Longing For My Rejected Luna

Chapter 61

*****Erika's POV*****

I stood speechless and vibrating with anger over what Elder Grigshade had said to me. I held back tears, standing still as a statue. What was the meaning of the words he'd just told me? Why would he tell me things like that? What gave him the right to speak to me in that manner?

I collapsed on the chair I had been seating, trying to ignore the pounding in my head. Tears fell despite my desire to control them from streaming. What was happening? I was so tired and weak. Everything was beginning to get crazy, a lot of things were getting too confusing for me.

I was no longer sure of myself. Of my ability to rule. Whatever Elder Grigshade was doing, it was working. And even though I wanted to fight it, I did not feel the zeal too. Jace was gone, dad was sick. Soon Paula would go back to her pack and mate, I doubted if Kat would want to stay if she knew Jace had gone.

The coronation was to be fixed in two days time. The day I would become the Alpha of this pack, yet I was not feeling ready in any way. I sighed. I had no idea what was going to happen. Why would Elder Grigshade threaten me that way?

The man was not even scared of my position. He did not have any respect for what I was. I stood and went out of the meeting room. I walked towards my father's room. My steps faltered as soon as I got to the entrance of his room.

Father's room was the biggest amongst us three. I watched me, his breathing was quiet. Too quiet for my comfort. Except for the heart monitor that was beeping steady, I would have thought he was dead.

Dead. Ninety-ten chance. Till we meet again. Your enemy.

My body trembled badly, I pushed myself forward to grab my father's still hand, tears poured like rain. It was so heavy I could barely see his face. His frame was blurry. I blinked severally to clear my vision to see him better. He was lying so still that if not for the moving lines showing on the monitor's screen - lines that represented the rhythmic beating of his heart — one would mistake him to be dead.

he used to be. Father was appearing to be frail and weak,

I'm alone." I said at last. My heart was

would talk, he would say something comforting to me, but the

and tell me he was fine, that Jace would be back. That he had not left for good. That I would be fine and be able to handle all of

Finding it hard to let out the rest of the words. "You did not tell me about him, dad. You did not tell me you had a business with him. Why

shoulders racked violently. The pounding in my head grew worse, what was I to do? What

told Jace of the

I was holding his hand sometime later after the tears had dried up, though I still felt gloomy and sad. "I had accused Jace. Though it had been unintentional and indirect, still. I was not supposed to do that but I

was silent. Except for the heart monitor, nothing else was

that Jace might be an enemy? Or should I blame myself for being inconsiderate and insensitive? Or should I blame Jace for following in your steps and keeping as a secret too? Or should I blame Elder Grigshade for being an

some form of comfort and reassurance. "What do I do, dad? Maybe I should find Jace and let him take

startled me, I raised my head to see Paula. I sighed in relief but emotions swamped me as soon as

will get out of

to believe them.

What if Jace I'd truly supposed to be there?

gently. In that moment, she sounded like an affectionate mother. "No more what ifs, Rika You're one of the most persistent person I know. If

with Alex who didn't