Lightning Is the Only Way
Chapter 1189
'I'm so sorry, Azure!'
'I'm so sorry I can't be with you anymore.'
'Please, forgive me!'
These were all the things Mortis was thinking.
He was planning to end his life to end the suffering.
He didn't know how long he had already survived, but it didn't matter anymore.
He only wanted to end it.
'I can't live like this.'
'I'm sorry!'
Mortis continued thinking these thoughts.
He continued repeating them.
Again.
And again.
And again.
Yet, for some reason, he never actually went through with it.
Something inside of him was telling him to hang on just a bit longer.
He only had to hang on a bit longer.
Just a little bit.
Azure's face shot through Mortis' mind.
He imagined her crying after realizing that she wouldn't see him again.
He imagined her choosing death over a lonely life.
He imagined the kids he could have in the future.
And whenever these images shot through his head, Mortis hung on just a bit more.
All of these instances only bought him seconds, but they kept on coming without end.
Just one more second.
Just a bit more.
Mortis had said his goodbyes a million times by now, but he actually never did it.
Mortis didn't realize it, but he was essentially venting his fear.
He knew that he could end his suffering, and that gave him hope.
Mortis knew that he wasn't forced to go through all this suffering.
He could always just end it.
Then, it would end.
This thought gave him solace.
There was a way out.
Mortis was like a mortal on the bottom of their life. Every single day was agony, and that person had a noose hanging in their attic, which they would watch in the evenings after the day was over.
Sometimes, that mortal would stand in front of the noose.
they would just
would put their head through it and play around
So close.
Salvation was so close.
Only one last step.
of minutes in hollow suffering, just feeling the closeness of
Just a bit more.
slipped right now, everything would
some minutes, the mortal would step away from the rope and go to sleep
could always come back
worsened even more, they had a
for now, it didn't feel like it was
was like this
It only needed a thought,
would say his goodbyes to everyone he loved, fully intent
then, he
on, and
be an end to this agony
had to
was an end
only had
to end it, Mortis
push of motivation hit Mortis, and his eyes reddened with battle
fought against
'I will not die!'
'I will not die!'
'I will not die!'
agony continued
It continued and continued.
It never ended.
lost his motivation
'Why fight?'
'Why do this?'
is all just
want to
only want
that's when the agony
next bite didn't
Silence.
Absolute silence.
only lay on the ground, looking at
He didn't feel pain.
He didn't feel dread.
He only felt nothing.
in shock and
it ended?' Mortis
believe that it
it truly was
10,000 years had passed.
body jerked to the side as he felt something touch
fear over, and he saw
Gravis said
only looked with
he repeated with
wrecked, and huge parts of it had been eaten by the Sin
the Sin Monster just consume him without healing
be gone in
ended before the Sin Monster could
still had plenty
Mortis' Realm had already severely
of the Star God Realm, and his Will-Aura had fallen to the level
by Orthar, and he
as Gravis, both in the form of combat and
thing keeping both Mortis and Gravis from
were now truly on the
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