Lightning Is the Only Way

"Are you saying that I'm weak?" Joyce asked with a cold voice.

"No, your Battle-Strength is pretty high," Gravis said. "However, as a person, you are in denial about several things."

"Denial!? What? Because I'm not as weak-willed as you?" Joyce asked with disdain.

Gravis looked into Joyce's eyes, and Joyce felt like Gravis could see through her.

"Joyce, I know the Law of Sentience," Gravis said with a calm tone. "I can see your personality and everything that makes you, you. I know your personality better than you know it yourself."

Joyce gritted her teeth.

"Joyce, you are not as cold as you believe yourself to be. In actuality, you are very similar to the me of the lower world. My influence and actions might have thrown you into emotional turmoil, but at some point, you have to look at yourself and ask yourself if your actions truly reflect yourself."

"You emulated my personality from the lower world. You saw my power, and it influenced you."

"However, you must remember that you emulated the mindset of a 19-year-old."

"I was a child back then," Gravis finished. "My past mindset is not the best mindset for the path to power."

Gravis' words shook Joyce's insides, but she quickly suppressed the negative feelings that welled up inside her.

Then, Joyce only snorted in disdain. "You're projecting your own weak mindset on me. You are afraid of committing actions you might regret in the future. Yet, on the path to power, It's sometimes necessary to do things we don't want."

"Is it?" Gravis asked. "Then, if your mindset is the right one, how come that several people in the Myriad Sect are more powerful than you?"

Joyce's anger exploded.

This was Joyce's biggest conflict.

She thought that all her emotionless actions in the past were the reason why she had managed to become so powerful. After all, she had done so many things she didn't want in order to further her own power.

Joyce didn't accept it, but she was basically in an emotional version of the sunk-cost fallacy.

What was the sunk-cost fallacy?

A good example would be a gambler. A gambler that lost a lot of money on bets was less likely to stop exactly due to that.

Why?

Because they had invested so much already that stopping now would mean that all their previous losses were for nothing.

They had invested so much already! If they stopped now, what had been the point of investing so much!?

Joyce had been a very empathetic human, but to follow in Gravis' footsteps, she changed her mindset into a cruel one. She would kill people that had treasures on them, even if they had never angered her, for example.

Joyce believed that she had to do these things to become powerful.

Yet, deep inside, she abhorred these actions.

She didn't want to be this cruel.

This was Joyce's biggest problem.

She had already done so many things she regretted that she couldn't accept that all her past, emotional sacrifices were basically meaningless.

"I can only give you a single piece of advice," Gravis said.

Joyce narrowed her eyes.

a crossroads, talk to someone you trust," Gravis said. "Back then, Manuel opened my eyes to my

might believe that this is embarrassing and shameful. However, it has helped me in the

to

reached

SHING!

she

had often lost her control, and she had even killed people of

and Dorian gave

you are feeling like you're losing control, leave and go somewhere else! If you ever kill or hurt someone of our Sect in unjustified

Manuel's words back

she knew that Manuel wasn't

Joyce hadn't killed anyone of their own Sect again. At least not without

was why Joyce had teleported

the atmosphere

you want to be first?" Gravis asked

awkwardness in the atmosphere lessened with

"Yes, please!" Ferris shouted.

nodded and took out his

under Samsara without another

how to survive Samsara would be useless to Ferris. It

quickly lost himself in Samsara again

was looking with interest at

could look at

This was awesome!

was how the entirety of

himself with interest and even cheered

Ferris was a

was a good

be a good

Ferris was good!

were Ferris' thoughts as he went through

his eyes suddenly. He

Ferris asked. "But it was just

that it will get interesting when

interesting!" Ferris said with a

Gravis chuckled.

Ferris really was special.

manage to comprehend any Laws?" Gravis

nodded several

warp around Ferris. "Look, the Major

Gravis nodded.

"And look-"

"Stop!" Gravis interrupted Ferris.

froze as he looked at

better to not know about the

say so," Ferris said, disappointed.

Law had Ferris

six Law of

Was it surprising?

No.

had already lived in true

personality was perfectly suited for the Law of

won't ever comprehend the Law of Suppression or Control,' Gravis thought. 'Ferris' mind

had been for

wasn't