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I swallowed hard, my throat tightening as I reached out for her again, hesitating as my hand hovered just above her arm. She still seemed so uncertain, her body slightly tense, her eyes flickering with doubt. But she didn't move away.

That small hesitation in her was enough for me to take a chance. Slowly, carefully, I let my hand brush against her arm before curling my fingers lightly around her wrist. When she didn't pull back, I stepped closer, gently tugging her toward me. I didn't kiss her again.

This time, all I wanted was to hold her to feel her warmth, to remind myself that she was still here, still real. I slipped my arms around her waist, my fingers trembling slightly as they brushed against the soft fabric of her sweatshirt. Her hair tickled my chin, and as I buried my face near her shoulder, I caught the familiar scent of lavender.

It was a smell I'd come to associate with her-her shampoo, her presence, her. It made something in my chest ache in a way I couldn't explain.

She stood there stiffly at first, and I thought for a terrible second that she was going to push me away, But then, after what felt like an eternity, she exhaled a shaky breath and slumped against me.

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Her weight in my arms was the best thing I'd felt in weeks. Months, even.

I held her tighter, one hand resting gently on the small of her back while the other slid up to cradle the back of her head. She felt so small, so fragile, and I wanted to tell her that I'd never hurt her again. That I'd spend the rest of my life making up for every stupid, thoughtless thing I'd done to her.

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her, hoping she could feel everything I couldn't

I

arms, and I pulled back just enough to look at her face.

or, uh...

corners of her lips. "You want to make me a cup of tea?" she asked, like it was the strangest thing in the entire

to my face, and I scratched the back of my neck, looking anywhere but at her. "Yeah," I mumbled.

a soft laugh, the sound light and almost teasing. "Josh," she said, her

feeling a little self-conscious. "I

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she said, stepping back slightly but still staying close enough that I could feel her warmth.

turned toward the kitchen, my mind racing as I tried to remember if we even had tea in the house. Jess drank it sometimes, so there had to be some somewhere, right? Laura followed me into the kitchen, leaning against the counter as I opened cabinets at random, searching for anything that resembled a box of tea bags. She didn't say anything, but I could feel her watching me, and it made me even more nervous. Finally, I found a dusty box shoved in the back of a cabinet. I pulled it out triumphantly and turned to show

up the box like it was a

chamomile," she said. "It's supposed to help you

box down on the counter.

set it on the stove. Laura watched the whole time, her arms crossed and her lips twitching like she was trying not to

don't have to do this, you know," she said

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