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The doctor's office felt too small, too quiet. The walls were painted a neutral beige, but they might as well have been closing in on me. The clock on the wall ticked softly, but each second felt like a hammer against my skull.

Laura had been in the hospital for THREE months. Ninety-two days. I knew because I counted them, each one dragging on like a lifetime. Every day, I sat by her bed, talked to her, held her hand, and hoped prayed-for some kind of sign.

It felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest all over again just sitting here, waiting for the doctor to tell me something, anything, that might change the trajectory of this nightmare.

"If it wasn't for Jess and Luke, I wouldn't even know where to start," I muttered to myself, my voice barely audible.

They were home with Asha. My little girl. God, she was so small, so innocent. Too young to understand why her mother wasn't there. Jess had stepped in like a second mother to her, and Luke... well, Luke was Luke. The steady rock we all needed but rarely deserved. The doctor finally spoke, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"So, Joshua. Your wife-Laura-she's been stable for a few

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There haven't been any infections, and that's

nodded, clinging to the

my stomach dropped. There was always a

want to

blinked at him, trying to process the words. "The

who require extensive rehabilitation and monitoring. In Laura's case,

explanation. The words "long-term wing" echoed in my mind like

just waiting for her to die," I said flatly, my voice cold

at all," he replied quickly, his tone measured but firm. "This is about giving her the best chance to recover. The long-term wing is better equipped to handle her needs, and there are things we can do to keep her body healthy

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we just

doctor hesitated. "In a sense, yes. But it's not passive waiting. Familiarity can help-things like music, photos, personal touches in her room. Studies have shown that these can have

They were giving up. They were saying she wasn't going to wake up, and this

her own yet?"

"She's taking a few spontaneous breaths, but the ventilator is still doing most of

My jaw clenched.

discuss end-of-life

shot out of my seat, my chair