Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but

me.

in school. I hope you feel better,

and thank her before finally escaping.

like that. Even though

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam

lunatic for pulling a stunt like

off his shirt in front of me, and the first

kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never like that

Bryan and I did things together, but we never went

felt the need to be close

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back

be in the

again

things with

always the one to start kissing

me. I always went along with it until

far, then I would

but he never forced

things I

was different with Adam, however.

if he had

wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to

to the point that I want to go in

and

myself No one should have an

 

never forced himself

things I had

Adam, however.

if he had only touched me back,

wanted him to stop. I would have

he wanted to

point

and hide... From myself. No one should have

over me.

forget his reaction

it felt so good. His skin

and if I licked my lips right

be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I groan

enough for me to stop

Why couldn‘t

him from afar? It was much easier

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

kissed his chest without his

to go and remove his shirt in the first

didn‘t understand how he knew how much

me. And why would he go through

me? He

I just had to

a complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I did, so

my

would be

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to protect me? My heart

of that being

any of that will matter anymore after the

made

with me? Why did I have

like that? How is it that I

him? He was dangerous indeed, but

entire life. He was

things that should be illegal.

of myself before I

this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

up to the gigantic door

upon my

moment I step inside, my

can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this

it was

party. They must have been

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark

deal with me to

are your cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

and I try to

first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

yes,” I

them,

I can‘t just forget

day; it will take

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

my back every

this matter

to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

the chair and places

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

naked chest; why can‘t

kiss from earlier? I

my chest

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my

had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft

it. I close my eyes, and

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

that it‘s like she is with us

room

exotic red hair is begging me to

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