Lightning Is the Only Way

Two days passed until Stella appeared in front of Gravis.

Gravis sat on the ground, just thinking about several things when he saw Stella appear in front of him.

Stella came alone, without Liam.

The two of them looked at each other for several seconds in silence, both of them having complex expressions on their faces.

Their entire dynamic had changed. There was now something horrible between them that couldn't be ignored.

"Liam doesn't want to see you right now," Stella said.

"Understandable," Gravis said.

More seconds of silence.

"How do you feel?" Gravis asked quietly.

"Hurt, betrayed," Stella said.

Gravis felt a sting in his being after hearing these words.

"It was the worst day of my life, and I still don't know what I should feel right now," Stella said, keeping several meters of distance between the two of them.

"I've had several days to think about your actions, and I realize why you did them," Stella said with a sigh. "I understand freedom now, and I know that I wouldn't have understood it otherwise."

"But I still feel immense pain whenever I think about that day," Stella said with a shaky voice. "You have hurt me deeply, Gravis, and no matter what reason you had, the pain won't disappear."

"I can understand your reason, and a part of me is also thankful for that, but I can't ignore the pain," Stella said quietly.

Gravis sighed. "I know. Something like this isn't easy to resolve. There is no right choice," he said. "So, what are your plans?"

"That depends," Stella said as she sighed. Then, she looked at Gravis. "How far would you have gone?"

Gravis closed his eyes. He didn't want to look at her while saying these words.

"I would have gone further, but I would have stopped before penetration," he said.

Stella's body shook as she heard the word "penetration". It sounded so sterile, but the word shook her being.

"If you had still been unable to comprehend freedom before it, you obviously would never learn freedom," Gravis said. "The Law of Freedom isn't easy to learn, and it would have been impossible for me to create a better circumstance. This was the full extent of what I can do to help you understand freedom."

"If you hadn't comprehended freedom, I would have left. Obviously, I would have summoned Liam too."

"However, my shame would have been far too great, and I would have left. I would be unable to look into your eyes after what I have done. Our contact would have stopped."

saw Stella looking to the side with discomfort. Hearing Gravis speak these words in such a neutral and dissociated tone reminded her of that

Stella sighed.

have felt your pain. My Law of Empathy allows me to feel the feelings of others, and I felt your disgust, regret, and pain back

that you genuinely didn't want to do

if you

sighed again as she shook her

know that you have done all of these things to

are a kind man. After all, we have talked for several years

into Gravis' eyes with apprehension. "Whenever I look

time when we fought, and I saw

I know you, but I can't see the

look at you, I only see

but he understood Stella. Going through something like this was horrible, and even if it was done

Joyce's hatred towards him as long as it meant that she didn't commit the error of recultivating. He had also known

and Gravis' current situation was

to resolve since there

her pain, but on the other hand, Stella knew why Gravis had done these things, and she also knew

no

to cut off all

her feel guilty since she knew that Gravis had basically sacrificed their relationship and went

decided to ignore the

not possible. As long as Gravis appeared like a monster to her whenever she looked at him, she would never be happy and would

Every choice was horrible.

came with

seconds of

make a decision right now,"

Right now, everything is still fresh in our minds, and we are both

would suggest that we cut off all contact for a while until we are sure of what we are feeling. I would suggest that you should

side with an evaluating expression. "I think I will be comprehending Laws for around 20,000 or 30,000 years. This should be plenty

back at Stella. "After that, I will go to the Core

sighed and nodded. "Sounds good. I think that's the best course of

as he remembered something. After

not come to

was a bit surprised.

a reason why I haven't come closer to you back then," Gravis said slowly. "Obviously, we are attracted to each

felt happy, but right now, she

spark was not there

depending on how it gets resolved, different things might happen," Gravis explained as he didn't look at

bit

can't tell you what it is right now, but it's uncertain how it will be resolved. In

am not afraid of dying, but I wouldn't want you to go through enormous pain after I am no longer the person you got to know. If I make the wrong choice, I will no longer be myself, and

taken the next step," Gravis