Lightning Is the Only Way

The problem with Gravis' lightning had to be resolved at some point, but Gravis wished that it hadn't come so early.

He still didn't know how to solve it.

However, he had no more time to think of a plan.

The will of Divine Lightning was attacking his consciousness, and he felt that it was quickly gaining ground. Emotions like happiness, love, companionship, solace, mirth and calm were vanishing.

Gravis felt himself changing.

The image of his past self in the lower world appeared in his mind. Back then, Gravis had been in tune with his lightning, and he had felt nothing but cold detachment, apathy, rage, pride, and greyness.

The world started to lose all of its colors as everything started to turn grey in Gravis' eyes. He felt himself not caring about family and companions anymore. He felt himself not caring about Stella anymore.

Gravis was slowly turning into the very thing he didn't want to become. He was turning into a person similar to the old Black Magnate, into his old self.

There was only power.

He wanted more power.

He needed more power!

'No!' Gravis shouted in his mind as he went against everything. 'Power is not the goal, but the tool to achieve my goal!'

'What if I become powerful? What then? Will I search for even more power? However, everything has to have an end! At some point, there is no more power to be gained. What then? What will I do then?'

'As long as I tie my happiness to something external, all of it will vanish as soon as I stop advancing! Then, only bitterness remains!'

'And I will stop advancing at some point! There can't be an ever-growing scale of power!'

'Can't you see this truth, Divine Lightning!? Can't you understand!?'

However, nothing that Gravis said mattered to his Divine Lightning.

The Divine Lightning had been suppressed for far too long, and all of its rage exploded outward. Gravis had suppressed it for far too long, and nothing would stop it from claiming control over his Spirit!

Nothing!

his personality and Spirit vanishing. His arms and legs became harder to move as

Who was Gravis?

What made a person?

were not two people inside of him. A being

had one Spirit and one will. There was no Gravis and Divine Lightning. All of this

wouldn't be suppressed or anything. It wasn't like he would be

it was very

Based on the Spirit and will, one became a person and

Divine Lightning, he would still be Gravis. After all, it was the same

his personality would change

to emotions that Divine Lightning might feel, and his goals and priorities would

wasn't being

this terrified Gravis even more than being

the clash, Gravis would wake up and believe his old

sense of self, and heritage would remain. One would even be able

would still

be

Was this good?

Was this bad?

as they got

of

truth of the world and one's goals better in the past than in the future. Some people might lose their way and walk in a

Gravis shouted at himself in

'I want freedom!'

how to solve the issue

his choice in any way. After

this truly

way, Gravis could become even closer to

he would never feel happy again in the future. Sure, he would feel

to banish his Law of Divine Lightning from himself

Divine Lightning right now. If he simply cut the Law of Divine Lightning out of himself and

this meant giving up his

completely new and different. It would be a kind of lightning without a Law. In short,

be more powerful, and it wouldn't be less powerful. It would simply be Energy, but different. It would be

personality. After all, if there was

his new form of lightning would be able to accommodate other forms of lightning, but that would