Lost Me Gained Regret

Chapter 123

I paused, a wave of indescribable sorrow washing over me.

The whole world knew how much I loved Bryant, to the point where I couldn’t bear the

thought of anyone else in my heart. Yet, he always felt like my heart belonged to someone else,

There was a time when I would have gladly ripped my heart out just to show him, “Look, Bryant, it’s all about you.” But now, that was something I couldn’t do anymore.

I even doubted if his name would still be found within it, when all that remained were

scars.

On the way back to Christine’s place, she looked at me with such pity, biting her lip before finally asking, “Why didn’t you tell him you had a miscarriage too?”

“It wouldn’t make a difference.”

I leaned on her shoulder, my voice weak and lifeless, “So he might feel sorry and come back to me for a while. Then what?”

I had gone through this too many times. Trying over and over to make things right, only to end up more broken each time.

And the price I paid this time was even more devastating.

“True.”

Christine let out a long sigh, trying to hold back her sobs, “Let him be with the one who killed his own child. When he finds out one day, let’s see how much he regrets it.”

“He might never regret it.”

Thinking of how he had coldly interrogated me earlier for the sake of Margaret, I felt both pitiful and pathetic.

make

would always choose Margaret over

scene on the street today had taught me a painful lesson.

ran towards me from afar, but at the moment when I needed him the most, he turned to someone else.

trembling, and roared with

like my eight years of feelings

right in front of him, he probably would have

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a profound love, indeed.

thought about it,

shook my head, looking out at the motley city lights, “Tell me, in today’s RiverCity,

Timothy around, this situation might have been handled

now.

police? Even if Margaret’s crimes could be proven, with Bryant’s influence, he

I wanted now was peace, to

the words Margaret spewed in her madness today made me more convinced that Timothy’s death was likely linked to her.

the only one to

a long way to

the day’s events flashing through my mind like

in the middle of the night, drenched in cold sweat,

clear.

My baby….

when

must have. So tiny, so very small, he couldn’t even cry out

swelling to the point where I couldn’t breathe. Only by curling up into a ball on my bed could

relief.