Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

PART 5- CHAPTER 188 JESS

My heart was hammering in my chest as I stood outside Luke's building, squinting at the towering windows. I mean, I had literally crossed the country for this. Don't be a chicken-shit, Jess.

I even had a solid argument, ready for why he should have been the one waiting for me, but since he couldn't seem to locate his brain, here I was, channeling all my inner self-sufficient women. half- expected birds to chirp and sunlight to beam down like it was a Disney movie-but let's be honest, life has been more of a horror movie than anything else.

Inhaling deeply, I smoothed down my dress, hands shaking. Luke loved this dress. It was strappy with tiny blue flowers all over. Or maybe he loved taking it off; I couldn't remember. All I had to do was walk in there and lay it out: I remembered him. I loved him. And he was b hospital, for letting me wait without a single word after he'd stormed back into my life, turned everything upside down, and then vanished like he'd never been there.

I pulled the building door open and walked straight to the doorman's desk. He looked up, a trace of sympathy mixed with suspicion in his eyes. Before I even opened my mouth, he shook his head.

"I know that look," he said, his tone overly familiar, like he'd seen

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this a hundred times before. "You lookin' for Luke?"

"Yes," I said, trying not to sound as frustrated as I felt.

He raised his hand, palm out, already shaking his head. "Look, we get all sorts of fans trying to see the football players here. Luke's not available, and you can't just walk in and-"

tired to even think of a convincing comeback. I'd wanted to do this alone, prove to myself I was strong enough, but I

him back to the desk with me. The doorman's face transformed the moment Josh walked in, his jaw practically hitting the floor. "J-Josh!" he

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"Yeah, this is my sister, Jess. Luke's my best friend, so I'm vouching for her. She's definitely not a crazy fan trying

as he slowly nodded. "Oh... oh! Of course, my apologies. I, uh,

and trying to rein in my

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button to let me into the elevator. "Of

The floor number ticked up, each ding drawing me closer to the moment I'd spent countless hours imagining. There was so much I wanted to say, words I'd rehearsed a million times. My anger, my love, my

tangled inside, twisting tighter the closer

but my feet felt like lead. What if he didn't even want to see me? What if coming here was a mistake,

whatever misunderstandings or mistakes lay between us, we could get through it. I just had to make him see that. I raised my hand, poised to knock, but my nerves screamed at me to turn No. I took another breath, steadying myself. He

other side. Then, finally, I heard movement-a shuffling, hurried movement as though he was taken off guard. Footsteps, then the

open, but it wasn't

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with a polished look, dark hair pulled back in a sleek ponytail. She took one look at me, her eyes narrowing as if I

thrown completely off guard. This wasn't how I imagined this going, not at

"Can I help you?"