Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

and opens the door for me. “I understand.

hope you feel

her before

one except her saw me like that.

trusted her. Which was

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

myself onto the seat

my cheeks

Adam thought about me

a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

off his shirt in front of me,

is kiss his

was wrong with me? I was never

did things together, but we never went all

never felt the need to be

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe

to be in the same room

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

initiate anything; he was always the one to

touching me. I always went along with it until

was going too far, then I

get annoyed, but he never forced

things I had loved about

with Adam, however.

he had

wanted him to stop. I would

he wanted to do

point that

corner and hide

myself No one should have an

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have let him

he wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have so

me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his

help that it felt so good. His

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be able to

I groan against the

his rejection not enough for

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

afar? It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest

and remove his shirt in the

I still didn‘t understand how

bothered me. And why would he go

that trouble to please me? He was

it because of me, and I just had to reward

a complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did, so how did I know

my

think I would

possible that he did bounce into my

because he was trying to

of

that

I made

was wrong with me? Why did

like that? How is it that I have

was dangerous

heard about my entire life.

made me feel things that should

of myself

they would know that something terrible had

exit the limo and walk up to the gigantic

my arrival.

inside, my

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have

entire time; even though they did this

was the first time they‘d

to attend a party.

trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark prince’s

deal with me to end this

so red?”

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think

mother,” I try to

I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I

do with them, just like

before. I can‘t just

in a day; it will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room

father,

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

onto the chair

chest to

kissing my naked chest; why

that one kiss from earlier?

red hair sprawled over my chest as

one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

me almost lose my f*****g mind.

many lovers

such

it. I close my eyes, and

she isn‘t here with me right now,

so clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

exotic red hair is begging

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