Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

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JOSH PRESENT DAY

The beer was hitting harder than expected, but I didn't mind. For once, I felt... something. The edges of guilt and grief dulled, like the alcohol was lubricating the parts of me that had been stuck for so long.

I found myself outside the bar, phone in hand, staring at Luke's name on the screen. My thumb hovered over the call button. I wasn't sure what I wanted to say or if he'd even answer, but before I could overthink it, I hit call. It rang twice before he picked up.

"Josh?" His voice was cautious, like he wasn't sure why I'd be calling after all this time.

"Yeah, it's me," I said, leaning against the side of the building. The cool night air helped clear my head, but my heart was pounding. "I, uh... I needed to talk."

There was a pause on the other end. I could hear faint sounds of his house-dishes clinking, the muffled sound of Jess talking in the background.

"Alright," Luke said finally. "Talk."

I let out a shaky breath, staring up at the Texas sky. It was filled with stars, the kind you only saw when you were far from the

city.

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I would've drowned in it, and Asha... she would've been dragged down with me. I fucking ran away, okay? I know that. I know I ran, but I did it for her-for Asha. To give her a chance at something better than a dad who's a wreck because his wife... because Laura isn't really there

my heart racing. The words hung heavy in the air, and I braced myself for Luke's judgment, for him to tell me what

my surprise, he said, "I

pressed against

now, understanding. "We all do. Jess and I... we've talked about it a lot. We know why you left, and we don't blame you. You had to do what was best for Asha and for yourself. And when you're

saying anything stupid. The tears were there, welling up in my eyes, but

Luke said. "You know where to

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and stared up at

brighter tonight, like they were trying to remind me of something

to believe you'd want me to

voice barely audible. "And maybe... maybe this is the first day of working

holding up

Mateo's voice called from the bar, snapping me

smiled, the tightness in my chest easing just a little. "Coming!" I

the door with more force than I meant to. As I stepped inside, I collided with someone-a small figure barreling out as I was walking in. She

about that," I said,