Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

in school. I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally

except her saw me like that. Even though I barely

Which was probably not the

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

for pulling a stunt like

his shirt in front of me, and the first

his

me? I was

I did things together, but we

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there,

in the

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

was always the one to

touching me. I always went along

going too far, then I

he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved about

different with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me back,

I would have let him do

wanted to do with

frighten me to the point

corner and hide

one should

 

never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved

different with Adam,

if he had only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would have let

to

thoughts frighten me to the point that

hide... From myself. No

over me. No one.

forget his reaction to me

It doesn‘t help that it felt so

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my

be able to

me?” I groan against the seat.

enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t

him from afar? It was much easier

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove his shirt

didn‘t understand how he

me. And why would he

me? He was nice enough

me, and I just had to reward him by

complete psycho.

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so

felt after my

I would be able to

possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

trying to protect me? My heart

just the possibility of that

of that will

made tonight,

Why did I have

that I have no control over

was dangerous

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was

he made me feel things that should be illegal.

needed to get a hold of myself before

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being

exit the limo and walk up to the

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

imagine what

did

was the first

attend a party. They must

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed

them deal with me to end

cheeks so

suspiciously

I try to think of

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I

nothing to do with them, just

can‘t just forget what they did to

take some time before I

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

I go to

looks to my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

the chair

to her. I go rigid when she

my naked chest; why

from earlier? I kept seeing

my

simple touch, one

lose my f*****g mind.

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

hair is begging me to

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