Lost Me Gained Regret

After what felt like an eternity of darkness, I woke up parched, but the relief that washed over me when I felt my baby still safe inside was enough to push me to sit up, reaching for a glass of water. That's when Christine burst back into the room, swiftly taking the glass from my hand.

"Let me," she insisted, her voice laced with urgency. "You stay put until Dr. Adams checks on you."

Seeing the worry etched on her face, and fearing for my baby's well-being, I reluctantly laid back down.

Christine returned with a glass of warm water, carefully adjusting the pillows behind me so I could sit up comfortably.

I couldn't help but protest, "You don't have to fuss so much; I'm not that frail."

But Christine fixed me with a stern look. "Don't pretend you're okay just for my sake. We've been friends for years; I know you better than that."

I took a sip of water, hiding the sorrow in my eyes, and changed the subject. "How's Greg?"

"Running a high fever, in the next room," she replied, curtly cutting off any response I might have had.

haven't said much before because I know no words can truly share your pain. No

never fully heals, so I didn't feed you empty promises about moving on or not dwelling on

this. I'm not using your baby as leverage, but you said it yourself-you want to keep her. That means you need to be there for her, or else, make the hard choice now." "Don't let her suffer with you. It'll only hurt you both more in

up. You don't have to cry, but you need to express what

only going to hurt you, the baby, and Greg. And all

continue her plea, raised my hand to stop

"If you don't take care of yourself, not

stay strong for you, risking his own

can't get through to you, maybe it's a sign that this baby just

imagined Grandma

taking care of Victor

line, I didn't have the luxury to grieve properly. Pulling myself out of the deep sorrow was no

finally spoke, "I need to see

my lack of strength, and wheeled me