Chapter 1335 “I“
I’m sitting on the chair in a police station, looking at the mouths of two men in black-and-white checkered uniforms opposite me. It’s like they’re talking about something.
The man on the left has a cold expression on his face, as if he has been through too many unfortunate events. The man on the right is a little inexperienced, and there’s a hint of pity in his eyes.
I don’t feel any pain, nor did I regret delivering that final stab. At that moment, I even felt that I had been liberated. The warm blood that sprayed on my body was like salvation from a god.
I only regret my fervent pursuit of money in my youth. I had sacrificed my dignity, my body, and my freedom.
Over the past few days at the police station, I’ve had enough peace and quiet. I had the opportunity to ponder this question at a deeper level, far deeper than whatever that I’ve been thinking about over the years:
Me having a weak will and being immature were the source of the mistakes I made. But they weren’t the only reason.
Ever since I was a child, all the education I received told me that working and striving hard is for that big house, those full floor-to-ceiling windows that let in plenty of light, to have more than three servants, a lawn and garden that I can call my own, silver-plated or even gold-plated cutlery, be able to host a banquet filled with delicacies, run balls that were filled with melodious music, etc.
The newspapers and magazines I’d read also told me over and over again that only those that showed a sufficient level of decency can be called middle-class. They are the true pillars of support for this kingdom. They are people of high-class, excellence, zero mediocrity, and integrity, while having compassion and knowledge.
At the same time, they also told me what decency was. It’s wearing a beautiful dress, matching expensive skincare products, cosmetics, and exquisite fashion handbags for different occasions. It was to attend concerts, high tea, and gatherings filled with class.
And all of this translated means gold pounds, gold pounds, and gold pounds.
I have to admit that pursuing a better life is instinctual for everyone. However, when the influences on a girl tells her in every aspect that, when the mainstream views of society are all about appearance, exquisiteness, and elegance, it’s very difficult to not have her thoughts become influenced.
I don’t know what this phenomenon is called. I only know that if all of this can’t be changed, then a tragedy like mine will continue happening, happening more and more often.
When that happens, someone would definitely curse.
“Look at these gold-digging women, selling out their souls!”
Subconsciously, I turn around and see the beautiful and bustling world outside. I see the bright red blood flowing in this world.
“Miss Tracey, are you listening to us?” A voice distracts my thoughts, coming from the slightly inexperienced policeman.
I grin at him, not telling him I’m thinking about some philosophical questions.
What a joke. A gold digger who sold her soul is actually thinking of such inane matters when she’s being interrogated by the police.
The policeman nods and says to me, “Miss Tracey, you’ll be put on trial soon. We’ll arrange a lawyer for you.
didn’t manage to retain the witness.
say
the crimes
of my lips. I say to the two officers,
‘Phenomena of Sociology and
officers in a daze, and a hint
…
end of the mottled table
she finishes, I look around and hoarsely say, “This is a
freeze. I can sense Mr. Hanged Man and Miss Justice looking over with a
this moment, I can
are already long aware from the talks in the Tarot Gatherings that the existence of a Sequence 0 true god makes it impossible for
matter, I have already prepared an explanation. It is to let them think about the ancient sun god
Kings of Angels, or perhaps they believe that the ritual involving
…
thought, and I
whose soul no longer belongs here replies with
head and
you have any
look out the window and answers casually,
my colleague and
you listening to
opposite me retracts her
what she’s thinking about. She’s so quiet like a flower blooming alone in
of poems. My brother told me that reading poems makes me more
till now, the poems have only brought mostly mockery.
the trial, I see a faint smile on her face as she pleads us to borrow a few books from the
the book combine together
sending Miss Tracey back to the temporary detention room, I pack up the materials for the case and prepare to pay a visit to the lawyer. It’s
…
my chair and listen to The Moon
has been confirmed to have not originated from the Earth
of suspicion at The Moon, towards a state prior to being corrupted by the Mother Goddess of Depravity… I’m nearly amused by my
not held back by modesty. I frankly
this dreamscape hopes that you can interpret it deeply and understand it. Then, through this, corrupt you in an indiscernible manner. Thirdly, you are too worried about the matter of becoming a
The action needed for the first two possibilities are the same:
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