Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS

JOSH DECEMBER

Christmas was supposed to be a time for joy and togetherness, but this year, it felt like one big headache. Jess had been on my case for weeks about letting Asha spend Christmas with them.

"Josh, she's two years old! She needs to be around family for the holidays," Jess had said over the phone. "Mom and Dad are going to be here. It's a proper family gathering. You can't keep her all to yourself."

"It's not about keeping her to myself," I muttered, pinching the bridge of my nose. "I have a team event that I can't back out of. It's part of the contract. And honestly, Jess, I don't feel comfortable being that far away from her. She's only two."

I could practically hear her eyes rolling on the other end. "Josh, I have children too. Both alive and kicking. I know how to keep mini humans breathing. Please! Mom and Dad barely see her with you down in Texas. It's one week. She'll love it here with her aunt and uncle, and you know it."

I groaned, already knowing I'd cave. Jess always had a way of chipping away at my resolve. "Fine," I sighed. "I'll fly her over Monday, but I'll be back by Friday"

"Will you..." Jess started, but then she stopped herself.

I knew what she was going to ask.

Would I visit Laura?

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hung in the silence between us, unspoken

vibrant, spirited woman I married. She was alive-technically-but she wasn't there. Her body existed, but her essence,

quietly, more to myself than to Jess. The words carried a weight I hadn't fully acknowledged until now: "The last time I went... she was so still, Jess. So... gone. It's like she's not even there anymore." Jess softened her tone. "Josh, I understand. Truly, I do. But this isn't just about you. It's about Asha, too. She deserves to know

over my teak floors. Her blonde hair caught the light, the same shade as her mother's. It was impossible not to see Laura in her every move, her every laugh. Jess spoke again, pulling me out of my thoughts. "Don't worry about Christmas. Luke and I will

gruffly. There was a pause, and I could tell she was building up

treatments for brain injuries. Josh, they've had incredible success stories. They've worked with people who had injuries like Laura's. It's...

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more confidently now. "They have cutting-edge techniques that aren't available here

I don't know. I don't want to get everyone's hopes up. Yours. Mine. Mom and Dad's. And even though I don't

I'm not there in time? What if I move her there, and something goes

for a moment. "What if

an answer to

edible paint all over my teak floors. Her

she spoke again. "You don't have to decide right now. Just... think

softly.

felt hollow, but they were the only ones I had.clearing my throat as

the stack was an envelope with the

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