Lightning Is the Only Way

The problem with Gravis' lightning had to be resolved at some point, but Gravis wished that it hadn't come so early.

He still didn't know how to solve it.

However, he had no more time to think of a plan.

The will of Divine Lightning was attacking his consciousness, and he felt that it was quickly gaining ground. Emotions like happiness, love, companionship, solace, mirth and calm were vanishing.

Gravis felt himself changing.

The image of his past self in the lower world appeared in his mind. Back then, Gravis had been in tune with his lightning, and he had felt nothing but cold detachment, apathy, rage, pride, and greyness.

The world started to lose all of its colors as everything started to turn grey in Gravis' eyes. He felt himself not caring about family and companions anymore. He felt himself not caring about Stella anymore.

Gravis was slowly turning into the very thing he didn't want to become. He was turning into a person similar to the old Black Magnate, into his old self.

There was only power.

He wanted more power.

He needed more power!

'No!' Gravis shouted in his mind as he went against everything. 'Power is not the goal, but the tool to achieve my goal!'

'What if I become powerful? What then? Will I search for even more power? However, everything has to have an end! At some point, there is no more power to be gained. What then? What will I do then?'

'As long as I tie my happiness to something external, all of it will vanish as soon as I stop advancing! Then, only bitterness remains!'

'And I will stop advancing at some point! There can't be an ever-growing scale of power!'

'Can't you see this truth, Divine Lightning!? Can't you understand!?'

However, nothing that Gravis said mattered to his Divine Lightning.

The Divine Lightning had been suppressed for far too long, and all of its rage exploded outward. Gravis had suppressed it for far too long, and nothing would stop it from claiming control over his Spirit!

Nothing!

felt parts of his personality and Spirit vanishing. His arms and legs became harder to move

Who was Gravis?

What made a person?

not two people inside of him. A being needed a soul and a will

all, he only had one Spirit and one will. There was no Gravis and Divine Lightning.

or anything. It wasn't like he would be locked away, being forced to watch someone else control his

it was

and will. Based on the Spirit and will, one became a person and

still be

personality would change

might feel, and his goals and priorities would align with Divine Lightning. His old emotions and his old

short, Gravis wasn't being

than being suppressed inside

wake up and believe his

even be able to see quite some similarities between

still

be his current self

Was this good?

Was this bad?

changed as they

all of

able to see the truth of the world and one's goals better in the past than in the future. Some people might lose their way and walk in a different

am Gravis!' Gravis shouted at himself

'I want freedom!'

of how to solve the issue reappeared

himself get taken over. He wouldn't feel any regret about his choice in any way. After

this truly so

to his lightning, and his inner conflict

knew that he would never feel happy again in the future. Sure, he would feel pride in his accomplishments, but

of Divine Lightning from himself while he

were made up of Divine Lightning right now. If he simply cut the Law of Divine Lightning out of himself and

meant giving up

Divine Lightning but something completely new and different. It would be a kind of lightning without a Law. In short, it would basically become

and it wouldn't be less powerful. It would simply be

he could save his personality. After all, if there

still be immune to lightning since his new form of lightning would be able to accommodate