My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance

Chapter 109

  1. 19. Turmoiled Thoughts 

THEON 

Yilevna‘s mother was the one who killed mine... The conflict I felt inside of me had shaken me to my core. 

paced around my cabin; it had been an hour since we had found her, but I had been unable to stay in her presence, my head was about to burst. 

I looked around the room, it was too fucking small, the sway of the ship was making me sick and it almost felt like I couldn‘t fucking breathe. 

What do I do? 

What the fuck do I do? 

I stared at the ceiling, that was only a few inches above my head, 

It was too fucking claustrophobic in here. 

I threaded my hands together, placing them behind my head as I took deep breaths. 

I had killed Hana and William De‘Lacor, something I regretted every single fucking day... 

I know, I fucking know I no longer can take away her birth mother from her, I know what I fucking need to do... 

But everything I had worked my entire fucking life for was unravelling. First from the image of reality that Dad had portrayed, one that was beginning to hold a lot of questions and holes to the revenge I craved... I had spent the last decade waiting for the day I’d see that monster and kill her... 

She had been before me, but Yileyna had protected her and I had hesitated… 

My chest was burning up from the wounds, I needed to change my bandages before anyone saw them but I just... I couldn‘t fucking focus... 

I exhaled sharply, pulling my shirt off and unwrapping the bandages that were a disgusting mess, making my wounds itch. 

I looked down, seeing the injuries were looking as bad as they did days ago. I dropped down to the ground by the door, staring at the wall across from me as the ship swayed. 

What do I do? 

I felt fucking lost, every fucking thing I had worked my life for was... gone. 

I closed my eyes, squeezing my head, rocking slightly as I took deep breaths. 

When everything you have worked your entire fucking life for is just... gone, what do you do? 1 

A knock on the door made my head snap up, but I didn‘t move. I didn‘t want to see anyone. Not when I felt like I was going to fucking spiral. 

Another knock followed but I didn‘t reply until I heard the footsteps retreating. I stood up grabbed the bloody bandages, along with my dirty shirt, and walked to the bathroom, ready to wash off. 

Night had fallen, and I had gone out briefly to tell Flynn we were to head to Eastcourt, buti nad avoided Yileyna. I just needed to make sure Thea was ok, from there I would see what I can find out, and then head to Hunter‘s pack. 

I needed fucking answers, or I was going to lose my fucking mind. 

Yileyna... I needed to find out what she planned to do... but as relieved as I was that she was alive and near, no matter how much I wanted to pull her into my arms and never fucking let go, I couldn‘t. 

The rejection was still painful in my mind... everything that had happened... it all was fucking too much… and on top of that her Siren mother.... her identity... Fuck, why couldn‘t it be anyone else but her? 

My mind was still reeling. 

I dropped onto the bed, shirtless, the stinging had eased a little, but the wounds were still fucking hurting. Sleep didn‘t come and I sat up, maybe I‘d pop down to the hold and get some ale or wine..? 

I stood up, picking up a shirt and pulled it on, before leaving my room. Her scent lingered in the halls and I frowned, what was she doing out here? 

She had changed slightly, looking even more beautiful, although I have no fucking idea how that was possible... Yileyna... I was unable to get how fucking appealing she looked out of my mind... 

The urge to strip her naked and admire her was a temptation that would never be a reality. 

more extravagant, with her scales hanging low on

she

the lock on the door to the Hold,

nightmare. I opened a crate and took out a bottle of wine. It would do nothing to ease the pain but...

off and dropped to the floor, resting my head

get any

like this for the

against everything to a point where I no longer knew what was right and wrong.

hard, even harder when there was no reprieve

anything Dad has told me turns out to be a lie… I will fucking lose it.

creaked open, and I opened my eyes as her familiar scent invaded my nose. A

did she want?

creamy legs came into view, clad in just an oversized shirt. She paused at the bottom of the steps and looked towards me. Her aura radiated off her and it was far more powerful than what

spoke, her voice held a sexier edge, a little more

distraction right about

you want?” I asked as she came over and sat down next to me, stretching out her legs and crossing her ankles

not to look at her flawless thighs, taking

She began softly.

to talk about it, but was there any point?

her carry on if she

your mother and sister... I‘m sorry... and I‘m not trying to justify her actions, but it‘s because of the

froze, looking at her sharply. Her cheekbones were more prominent, and she looked a little older, as if she had shed the last remnants of the girl she

her?” I asked for the sake of entertaining her, or maybe because I needed a reason to justify

her being Yileyna‘s mother.

breath and began telling me the version that Andres

we sat in silence as I pondered over everything.

Kaeladia, and then when he was done, he

please.” She said quietly.

We are all hurting so many others in the name of revenge, to justify our own fucking actions.” I murmured quietly, looking at her. Her

 

mind... She was made for me, but I was far too

heaved as she licked her lips, her

miss the look in

your father, I‘m saying apparently because he too seems like a monster, whether you agree or not. The king also betrayed Deliana, forcing her to want vengeance on all Alpha males, and in the process she killed your mother and sister, which was so wrong...

asked sharply, something she said

and

trying to brush it off. My eyes flashed as I grabbed her neck, pulling

the siren?” I whispered menacingly. “Repeat

an Alpha male on board.” She whispered, her

There. 

She said it. 

I hadn’t been

it was my

my hand away from her throat. “Theon, look at

into her command, but it didn‘t work on

at my hand, staring

it all, with enough fucking bad luck that

Everyone. 

Even the Beta couple who had done no fucking wrong, yet

placed a hand on my shoulder, and I turned to look at her, doing my

I warned her quietly as I stood up, downing

isn‘t about me and you. Theon, there‘s so much more going than you think, and I need you by my side, the side of truth and

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