Chapter 135

Chapter 135

KASMINE

I swear I had no idea how to navigate my life at this point. I stared blankly at my phone, my eyes dry from too much scrolling, too many tabs open, and a lot of funny search history

Do women die from abortion?

What are the chances of dying during an abortion?

Is childbirth easy?

Pregnancy symptoms and how to live through them for nine months.

How to run away while pregnant.

Can shame kill you before labor does?

not just in the browser, but in my mind.

I couldn't tell if I was more afraid of the answers or the fact that I was even asking them. Every question felt like a war drum against my chest.

I was stuck between two impossible roads - risking my life to get rid of it and actually keeping it but running far away from the pack to a place where no one knew me, where no one would look at me and call me a disgrace. Because that's what this was, wasn't it?

An abomination. A secret sin growing inside me.

My parents would never recover from this. The pack would shame me until I wished for death.

And my friends?

No.

I couldn't face them.

I stared blankly at the TV, which had been showing a news station for hours now

without the volume. I was totally uninterested in whatever was being said or shown, but images on the screen made me feel a bit safe, almost like a reassurance that I wasn't home alone.

Claire had been nothing short of amazing since I came here to stay with her.

Thank God her parents have been away on a vacation. It's their anniversary, and they sure knew how to celebrate it.

wrong with me, and I've refused, she's been taking care

stare off into space like I was trying to crawl out of my

though I said nothing, she still made me tea. Held my hair

of safe I didn't think

wolf... My companion. I couldn't wait to meet her. I hoped she'd be strong. Kind. Beautiful. Pierce. Everything I didn't feel like right

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had called and texted and said all manner of threats to me, asking

cover for me. She made me promise her that I'd

rest when your world is slowly caving

body feels

in hours. Just curled up sideways

screen lit up against the dimming room, its glow stabbing through the semi-dark room. I blinked,

warning me about the sanctity" of tomorrow. But what I

UNKNOWN NUMBER

the screen. Something about

I opened the message.

And my soul dropped.

You think no one knows about your little secret with your brother? Well, I do. Tick-tock, sweetheart. I'm

felt like I'd been punched from the inside. I couldn't move.

gasped audibly

and Kester in his office... Kissing. No. Not just

His hand threaded into my hair. My eyes shut. His

clapped a trembling hand over my mouth. The phone slipped from my grasp and landed on the floor with

thud.

no, no..." I whispered, curling

This couldn't be happening

night we had been alone in his office. No one had

swept through me, and I clutched my abdomen

thoughts scrambled for answers.

Karina!

around. And if it was her, she'd be louder

smarter. Someone who had more

But who?

I whispered, hugging my knees to my chest, rocking slightly with

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stop

torrent of tears already flooding

I couldn't breathe.

I couldn't even think.

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