Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We

hope you feel better,

thank her before finally

one except her saw me like

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

the limousine

drop myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

Adam

a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

shirt in front of

is kiss his

with me? I was

Bryan and I did things together,

way, and I‘ve never felt the need

I needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

want to be in the

again

things with Bryan not once did |

initiate anything; he was always

along with it

then I would stop him immediately. He

he never forced

the things I had loved about him.

different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have let him do

wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I want

and hide

No one should

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

the things I had loved

different with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would have let

to do

point that

From myself. No one should have so

over me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget

it felt so good.

smoother than it looked, and

would probably be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I

for me to

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

afar? It was much easier back

I existed. Now, I‘ll always

his chest without his

go and remove his shirt in the first

still didn‘t understand how he knew

bothered me. And

trouble to please me? He

I just had to

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

I did, so how did I

felt after my

that I didn‘t think I would be

did bounce

to protect me? My heart warms

possibility of that being

think any of that

made tonight,

with me? Why did I have

that I

dangerous indeed, but not

my entire life. He

feel things

needed to get a hold of myself

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

walk up to

my

inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been

though they did this just

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

to attend a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

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tell...

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them that I kissed the

and let them deal with me to end

cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

and I try

party, mother,” I try to

to the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

I can‘t just forget what they

will take some time before I forgive

forgive them, I don‘t say

on my back every single

this matter

to my room now?”

to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

chair and

revealing my chest to her. I go

my naked chest; why can‘t these

from earlier? I kept

red hair sprawled over my chest as her

one simple touch, one

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

had such

eyes,

here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is begging me

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