Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern

for me. “I understand.

I hope you feel

before

one except her saw me like that. Even

I trusted her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for

seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

for pulling a stunt like that.

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

is kiss his naked

me? I

did things together, but we never went

I‘ve never felt the need

still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

to be in

again

done things with Bryan not once

was always

went along with it until I

far, then I

he never

I had loved about

different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

wanted him to stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

corner and

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself onto me;

I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me

stop. I would

he wanted to do

point

and hide... From myself. No

power over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

it felt so good. His

it looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be able to

wrong with me?” I groan against the

enough for me to stop

couldn‘t I have just stuck with

It was much easier back then

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest

have to go and

how

shirt bothered me. And why

me? He was nice enough

because of me, and I just had

a complete psycho.

still

that I did, so how

he really felt after my

didn‘t think I would be

possible that he did

to protect me?

possibility of that being

of that

I made tonight,

wrong with me? Why did I have

that? How is it that I have no control over

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that

a hold of myself before I entered

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

and walk up to the gigantic door that

my arrival.

my parents are

imagine what they have been

did

and Bryan, it was the

attend a party. They must have been

about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the dark prince’s

let them deal with me to end this torture?

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

I try

my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

environment; I guess

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I

do with them, just like I‘ve

can‘t just forget what they did to

a day; it will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to

looks to my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt

my chest to her. I go rigid when she

my naked chest;

one kiss from earlier? I kept

my chest as her soft lips

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft

close my eyes, and it

see her face; she isn‘t here with

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is

room

exotic red hair is

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