Letting My Brother's Best Friend Take My V-Card

IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS

JOSH DECEMBER

Christmas was supposed to be a time for joy and togetherness, but this year, it felt like one big headache. Jess had been on my case for weeks about letting Asha spend Christmas with them.

"Josh, she's two years old! She needs to be around family for the holidays," Jess had said over the phone. "Mom and Dad are going to be here. It's a proper family gathering. You can't keep her all to yourself."

"It's not about keeping her to myself," I muttered, pinching the bridge of my nose. "I have a team event that I can't back out of. It's part of the contract. And honestly, Jess, I don't feel comfortable being that far away from her. She's only two."

I could practically hear her eyes rolling on the other end. "Josh, I have children too. Both alive and kicking. I know how to keep mini humans breathing. Please! Mom and Dad barely see her with you down in Texas. It's one week. She'll love it here with her aunt and uncle, and you know it."

I groaned, already knowing I'd cave. Jess always had a way of chipping away at my resolve. "Fine," I sighed. "I'll fly her over Monday, but I'll be back by Friday"

"Will you..." Jess started, but then she stopped herself.

I knew what she was going to ask.

Would I visit Laura?

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in the silence between us, unspoken but

the vibrant, spirited woman I married. She was alive-technically-but she wasn't there. Her body existed, but

quietly, more to myself than to Jess. The words carried a weight I hadn't fully acknowledged until now: "The last time I went... she was so still, Jess. So... gone. It's like she's not even there anymore." Jess softened her tone. "Josh, I understand. Truly, I do. But this isn't just

my throat, glancing over at Asha as she smeared edible paint all over my teak floors. Her blonde hair caught the light, the same shade as her mother's. It was impossible not to see

a pause, and I could tell she was

doing some research," she started, her voice careful. "There's this facility in Germany. They specialize in advanced treatments for brain injuries. Josh, they've had incredible success

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felt my chest tighten.

cutting-edge techniques that aren't available here yet. I think it's worth considering. I mean, if there's even

to it, Jess. I'm not. I just... I don't know. I don't want to get everyone's hopes up. Yours. Mine. Mom and Dad's. And even though I don't see her often, I know I'm a few hours away if something... if something happens."

I said, my voice breaking slightly. "What if I'm not there in time? What if I move her

a moment. "What if

an

teak floors. Her blonde hair caught the light, the same

to decide right now. Just... think

softly.

hollow, but they were the only ones I had.clearing my throat as I stared at

of the stack was an envelope with the name of

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