Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

door for me. “I understand. We can talk

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

thank her before

her saw me like that. Even though I

I trusted her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

onto the seat with

my cheeks

what Adam thought

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

his naked

me?

things together, but we never went

need to be

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe

in

again

things with

he was always the one to start

went along with it

going too far, then I would stop him immediately.

never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved about him.

with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

to do

me to the point that

corner and hide

one should have

 

never

I had loved about

with Adam, however. So, so

only touched me back,

him to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to

point that I

myself. No one

power over me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

It doesn‘t help that it

and

would probably be

with me?” I groan against the seat.

enough for me to

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

from afar? It was much easier back then when

existed. Now,

chest without

go and remove

didn‘t understand how he knew how much

shirt bothered me. And why would he go

to please me? He was nice enough

I

a complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did,

my confession? I had so

I would

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to protect

possibility of that

think any of that will matter anymore

I made tonight, though.

me? Why did I have to

it that

was dangerous indeed,

heard about my entire

feel things that should

get a hold of myself

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right now.

limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my

I step inside, my parents are already there

I can‘t imagine

did

Bryan, it was

to attend a party. They must

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I kissed the

and let them deal with me

your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of

party, mother,” I

guess that‘s

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

with them, just like I‘ve been telling

before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

will take some time before I forgive them.”

them, I don‘t say this to my

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

to

my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt out

revealing my chest to her. I

kissing my naked chest; why

from earlier? I kept seeing her

sprawled over my chest

was one simple

lose my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

such soft lips.

my eyes,

face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

is begging me to

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