Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

for me. “I understand.

I hope you

thank her before finally

saw me like

I trusted her. Which was

 

limousine waiting outside for

drop myself onto the seat

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for

off his shirt in front of me,

his naked chest?

was wrong with me? I was never like

together, but we never went all

never felt the need to be

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I

would never want to be in the same room

again

things with Bryan not once did |

he was always the

along with it until

then I

he never

the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only

wanted him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with me.

me to the point

and

one

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

of the things I had loved

Adam, however. So, so

he had only

stop. I

wanted to do with

point that

From myself. No one should

over me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

help that it felt so good. His

looked, and if I licked

probably be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan

for me to stop thinking

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

It was much easier

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove his shirt

how he knew how much the

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he

me? He was nice enough to

I just had to reward him

a complete psycho.

still love

I did, so how

felt after my confession? I had so

would be able to

it possible that he did bounce into my

because he was trying to protect

of that being

of that will matter anymore

I made

was wrong with me? Why did I have to

that I have no

He was dangerous indeed, but

about my entire life. He was dangerous

he made me feel things

get a hold of

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

exit the limo and walk up to

my arrival.

inside, my parents

for me. I can‘t imagine what

time; even though they did this just

and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

party. They must have been crazy

trouble I‘ve

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and let them deal with me to

so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of

my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

guess that‘s

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

yes,” I answer

to do with them, just

I can‘t just forget what

in a day; it will take some time before

forgive them, I

them on my back every single day

this matter

go to

mother looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

shut the door

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

chest; why can‘t these

one kiss from

over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

my f*****g mind. How

had many lovers in the

such

eyes, and it somehow makes

here with me

see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

red hair is

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