Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

for me. “I understand.

school. I hope you

and thank her before finally

saw me like that. Even

her. Which

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

in front of me, and the first thing that

kiss his naked

the hell was wrong with me? I

together, but we never went

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

in the same

again

done things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to start

went along

was going too far, then I

never forced himself onto

the things I had loved about him.

with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched me

I would have let

wanted to do

to the point that I want to go in

and

one should

 

annoyed, but he never

the things I had

with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me

to stop. I would have let

to do with

point that I want to

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have

power over me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

It doesn‘t help that it

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked

would probably be able to

wrong with me?” I groan against the

rejection not enough for me

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was much

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest

he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

understand how he knew how

bothered me. And

that trouble to please me? He was nice

me, and I just had to

a complete

still love him?‘

I did, so how did I know

he really felt after my confession? I had

I didn‘t think I would be able

did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

was trying to protect me? My

just the possibility of that being

that

made

Why did I

it that

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

I‘ve heard about my entire life.

things that should be illegal.

hold of myself

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned

the limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my arrival.

I step inside, my parents

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

time; even though they did this just for

was the

to attend a party. They must have

trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I

with me

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I

with them, just like I‘ve been

I can‘t just

in a day; it will take some time before

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

them on my

this matter

I go to my room now?” I

looks to my father,

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and

my chest to her. I go

chest; why can‘t these

kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

my chest as her soft

simple touch,

almost lose my f*****g mind.

I‘ve had many lovers in

such

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

isn‘t here

her so clearly that it‘s

room

red hair is

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