Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually

me.

school. I hope

her before finally

her saw me like that. Even though I

her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

takes off his shirt in front of me, and

his naked chest?

wrong with me? I was never like

things together, but we

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

needed to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened

would never want to be in the same room with

again

I‘ve done things with

initiate anything; he was always the

I always went along with it until

then I would

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however.

had only

stop. I

wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that

and hide

myself No one

 

get annoyed, but he never forced himself

I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have

he wanted to

frighten me to the point that I want to

hide... From myself. No one should have so

power over me. No one.

never forget

it felt so good. His

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

I would probably be

me?” I groan

rejection not enough for

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

was

I existed. Now,

chest

to go and remove his shirt in

how he

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

to please me? He was

because of me, and I just had

complete

you still love him?‘

after I confessed that I

felt after my

that I didn‘t think I would be able

possible that he did bounce into my

trying to

the possibility of that being true.

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after

made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I have to do

that? How is it that I

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

about my entire life.

things that should be

get a hold of myself before I

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had

the limo and walk up

my arrival.

my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

entire time; even though they did

it was the

me to attend a party. They must have

trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

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L– 

 

tell them that I kissed

let them deal with me to end

so

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to

mother,” I

I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

nothing to do with them, just

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did

will take some time before

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

on my back

this matter

go to my room

my father, and they both

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

chair

my chest to

chest; why can‘t these kisses

that one kiss from

my chest

was one simple touch, one

my f*****g mind. How

many lovers in the

such soft

it. I close my eyes, and it

here with me right

it‘s like she is

room

messy yet exotic red hair is

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