Lost Me Gained Regret

Chapter 121

My heart felt like it had been torn open.

Tears wouldn’t come anymore, and in a frail voice, I said, “I have no husband, no family… Please, you must save my child.”

“Well..” The nurse glanced between my legs, her expression troubled, but finally, she simply said, “We’ll do everything we can.”

Hearing these words from the medical staff, I let out a small sigh of relief.

However, as soon as I was hoisted onto the operating table and after the doctor asked about my condition, he immediately said, “Call the anesthetist, be ready for a D&C.”

I stared at the blinding operating lights, my eyes both dry and pained.

My ankle-length dress was lifted by the doctor, and though it seemed he asked me something, my mind was buzzing, leaving me with no other choice.

A slight sting on the back of my hand, and then I lost all consciousness, plunging into darkness.

“Mommy. Mommy. I’m leaving, Mommy, you don’t want me anymore…”

Watching a tiny figure drift further away from me, I cried out, “No! Don’t leave me, baby!”

When I opened my eyes, all I saw were the stark white walls.

the sound of the IV drip remained. Christine, sitting by my side, suddenly stood up, concern in her voice, “How are you

my baby, where is my baby?”

sorry…” Christine’s eyes

“My baby… I dreamt

Christine’s eyes teared up and she turned away to wipe them before reassuring me, “It’s not on you, it’s not your fault. The baby must have known how

I still couldn’t protect him.”

all my fault.

an empty shell, with the chill seeping in,

head insistently, “This isn’t on you, silly, why would you think that? If it hurts too much, just cry it out, okay?”

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Chapter 121

I want a cheesecake!” From outside the door, a feeble voice

you can’t have anything for

Can you carry me back to my room,

will you ever

by

instantly got heated, turning around like a firecracker,

her numbly, “Chris, I don’t

injured, It’s

to leave now.”

my abdomen, and under Christine’s shocked gaze, I pulled out the IV needle and