Lost Me Gained Regret

Chapter 121

My heart felt like it had been torn open.

Tears wouldn’t come anymore, and in a frail voice, I said, “I have no husband, no family… Please, you must save my child.”

“Well..” The nurse glanced between my legs, her expression troubled, but finally, she simply said, “We’ll do everything we can.”

Hearing these words from the medical staff, I let out a small sigh of relief.

However, as soon as I was hoisted onto the operating table and after the doctor asked about my condition, he immediately said, “Call the anesthetist, be ready for a D&C.”

I stared at the blinding operating lights, my eyes both dry and pained.

My ankle-length dress was lifted by the doctor, and though it seemed he asked me something, my mind was buzzing, leaving me with no other choice.

A slight sting on the back of my hand, and then I lost all consciousness, plunging into darkness.

“Mommy. Mommy. I’m leaving, Mommy, you don’t want me anymore…”

Watching a tiny figure drift further away from me, I cried out, “No! Don’t leave me, baby!”

When I opened my eyes, all I saw were the stark white walls.

IV drip remained. Christine, sitting by my side, suddenly stood up, concern

baby, where is my

eyes

feeling utterly numb, “My baby… I dreamt he said I didn’t want

not on you, it’s not your fault. The

I still couldn’t protect him.”

my fault.

an empty shell, with the chill seeping in, turning my blood

insistently, “This isn’t on you, silly, why would you think that? If it hurts too

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outside the door, a feeble voice called out

you

carry me back

will you ever grow

by

heated, turning around like a firecracker, but I held her

looked at her numbly, “Chris, I don’t

had… surgery, and you’re also injured, It’s best to stay in the hospital for observation for a

want to leave now.”

Christine’s shocked gaze, I pulled out the IV needle and got off