Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually

the door for me. “I

school. I hope

thank her before finally escaping.

like that. Even

I trusted her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

Adam

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

of me, and the first thing

his naked

the hell was wrong with me? I

and I did things together, but we never went

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

would never want to be in the same

again

with

was always the one to start

touching me. I always went along with it until

far, then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved about

Adam, however. So,

had only touched

stop. I would have let him

wanted to do with me.

the point that I want to

and

No one should have an

 

he never forced himself onto me;

things I

Adam,

had only touched

to stop. I would have let him do

wanted to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go in

and hide... From myself. No one should

me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget

doesn‘t help that it

and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be

me?” I groan against

rejection not enough for me to stop thinking

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

from afar? It was much easier

know that I existed. Now,

his chest without his

to go and remove his

understand how he knew how

bothered me. And why

to please me? He was nice enough to

it because of me, and I

a complete

still love him?‘

I did, so how did I know

my confession? I had so

didn‘t think I would be able

it possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to

of that being true.

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after

I made

wrong with me? Why did I have

that? How is it that I have no control over

dangerous

heard about my entire life. He was

feel things that should be

needed to get a hold of myself

something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

and walk up to

my arrival.

step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have

did this just for me to

and Bryan, it was the first

a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

let them deal with me to end this torture?

so red?” My

suspiciously

I try to think of a

mother,” I

environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

me. Of course,

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer him.

them, just

I can‘t just forget what

will take

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

I don‘t want them on my back every

this matter

I go to my room now?” I ask.

father, and they

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt out

to

my naked chest; why can‘t

kiss from earlier? I kept

sprawled over my chest as

simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

made me almost lose my f*****g mind.

lovers in the

had such soft lips.

close my eyes,

she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

it‘s like she is with

room

red hair is begging me to touch

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