Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

school. I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

saw me like that. Even though I barely

her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine

myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam

for pulling

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the

his naked

with me? I was never like that

together, but we never went

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

want to be in

again

with Bryan not once

he was always the one to

touching me. I always went along

far, then I would stop

he never

of the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

had only touched

to stop. I would have

to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

corner and hide

one

 

he never forced himself

I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched me back,

stop. I

to do with me.

point that I

From myself. No one should have so

me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

it felt so good.

than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

probably be

with me?” I groan against the seat.

for

Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

It was much easier back then when

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

kissed his chest without his

have to go and remove his shirt

how he knew how

on his shirt bothered me. And

me? He

because of me, and I just had to

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

I did,

my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to sleep tonight.

did bounce into

to protect me? My heart

of that being

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after the

I made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I have

is it that

was dangerous indeed,

my entire life. He was dangerous

me feel things that

of myself before I entered

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had

up

my

step inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they have

did this just for me

Bryan, it was the

to attend a party. They must have been

trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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I kissed the dark

them deal with me

are your cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

try to

I

guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer

nothing to do with them, just like

times before. I can‘t just forget what they did to

will take some

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say

want them on my

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to

mother looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

shut the door as

the bed 

 

chair and places my shirt

revealing my chest to her. I

naked chest;

to that one kiss from

my chest as her soft

one simple touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g mind.

had many lovers in the

had such soft

eyes, and it somehow makes

face; she isn‘t here

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging

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