Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

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JOSH.

It had been a week since Laura slipped into the coma, and it felt like a lifetime.

The hospital room was quiet except for the steady beep of the monitors and the faint hum of the heater. The world outside these walls didn't seem real anymore. I barely remembered walking off the practice field, driving here, or stepping into her room. But the moment I saw her, all of that faded away.

Laura was still, her body too pale against the stark white of the hospital sheets. The rise and fall of her chest, regulated by the machines, was the only sign of life. But she was alive. That thought was the only thing keeping me sane.

I crossed the room to her bedside and immediately took her hand in mine. It was warm, but it didn't squeeze back. I brought it to my lips and held it there, closing my eyes like she could somehow feel me willing her to wake up. "I need you, Laura," I whispered, my voice hoarse.

The chair next to her bed was still where I'd left it, and I sank into it, exhausted. Jess had been helping with the baby while I went to practice. Our baby. My baby girl.

As if on cue, Jess walked in, carrying her in one arm and a bottle in the other. She handed the baby to me with a small, sad smile, and I took her, cradling her like she was made of glass.

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scrunched up in half-sleep, softened as soon ast the bottle touched her lips. She started drinking, her little fists clenching

stared at her, marveling at how small she was, and my heart ached. She didn't have a name yet. I couldn't name her without Laura. We were supposed to do that

voice startled me, and I glanced up to see her standing near the window, Luke by her side. She was watching Laura, but her lips curved into a faint smile as she continued. "You thought no one would find you. Then I walked in on you groping

me, soft but genuine. I did remember. How

remember," I said, my

I remembered every single moment with Laura-the stolen kisses, the laughter, the fights that always ended with us tangled together. But more than that, I remembered every moment without her. And I could say, without a doubt, the ones with her were better. Jess smiled softly. "You know," she said, sitting down in the chair opposite me, "when she spoke about you two kissing, I knew. I just knew she fell for you. And that's the only reason I wasn't more angry. I saw

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paused, her

So despite hating you back then, I knew

for a moment longer, her gaze shifting back to Laura. "She's

to tease me about it. She'd say I couldn't sit still if my life

movements slow and deliberate. "Okay," she said, turning to me. "You need to go home. Your baby girl needs routine,

to argue, but the look on her face stopped

the baby's head before leaving the room with Luke. The door clicked shut softly behind them, and for

in the portable bassinet the nurses had let me keep in the room and leaned back in my chair, my eyes drifting to Laura again. "I don't know how to do this without you," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. "I don't even know if I

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