Lightning Is the Only Way

The problem with Gravis' lightning had to be resolved at some point, but Gravis wished that it hadn't come so early.

He still didn't know how to solve it.

However, he had no more time to think of a plan.

The will of Divine Lightning was attacking his consciousness, and he felt that it was quickly gaining ground. Emotions like happiness, love, companionship, solace, mirth and calm were vanishing.

Gravis felt himself changing.

The image of his past self in the lower world appeared in his mind. Back then, Gravis had been in tune with his lightning, and he had felt nothing but cold detachment, apathy, rage, pride, and greyness.

The world started to lose all of its colors as everything started to turn grey in Gravis' eyes. He felt himself not caring about family and companions anymore. He felt himself not caring about Stella anymore.

Gravis was slowly turning into the very thing he didn't want to become. He was turning into a person similar to the old Black Magnate, into his old self.

There was only power.

He wanted more power.

He needed more power!

'No!' Gravis shouted in his mind as he went against everything. 'Power is not the goal, but the tool to achieve my goal!'

'What if I become powerful? What then? Will I search for even more power? However, everything has to have an end! At some point, there is no more power to be gained. What then? What will I do then?'

'As long as I tie my happiness to something external, all of it will vanish as soon as I stop advancing! Then, only bitterness remains!'

'And I will stop advancing at some point! There can't be an ever-growing scale of power!'

'Can't you see this truth, Divine Lightning!? Can't you understand!?'

However, nothing that Gravis said mattered to his Divine Lightning.

The Divine Lightning had been suppressed for far too long, and all of its rage exploded outward. Gravis had suppressed it for far too long, and nothing would stop it from claiming control over his Spirit!

Nothing!

felt parts of his personality and Spirit vanishing. His arms and legs became harder to move as they started to

Who was Gravis?

What made a person?

him. A being needed a soul and

had one Spirit and one will. There was no

wouldn't be suppressed or anything. It wasn't like he would be locked away, being forced to

it was very

and will. Based on

would still be Gravis. After all, it was the same

personality

emotions that Divine Lightning might feel, and his goals and priorities would align with Divine Lightning. His old emotions and

wasn't being

more than being suppressed inside

to change anymore. After the clash, Gravis would wake up and believe his old self to be a fool. He would wholeheartedly believe that something

would remain. One would even be able to see quite some similarities between this Gravis and the

still

wouldn't be his current

Was this good?

Was this bad?

changed as they

not all of these changes were

the truth of the world and one's goals better in the past than in

shouted at himself

'I want freedom!'

how to solve

get taken over. He wouldn't feel any regret about his choice in any way. After all, he would have changed to such a point that his new self would seem

truly so

even closer to his lightning, and his inner

the future. Sure, he would feel pride in his accomplishments, but that was very different

possibility was to banish his Law of Divine Lightning from

were made up of Divine Lightning right now. If he simply cut the Law of Divine Lightning out of himself and threw it into the distance, his lightning would

giving up his

but something completely new and different. It would be a kind of lightning

It would simply be Energy, but different. It would be lightning with the property

he could save his personality. After all, if there was no more lightning around, it couldn't

still be immune to lightning since his new