Lightning Is the Only Way
Chapter 1189
'I'm so sorry, Azure!'
'I'm so sorry I can't be with you anymore.'
'Please, forgive me!'
These were all the things Mortis was thinking.
He was planning to end his life to end the suffering.
He didn't know how long he had already survived, but it didn't matter anymore.
He only wanted to end it.
'I can't live like this.'
'I'm sorry!'
Mortis continued thinking these thoughts.
He continued repeating them.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Yet, for some reason, he never actually went through with it.
Something inside of him was telling him to hang on just a bit longer.
He only had to hang on a bit longer.
Just a little bit.
Azure's face shot through Mortis' mind.
He imagined her crying after realizing that she wouldn't see him again.
He imagined her choosing death over a lonely life.
He imagined the kids he could have in the future.
And whenever these images shot through his head, Mortis hung on just a bit more.
All of these instances only bought him seconds, but they kept on coming without end.
Just one more second.
Just a bit more.
Mortis had said his goodbyes a million times by now, but he actually never did it.
Mortis didn't realize it, but he was essentially venting his fear.
He knew that he could end his suffering, and that gave him hope.
Mortis knew that he wasn't forced to go through all this suffering.
He could always just end it.
Then, it would end.
This thought gave him solace.
There was a way out.
Mortis was like a mortal on the bottom of their life. Every single day was agony, and that person had a noose hanging in their attic, which they would watch in the evenings after the day was over.
Sometimes, that mortal would stand in front of the noose.
just look at
it and play around with
So close.
Salvation was so close.
Only one last step.
would spend a couple of minutes in hollow suffering, just feeling the closeness
Just a bit more.
now, everything would be
away from
they could always come
worsened even more, they had a
it didn't feel like it was
was like this
was so close to ending it all. It
Mortis would say his goodbyes to
then, he would just
drag on, and the
had to be an end to
it had to
an end
only had to
times of trying to end it, Mortis
hit Mortis, and his eyes
he fought against the
'I will not die!'
'I will not die!'
'I will not die!'
agony
It continued and continued.
It never ended.
Mortis lost
'Why fight?'
'Why do this?'
is all just so
want to
only want to-
when
next bite
Silence.
Absolute silence.
only lay on the
He didn't feel pain.
He didn't feel dread.
He only felt nothing.
widened in shock and
ended?'
dare to believe that it
truly was
10,000 years had passed.
body jerked to the side as he
looked with fear over, and he saw Gravis look at
did it," Gravis said slowly. "You
looked with shock
he repeated with a
of it had been eaten by the Sin
to let the Sin Monster just consume him without
he would be gone in a
had ended before the Sin Monster could
still had plenty
Realm had
and his Will-Aura had fallen
by Orthar, and he only
powerful as
both Mortis and Gravis from the Heaven Breaker
truly
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