stop myself. The frustration bubbling inside me had nowhere else to go, and Josh was just going to have to take it.

"I don't know what to tell you, man," Josh's voice came through the phone, calm and resigned, like he was already too tired to deal with me. "She wanted to go. I think she just needed to get away because everyone keeps hoping she'll get her memories back, but it hasn't happened yet."

I kicked off my shoes, not caring where they landed, pacing the length of my living room like a caged animal. "Still nothing?" I forced myself to ask, even though I already knew the answer. Hope was a dangerous thing, and I couldn't afford to cling to it. Not anymore.

"Yeah, nothing," Josh sighed heavily, and I could almost picture him running a hand through his hair, the way he always did when he was stressed out. "You know the doctors said if she spends time with the people she was closest to, her memories might come back. Mind telling me why the hell you up and fucking ran away?"

There it was.

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knew Josh had been holding back on. "I mean,

this conversation was coming, but that didn't make it any easier. "You know this was my fault," I muttered, my voice low and bitter. "My father might be an asshole, but he Josh stayed quiet for a second, and I could hear him taking a breath on the other end of the line. He didn't agree, didn't want to, but we

"She's your sister, and I've loved her my whole life, but I'm the one who messed

it's your fault, man. And I think your father is the asshole, not you. For what it's worth, I still hope you pull your

even though he couldn't see me. "She doesn't need me, Josh. Look at me-I've been nothing but a fucking train wreck

you, Luke. She doesn't remember you, but that doesn't mean she doesn't need you. If you really love her, you'll stop acting like a

Coward.

because I couldn't stand the thought of Jess looking at me like I was a stranger. Avoiding her because I couldn't bear the guilt that came with knowing I put her in that hospital. "I can't do it, man. I can't sit there and pretend everything's normal when it's not," I

what she needs. And right now, she needs you to stop punishing I leaned against the counter, my chest heaving with a mix of anger and self-loathing. Josh didn't get it. He couldn't. He wasn't the one

keep fighting with you about this. You want to run? Fine. But don't act like you're

right. I knew he was

talk to you later," I muttered, could