Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually

for me. “I understand.

hope you feel

her before

me like

I trusted her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

what Adam thought about

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

shirt in front of me, and the first thing

kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me?

and I did things together, but we never went

way, and I‘ve never felt the need

I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe

in the same room with me

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

anything; he was always the one to

I always went along

I

never

one of the things I

with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only

wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do

the point that I want

corner and

No one should

 

he never forced himself onto

things I had loved about him.

Adam,

if he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have let him

to

me to the point that

myself. No one

me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

help that it felt so good.

lot smoother than it looked, and if I

be

me?” I

his rejection not enough for me to stop

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

him from afar? It was much easier back then when

didn‘t know that I existed. Now,

kissed his chest without his permission.

to go and remove his shirt

how he knew how much

shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

that trouble to please me? He was nice enough to

and I

complete psycho.

still

I did, so

he really felt after my confession? I had

that I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

was trying to protect

of that

that

I made tonight, though.

me? Why did I have to do

like that? How is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

heard about my entire life. He was

made me feel things

to get a hold of myself

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right

exit the limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

moment I step inside, my

for me. I can‘t imagine

even though they did this

was the first time

attend a party. They

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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I

let them deal with me to end this

are your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

try

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

me, yes,”

them, just like I‘ve

I can‘t just forget what they did

will take

can forgive them, I don‘t say

my back every single day

this matter

to

looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these

one kiss from

sprawled over my chest as her soft

one simple touch, one

lose my

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in

had such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

she isn‘t here

her so clearly that it‘s

room

exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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