Lightning Is the Only Way

The two of them remained silent for a couple of seconds.

"If you were more powerful than me, what would that change?" Gravis asked.

"I would have been able to help you with your Sin Aura," Stella answered immediately.

"And I wouldn't have comprehended the True Law of Suffering. By not being of much help, you helped me more than you could have helped by actually helping me," Gravis answered.

Stella frowned.

"Let me finish," Gravis interjected before Stella could say something. "I know that my words sounded very crass, but there is a point to all of this."

Stella suppressed her desire to interrupt Gravis.

"Now, if we ignore this entire Sin Aura thing. If you were more powerful than me, what could you do for me?" Gravis asked.

"I could protect you when-"Stella started, but she didn't finish her words as she realized something.

Gravis nodded. "Exactly," Gravis said when he saw that Stella realized the meaning behind his words. "Anything that endangers my life is tempering, and if I want to become more powerful, I can't have any help with that. As soon as I realize that my life actually isn't in danger since you will intervene, my Will-Aura won't be able to grow anymore."

"Now, let's assume you could give me a ton of Laws I don't know, and all these Laws would increase my Battle-Strength by an entire level. Would that make me safer?"

Stella grimaced.

"No, it wouldn't," Gravis added. "Because, when my Battle-Strength grows, I also have to fight even stronger opponents for tempering. In a sense, you giving me more Laws might actually endanger me more than if you didn't. My power increases, and to help my Will-Aura grow, I would need to put myself under even more danger."

"Then, when I am actually in danger of losing my life, you would have to retreat far away so that you can't possibly help me. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to temper myself."

"So, if you were more powerful than me, and if you could give me many more powerful Laws, you wouldn't be able to make my life safer."

"The same thing is true if you could give me incredible equipment. Due to the powerful equipment, my Battle-Strength increases, which means that I have to fight more powerful enemies."

"Now, what about if an enemy appears that I can't possibly win against? Sure, you could save my life and kill them yourself, but at that point, wouldn't you also be many times more powerful than me again?"

"Wouldn't the entire dynamic reappear but with switched sides?"

Stella's mind was trying to come to terms with what she heard.

She hadn't seen these things from that viewpoint.

"Alright, so, what can I do for you with my power?" Gravis asked.

Stella thought about protecting her, but that wasn't even true.

and they were even more powerful than Gravis. Gravis' interference

Equipment?

already debunked

what was Gravis actually doing for

me so many Laws," Stella said. "Just based on my own

chuckled, and Stella

If I had given all these Laws to someone else, would they

do you mean?"

"Most of our friends died in temperings. Sure, some of them were also killed by far more powerful Cultivators, but a lot of them

would have fought more

the ability to triumph against your opponent when they are as powerful as you. When two opponents with the same power fight each other, Battle-Strength becomes irrelevant. After all, they are already equally

ability to grow under pressure is below your opponent's, you will die. After all, if you both have

you want to live, the higher your concentration becomes under

some Laws?" Gravis added with a smirk. "You're fighting two or three levels above yourself. Sure, it wouldn't be anything special if others could also get these Laws, but the

tempering, and you would inevitably die when you meet an opponent that comprehends a

to you before, but

to fight, at least, one level above yourself, maybe

Peak Sect of the most powerful higher world in existence. You achieved that all on

you're unworthy

looked at the table with furrowed

a loud shout. "Let's talk about what

Stella looked at Gravis.

at home just

the other Sects. Without you, one more powerful Star God would have been

like they have saved yours in the war. I can deal with some deaths, but if everyone died in their effort to help me, I wouldn't be sure

looked absentmindedly at Manuel's

said. "If I didn't know how much my death would hurt you, I

gaze shot to Gravis in

Gravis sighed.

terrifying," Gravis said. "I was continually fighting against the desire to

time, I didn't think about

and especially Cera would be able to handle my death. Sure, Aris and Yersi would grieve for

three of them don't need me. It's nice to have me, but they are my children. They don't need me as much as I need them. The death of a parent is

effects of my Sin Aura, I had a lot of horrible thoughts," Gravis said as he looked with a pained expression to the side. "I didn't care for my father's problems. They were his problems, not my problems.

for killing myself, but Mortis hadn't had someone back then. I could accept taking his life away

able to get over my death, just how I got over their death. It sounds cold, but

stopping me from just ending

Gravis looked at Stella.

"Except you."

took a

under unimaginable pain. A part of