Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods

for me.

in school. I hope

her before finally escaping.

except her saw me like that. Even though I

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not

 

the limousine waiting outside

onto the seat

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

I‘m a lunatic for pulling

of me, and the first thing

kiss his naked chest?

wrong with me? I was never like that

did things together, but we never

felt the need to be close to

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

never want to be in the

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

anything; he was always the

along with it until

I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never

things I had loved about

Adam, however. So, so

if he had

stop. I would

he wanted to do

the point

corner and

myself No one should

 

he never forced himself onto me; it

I

with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

to

frighten me to the point that I want

and hide... From myself. No one should

over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

that it felt so

than it looked, and if

I would probably be able to taste

with me?” I

rejection not enough for

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

was much easier back then when

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

how he

And why

to please me? He

of me, and I just had to reward him by

a complete

still love

that I

after my confession?

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

possible that he did bounce into my

to protect me? My heart warms

possibility of that

any of that

made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that I have

him? He was dangerous indeed,

about my entire life. He was

he made me feel things that should

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my arrival.

my

me. I can‘t imagine

even though they did this just

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

a party. They must

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I

with me

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

and I try to think of

my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer

with them, just like I‘ve been telling

I can‘t just forget what they

day; it will take some time before I forgive them.”

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

want them on my

this matter

to my

looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

the chair

way, revealing my chest to her.

chest; why can‘t these

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

red hair sprawled over my chest as her

was one simple touch,

almost lose my f*****g

many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

such soft

I close my eyes, and

here

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

hair is begging me to

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