Chapter 249

KESTER.

Terrifying...

She meant it.

Her eyes locked onto mine, and I swear I saw something fold in her

"You know what?" She wiped her eyes, "I want to be able to look at the father of my child and not wonder what he's capable of. But I can't. So, just leave. I never want to see you anywhere near me or my baby. Leave!"

That broke me.

She could threaten me with anything, but not our baby.

"Baby... What do I do to make you know how much I love you and that everything

I do, I do for you? Kasmine..." I didn't recognize my voice anymore, and the way

my emotions spiraled from anger to hurt surprised even me.

"This isn't love, Kester. It is control. I don't want it. Just... Go..." She sobbed, her lips trembling so hard.

"Kasmine... please." My words came out as a whisper, trembling with a vulnerability I had never shown to anyone except her. "Please just love me back. What does it take to love me? Baby?" I swallowed, closing the distance between us, "Just-just love me." I begged.

I could feel my heart wrenching out of my chest.

My hands trembled as they reached for her, brushing against her arms as if afraid she might vanish if I held her too tightly.

She looked at me like I was something pitiful, something broken-and maybe I was.

"No! I can never love a selfish monster like you!" She let out a bitter scoff, wiping off the tears from her eyes with her trembling hands before letting them slump beside her as if she were tired of fighting.

"You don't need love, Kester. You need help," she stared at me weakly with those green orbs of hers, and I didn't like the look I saw there... It was that of pity. Not love. Not the love I expected.

her to love me, not pity

words ever so slowly, ignoring the crack in

selfish?"

there because of you! Everybody I have and will take down is because of you! Don't you get it? Everything I've done, everything

was her face

Fuck. Yes.

I was crying.

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blinding me as the words tumbled out, unfiltered and raw. "I've bled for you, Kasmine. I'll bleed again if that's what you want. I'll change. Tell me. What do you want me to do? I'll fucking do it. Tell me how to make you love me.

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forehead pressed against hers, my tears sliding down to mingle with the warmth of her skin. I

her. Couldn't love the only woman I had spent my life loving.

this isn't love. But you- I swallowed hard, shaking my head, you

her to feel this. To fucking know

alive?" Haughed, bitter and broken. "No. It's you. It's the little pieces of love you've thrown at me like scraps. That's what I've been

Her eyes flickered.

quietly. "You remember what you said to me while you were shaking under me, your legs wrapped around me while I was inside you? You promised me forever, baby. You said you'd stay. You looked me in the fucking eyes and

word you

I waited.

again. To say she still loved me. That she was just

her lips curled bitterly. And she stared

what you wanted to hear,

It was so quiet.

So calm.

she was putting down a

my chest like

drop from her face.

Something inside me buckled.

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