Lightning Is the Only Way

Two days passed until Stella appeared in front of Gravis.

Gravis sat on the ground, just thinking about several things when he saw Stella appear in front of him.

Stella came alone, without Liam.

The two of them looked at each other for several seconds in silence, both of them having complex expressions on their faces.

Their entire dynamic had changed. There was now something horrible between them that couldn't be ignored.

"Liam doesn't want to see you right now," Stella said.

"Understandable," Gravis said.

More seconds of silence.

"How do you feel?" Gravis asked quietly.

"Hurt, betrayed," Stella said.

Gravis felt a sting in his being after hearing these words.

"It was the worst day of my life, and I still don't know what I should feel right now," Stella said, keeping several meters of distance between the two of them.

"I've had several days to think about your actions, and I realize why you did them," Stella said with a sigh. "I understand freedom now, and I know that I wouldn't have understood it otherwise."

"But I still feel immense pain whenever I think about that day," Stella said with a shaky voice. "You have hurt me deeply, Gravis, and no matter what reason you had, the pain won't disappear."

"I can understand your reason, and a part of me is also thankful for that, but I can't ignore the pain," Stella said quietly.

Gravis sighed. "I know. Something like this isn't easy to resolve. There is no right choice," he said. "So, what are your plans?"

"That depends," Stella said as she sighed. Then, she looked at Gravis. "How far would you have gone?"

Gravis closed his eyes. He didn't want to look at her while saying these words.

"I would have gone further, but I would have stopped before penetration," he said.

Stella's body shook as she heard the word "penetration". It sounded so sterile, but the word shook her being.

"If you had still been unable to comprehend freedom before it, you obviously would never learn freedom," Gravis said. "The Law of Freedom isn't easy to learn, and it would have been impossible for me to create a better circumstance. This was the full extent of what I can do to help you understand freedom."

"If you hadn't comprehended freedom, I would have left. Obviously, I would have summoned Liam too."

"However, my shame would have been far too great, and I would have left. I would be unable to look into your eyes after what I have done. Our contact would have stopped."

words in such a neutral and dissociated tone reminded her

Stella sighed.

that I have felt your pain. My Law of Empathy allows me to feel the feelings of others, and I felt your

you genuinely didn't

it still happened. Does it matter if

sighed again as she shook her

said. "I know that you have done all of these things to help

kind man. After all, we

said as she looked into Gravis' eyes with apprehension. "Whenever I look at you, I can only see your cold and emotionless expression from that

the time when we fought, and I saw your burning and emotionless skull right in

I know you, but I can't see

you, I only see a cold

but he understood Stella. Going through something like this was horrible,

Joyce and her father. Back then, Joyce's father had been willing to draw Joyce's hatred towards him as long as it meant that she didn't commit the error of recultivating. He had also known that she might never forgive him, but he had been willing to

only difference between that situation and Gravis' current situation was that Gravis had

hard to resolve since there was no

hand, Stella knew why Gravis had

no correct

to cut off all

their relationship and went through emotional pain to help her. Stella would

Stella decided to ignore the

to her whenever she looked at him, she would never be happy and would dread the time they spent

Every choice was horrible.

came with

seconds of silence

decision

agree. Right now, everything is still fresh in our

while until we are sure of what we are

the side with an evaluating expression. "I think I will be comprehending Laws for around 20,000 or 30,000 years.

Stella. "After that, I will go to the Core

I think

one as he remembered

not come to see

surprised. "Why not?" she

"There is a reason why I haven't come closer to you back then," Gravis said slowly. "Obviously, we are attracted to each other, and I'm not

right now, she

was not

an issue with something, and depending on how it gets resolved, different

bit

right now, but it's uncertain how it will be resolved. In the end, I might

enormous pain after I am no longer the person you got to know. If I make the wrong choice, I will no longer be myself, and I don't want you

the next step," Gravis said