Love's Redemption (Chris and Maddie)

I never imagined that he lived such a hard life behind closed doors.

"But lan was only human. He got tired too. I'd catch him sneaking out in the middle of the night to smoke. And it broke my heart to see that every time. I knew it was my fault that he was so stressed," Jewel said, shaking her head slightly.

"I wanted to leave him-not just for my sake and not because I didn't love him anymore. It was because I loved him so much that I couldn't stand to see him so worn out." Jewel's words painted her in a new light.

"Well, he's not tired anymore. And he never will be again," I muttered under my breath.

Jewel caught the irony in my voice.

"Madeline, you've never lived a day in my shoes. You'll never understand what it's like," she said loudly, almost screaming.

She looked me in the eye. After a moment, her anger slowly faded.

"Madeline, as for lan's death, I swear I'd never meant to hurt lan. I just wanted him to see me betray him, so he'd finally leave me on his own. I wanted to set him free." "The car accident wasn't your doing?" I asked in a low voice.

"No, it wasn't. lan was too good to me. I'm not a monster. How could I ever hurt him?" Jewel shook her head vigorously.

"But in the end, he still died because of you."

I didn't let her off the hook, keeping her weighed down by the guilt of lan's death.

at me before lowering her head. "I'll pay him back in

bet if lan meets you in the next

If she wasn't pregnant, I might have

ones. He would choose his wife over his life.

I felt was heartache for lan. He had been

someone was one thing. But when that love became

to have had lan and his love in this

I'm

I was desperate.

found your

a break?

returned to Chris in the

dive and plenty of money to spend,

you?"

was so

together. Then, she said, "Madeline, having a place to live and money

now. She wanted to be happy

"Jewel, you're quite greedy."