Chapter 126

Chapter 126

KASMINE.

I knew we were both angry, volatile, simmering with tension that had been building for far too long-but it was different with Kester.

I felt it when we were both caught in the moment last night, letting off all the steam that had been brewing between us for days now.

I absentmindedly stirred the hot cup of coffee that had gone lukewarm, my mind drifting to what happened last night. My thighs still ached faintly from how rough it had been.

Yes. I know. Call me selfish. Call me a monster. Because I let my big brother fuck me while his fiancé was sleeping alone in his room, wrapped in her pretty little lies and future wedding plans.

But I needed that. I craved it. I didn't care about right or wrong. June had the rest of her life to play happy bride with him. I only had two days left before everything changed, before I'd be stripped from his life and forced to play someone else's puppet.

So, yeah. I let him have me. And I took every second of it like a dying woman clinging to her last breath.

Kester had fucked me like he had something to prove and so much to say but decided to let his cock do the talking... Like every thrust, every hold of his hands on my hips, every moan he made, every touch, was him trying to say all the things he refused to voice. He didn't speak much-but his body screamed for him. Rage. Guilt. Desperation. Possession.

He was... unhinged.

It was like watching someone unravel in real time. His eyes were too wild, too dark, too full. He was everywhere- inside me, around me, over me. He held me like he was trying to brand me into memory, almost like he knew this would be the last time and wanted to carve himself into my skin.

He was... Emotional?

No.

Emotional was far too soft a word. What I saw in Kester last night was something else entirely. Something raw and feral.

He touched me like he hated himself for it. He kissed me like he wanted to tear me apart. He came undone inside me like he was falling through the very edge of sanity, and I went right down with him.

grazed my collarbone and he gripped my wrist like he didn't trust himself to let

shouldn't be thinking about

it kept playing in my head like a broken loop, refusing to fade no matter how many sips of coffee I

His eyes. His eyes...

pinned me to the mattress, trembling like he was caught between a sob and

Last night, he unraveled.

I watched it

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when he moaned into my mouth. The way his hands trembled while his fingers tightened around my hips until I whimpered and scratched his back just to get him to loosen his grip... That wasn't lust.

a man

He wasn't in control.

even of the way his thrusts grew faster and

June or anyone else heard him moaning my name like it was the last

I wondered if I should've stopped it and If I should've pulled away when I saw the glassiness in his

But I couldn't.

he looked at me, I saw that he was just a broken boy pretending to be whole. A man who had learned how to wear calmness like a

I was the last tether keeping him from falling headfirst into something he

scared. Shaky. Completely

can't lose you, Mine... I can't-I'll

first. I just cupped his face, thumbing the sweat and a teardrop from

lips brushed mine again, "You're not leaving. Promise me.

It wasn't a demand.

was a

even sure what part of him I was talking to. The man. The boy.

rough and too broken.

air between us. Like it hurt

had to promise him something to keep him from falling off that invisible cliff I could see in his eyes. And if that meant lying, then

him angry. I'd

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