CHAPTER 29

When I left school, I didn’t know where I was going. I didn’t want to go home. And I definitely wasn’t going back to school after that. And I knew that the woods

were out of the question because he’d already have the patrols watching out for

So, I headed to the last place that I could

think of. It was on the other side of town

and when I got to the beaten down old cabin, I found the key in the usual hiding

spot that hadn’t changed in over a year and I let myself in.

No one lived in the cabin, and it wasn’t in the woods either. But it was right on the edge of town. I would have been really surprised if anyone saw me in there.

It was starting to get cold around this time of year too. I was pissed that I couldn’t have the fireplace going, but I

put my bag down and I looked around the cabin. It didn’t look like anyone had been here in a really long time. So, I dusted off the couch and I grabbed one of the many books on the bookshelf and I sat down on

the couch with it.

My phone was blowing up from everyone

who knew that I had a phone, so I eventually turned it off. I just announced to the whole school that the Alpha was

my mate. I knew that there were going to

be questions after questions, and

honestly, I couldn’t answer any of them.

I didn’t know what our mate pairing was right now. I didn’t know if I was the Luna of this pack because I didn’t know if he was going to keep me as his mate. And these were questions that I was desperately trying to avoid.

To be honest, I already felt rejected. He might as well just do it and put me out of my misery. It can’t be any worse than what it already is right now. I was feeling

absolutely miserable since I found out that he was my mate and I couldn’t even touch him. Girls are meant to be excited about finding their mates. So, why the hell did it have to be so hard on me. Was this some sort of test that the Moon Goddess was putting me through. And if so, why? What the hell did I do to deserve this? I didn’t think I was that much of a

brat to deserve something like this. Not to have my mate bond being screwed

around like this.

I was more determined now than ever to

get the hell out of here. I had to get away from Jackson. If he wasn’t going to

choose me as a mate then I needed to

leave. I couldn’t stay here in this misery anymore. It really was hurting me. It felt like torture. To see him every day and not touch him. Especially after having already slept with him. I know exactly what I am missing out on. And I hated that even more. That he knew I was his mate and he slept with me before I was

meant to know about it. He just didn’t

know that I did know I was his mate. And

the whole time he was still planning on

rejecting me.

How the hell could I have been so stupid. I’m usually smarter than that. But I guess when it comes to guys, I’m just a typical teenage girl. I stop thinking altogether. That was my problem.

I’d been in the cabin for a couple of hours when I heard footsteps coming up the

stairs and onto the veranda. It didn’t

scare me at all, because I knew that they could only belong to one person. And as

as the door opened,

was right.

and he came

lot of people are out looking for you.” He says coming over and

is pretty

since I left?” I asked

the subject.

didn’t want to bring anyone else to this

He says.

What would Hannah think?”

asked.

me. She knows that we’ve been talking

doing anything behind her back. You’ve

say.

came back, I thought I made a mistake by getting with Hannah and that you were the one that I wanted to be with.” He says looking at me and I closed my eyes and started shaking my

please not add to my

Alpha who

a thing going while I was away. And now you’re saying this shit to me, it’s way too much for me

faced with three guys

I’ve slept with.” I say pinching

nose.

crap. You have slept

was before my 18th but it was after the rumours were going around that we were sleeping together. So, at the time of the rumours, they were just rumours. We weren’t hooking up yet.”

wonder you’re a fucking mess right now. And what about Alpha

about?” He asked.

going to reject his mate when he found her. He just didn’t know that I already knew that I was

together, he said that he was still going to reject his mate. Which kind of killed me a little inside. And I’ve been

ever since

to him. I want him.

touch him. I want to be with

going to reject me. So,

in front of everyone.” I explained

of this to yourself?” Edward asked leaning forward on his

me. I’m more of a fixer at school then a complainer. I’m the one that

I don’t really have anyone at school that

problems with bullies, then I go bash the bullies. There’s no problem there. But

This is pretty intense.”

I say

at my book.

hiding out here for the rest of your life?”

at the

do. He’s trying to stop me from leaving the pack. Which means he doesn’t want me to go. But he won’t accept me either. Have you ever heard of a guy mind fucking his mate like

was really worried

was certain of that.

heard of

fair that it’s happening to

deserve so much better

Edward says.

just wish he realized

say trying to control the tears that

threatening to come out.

you know. This is really messy with

know that.

the same way

a

angry. And Edward doesn’t get angry at

right now, but this wasn’t his fault. And he couldn’t go at Jackson the way he normally would protect someone. Alpha

a reason. I’m the only

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