Longing For My Rejected Luna

Chapter 14

*****Erika's POV*****

"We're here." Jace announced as the huge gate was pulled opened to reveal the biggest pack in all of Fangoria.

Let me introduce my pack again.

The Ironclaw Pack situated on the East side of the city but we were the strongest and largest in all four regions.

Alex's pack was the third strongest and biggest but they were on the South side.

"Please is there a way you can drive round the back?" I requested.

Jace glanced lazily at me and asked, "why?" He wasn't stopping.

"I'm not in the mood to see anyone right now" I told him. It was the truth, I wanted to be left alone.

Today had just been one of the most eventful days of my life and that was saying something.

"And if father asks about you?" He asked lazily again and drove around to the back.

"You can tell him I got tired and decided to take a quick nap. I'll see him later."

Jace chuckled slightly, "You know Father, he won't agree to that." "Please just find a way to convince him, I,really wish to be left alone." "Not even your best friends?"

He suddenly asked and I paused, but after the brief pause, I still shook my head.

"No one for now, Jace. Please stop there" I said and gestured towards the back door entrance.

He sighed. "Alright then, but whatever is bothering you won't solve the case if you remain in seclusion. You'll have to see and talk to the people that care about you sooner or later."

"Mhm, I know. And I'll prefer it to be later as you said. I need to get myself back to my composed self."

"You're usually composed, Erika. I don't understand why you think staying indoors, and not talking to anyone, alienating yourself will do you any good." He said again, his brow creasing in confusion.

"It might not be the best solution for me but it is the only solution I want to engage in for now. Just stop asking"

He said nothing more.

us round the back of the huge mansion, he finally stopped before the back exit of the building

turned

could right now but I just can't. I just feel so overwhelmed by the whole

hands and squeezed. "You know I'll always be here for you, right?"

I nodded. "Right."

good, okay? And when you feel like talking, you can always

know that. That's why I'm grateful to have you." I willed back

fall now, all these emotional talks were making me want to fall apart in Jace's arms but I would

knew me to

and I had to show them that I was one by buckling up

stepped down from the car, not

Erika"

later." I responded

were the least

through the exit door and down one of the many hallways, not stopping

of the mansion, but this time,

Without giving in to the temptation of hitting the bed, I trudged to the bathroom. Wriggled out of my dress, quickly took a shower and put on a simple yellow tank top and black shorts, I padded my way to the bed

away the pain, it stubbornly clung tighter and soon, I was a bawling mess curled

okay, Erika. Let's stop being sad." Cindy comforted from her

bond but was trying not to let it get to

would Alex do this to us? We're his mates." I still sturbornly

anymore." Cindy corrected and gritted her

hurts, you

feel every pain but we're Alpha, we can't let the issues of love cloud our duty by birth as rulers of

know that but surely we're permitted to mourn what we

say that." Cindy was trying to be strong but I could hear the sadness and pain

Serenity try to destroy us, Cindy? What

girl. I told you to teach her a lesson back then,

not just let you rip her apart for

what she did 'no cause'? Are you

serious cause. You