Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually

me. “I understand. We

hope you feel better, Amiera.”

thank her before finally escaping.

her saw me like that.

Which was probably not

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for me

myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never

and I did things together, but we never

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to

idea what happened back there, but

be in the same

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

he was always the one to start

always went along with it until I

then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced himself onto

one of the things I

Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched

stop. I would have let him do

wanted to do

frighten me to the point

corner and

myself No one

 

never forced

I had loved about

was different with Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

to stop. I would

he wanted to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that

From myself.

over me. No one.

forget

doesn‘t help that it

it looked, and if I licked my

would probably be

I

not enough for

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

afar? It was much easier back then when

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest

to go and

still didn‘t understand how he

bothered me. And

to please me? He

and I just had to reward him by

complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I

my confession? I had

I didn‘t think I would

that he did

because he was trying to protect me? My heart

of that

any of that will matter anymore after the

made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I have

that? How is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

entire

things that should be

get a hold of myself before I entered

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

my

my parents are already there

can‘t imagine what they have been

they did this just for me to

was the first time

a party. They must have been crazy

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

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them that I

and let them deal with

your cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

first party, mother,” I try

to the environment; I guess

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

with them, just like I‘ve been

I can‘t just

it will take some time before

them, I don‘t say this to my

I don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my

chest to her. I

naked chest;

kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

simple

my f*****g

lovers

such

eyes,

her face; she isn‘t here with

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she

room

exotic red hair is

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