Lightning Is the Only Way

Mortis found himself in the body of a mortal bird. The mortal bird was simply sitting on a tree, looking at five different eggs on the ground in the middle of a forest.

For a bit, Mortis had to get used to these new sensations. Not being able to control his own perception felt strange and alien. It was like he was only a spectator to someone else's actions. He had no control over anything.

After a while, Mortis saw a grey snake come out of one of the eggs, and Mortis saw the snake how the bird saw it.

Not food.

Possible danger.

These were the only two things the bird thought of the snake.

After a while, the newborn snake simply moved away and crawled into the thicket of the forest.

That's when Mortis' perspective changed to another animal.

Mortis had already known what would wait for him thanks to Gravis' experiences in Samsara, but it felt different than Mortis had expected.

For some reason, Mortis felt more nervous than he had believed.

Time passed, and the snake eventually grew up and became a Spirit Forming beast.

By now, Mortis had gotten used to his new situation. He focused on keeping his emotions isolated with the Law of Emotions so that he wouldn't get invested. Because of that, he felt quite relaxed in all of this.

However, there was one problem.

There was nothing Mortis could do.

He couldn't fight, comprehend Laws, or talk with anyone.

He couldn't even close his eyes.

In essence, he was forced to simply watch.

Some years passed, and Mortis managed to dissociate from what was happening in front of him. Now, whatever happened to the snake didn't concern Mortis. To him, it made no difference if something was happening around him or not. It had nothing to do with him.

Mortis only focused on himself.

However, Mortis couldn't lose himself like Gravis.

to, but something was stopping him,

his sense of time, he had been focused on comprehending something. So, in a sense, 100% of his mind had been immersed in this one

couldn't immerse

also couldn't just deactivate

could be suppressed for a short time, but then,

his future, about his present, about the things he had done, about the things he wanted to do, about past decisions, about hypothetical decisions in hypothetical scenarios, about

random spurts of thoughts. 'Is this what

hadn't been distracted by Laws, I was distracted by others or by fighting for my

never had time

to just wait around like

exactly what Gravis had gone through several times by now. There have been no

watching the life of someone unfold right before him, and he was also assaulted by all the different emotions of the

in Mortis' position would be

entire thing might as well not

Why?

control over the Law of Emotions, which allowed him to isolate himself. Additionally, Mortis was more coldhearted than Gravis anyway, which meant that he generally cared less about the lives of beings he perceived

Mortis wouldn't know the Major Law of Emotions, but the True Law

into something dangerous. However, that

isolation wasn't perfect, it was still good enough to make everything Mortis saw incredibly

which

Samsara, and now, Mortis was forced

think about, and even repeating the thoughts

some point, Mortis only had uncomfortable thoughts

thought about his time with

It was absolutely wonderful.

he could be

appeared

wanted to become powerful. Even more,

he spent way too little time with

spend more time with Azure, but he couldn't due to

to resolve the issue between his father and Orthar. Both of them

more like a responsibility instead of something he actually wanted. It

Mortis actually

wanted to spend more

Why couldn't he?

friends and family. Of course, they might not see his actions as