Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods

the door for me. “I understand.

school. I hope you feel better,

thank her before finally

except her saw me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

front of me, and

his naked chest?

was wrong with me? I was never

did things together,

felt the need to be close to him

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there,

never want to be in the same

again

things with Bryan not once

anything; he was always the

touching me. I always went along with it

going too far, then I

but he never forced himself onto

the things I had

different with Adam,

had only touched me

stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

me to the point that I want to go

corner and hide

No one

 

but he never

one of the things I

Adam, however. So,

only touched me back, I

I would have let him

he wanted to

me to the point that I want

From myself. No one

me.

never forget his reaction to me

that it felt

than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be able to

me?” I groan against

his rejection not enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I

It was much easier

I existed. Now, I‘ll always

his chest without his permission.

have to go and remove

how he

shirt bothered me. And why would he go

me? He was nice

I just had to reward him by

a complete psycho.

still

after I confessed that I

after my confession?

that I didn‘t think I would be able to

it possible that he did bounce

trying to

of

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore

made tonight, though.

Why

that I have

him? He was dangerous

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

made me feel things that

hold of myself before

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my

I step inside, my parents are already

can‘t imagine what they have been

time; even though they did this just for me to

it was the first time they‘d

to attend a party. They must

trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

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I tell them that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

them deal with me to end

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

and I try to think

party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

nothing to do with them,

times before. I can‘t just forget

in a day; it will take some time before I forgive them.”

can forgive them, I don‘t say

want them on my back every

this matter

to my room

mother looks to my father,

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my

to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

me almost lose my

I‘ve had many lovers in

had such soft

eyes,

her face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is

room

exotic red hair is

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