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THE NOW....

The machines filled the room with their unrelenting hum, the rhythmic beeping of Laura's heart monitor a painful reminder of where we were. She looked so small and fragile in the hospital bed, her body nearly swallowed by the tangle of wires and tubes that kept her alive.

I adjusted the tiny bundle in my arms, rocking gently as I held Laura and Josh's newborn daughter. She squirmed a little, letting out a soft whimper, but soon settled again as I guided the bottle to her lips.

Josh sat beside Laura's bed, his elbows resting on his knees, his head hung low. He hadn't spoken much since we got here. Luke stood behind him, one hand firmly planted on Josh's shoulder as if he were holding him together with sheer willpower.

The door opened, and I glanced up as the surgeon walked in. His face was unreadable as he looked over the machines, checking the monitors before speaking.

"The latest EEG shows no changes," he said, his tone clinical but calm.

Josh's head snapped up, his body tense, and I felt the weight of the moment press down on all of us.

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"In this case," the surgeon continued, "that's actually a good sign. We're keeping her in the coma to allow the swelling to subside. It's the safest approach right now." Josh gave a slight, hollow nod, his shoulders sinking slightly. Luke squeezed his shoulder, murmuring something too low for me to hear.

I focused on the baby, keeping my movements smooth and steady as I rocked her. She was so tiny, so perfect. It broke my heart that Laura couldn't be here to hold her.

Josh glanced at me suddenly, his voice raw. "She... she probably wanted to breastfeed, right?" His words were shaky, like he wasn't sure if he should say them out loud. "She always talked about it."

onto my face, keeping my voice light. "Actually," I said, glancing at the baby in my arms, "she was having second thoughts. The whole pumping thing kind of freaked her out. She was considering bottles from the start." It was a lie, but

his gaze drifting back

machines monitoring every function of her body. She looked like a shadow of herself, so

my arms, shushing softly. I felt Luke's eyes on me, his quiet strength filling the

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breaking. I could see how he gripped his chair's edge,

than anyone. else.

face as if he was willing

spoke, his voice steady and low. "You've got to believe

hands clenching into fists on his knees. I thought he might argue momentarily, but then

the baby's forehead, whispering a silent promise to

got her. Until you're

words muffled but clear enough to pierce the air. "If I wasn't such an idiot back then... if I'd just told her how I felt sooner, I could've had her from the start. We could've had this life-together- sooner. And now she's lying there, and I

I looked at him, this usually unshakable

now. "You'll have time, man," he said, his voice steady. "There's gonna be time. Going back in your head over and over-it's not gonna

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at Luke. The raw pain in his eyes was

own eyes heavy with understanding. "I've been there, man. I've been where you are." He paused, glancing over at me, his expression softening as he caught my eye. Of

doesn't get that time? What if