Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

in school. I hope

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

me like that. Even

her. Which was probably

 

enter the limousine

seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought about me

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that

his naked

was wrong with me?

Bryan and I did things together, but we never went

I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

no idea what happened back

be in the same

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

he was always the one to

I always went along with it until I thought

far, then I would

he never forced himself onto me; it

of the things I had loved

Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me back,

I would have let him do

wanted to do

frighten me to the point that I want to go in

and hide

myself No one should have an

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

I had loved

different with Adam, however. So,

had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

to the point that

hide... From myself. No one should have so

over me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His

and if I licked

I would probably be able to taste him.

me?” I groan against

rejection not enough for me to stop thinking

Why couldn‘t

him from afar? It was much easier back

I existed. Now, I‘ll always

kissed his chest without his

and remove

still didn‘t understand how he knew

bothered me. And why

please me? He was nice

I

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did, so

after my confession? I had

think I would be able

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

because he was trying to

the possibility of

think any of that will

I made

me? Why did I

is it that I have no

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

about my entire life. He was

feel things that should

needed to get a hold of myself

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my

inside, my parents are

I can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this just

and Bryan, it was the

me to attend a party. They must

trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I

with me to end this torture?

cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think

my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

to the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

them, just like I‘ve been

before. I can‘t just forget

take

I don‘t say

my back every

this matter

go to my room now?” I

father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt out

way, revealing my chest to her. I

kissing my naked chest; why

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

my chest as her soft

simple

lose my f*****g mind.

had many lovers in the past, but no

had such

it. I close my eyes, and it

she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

is begging me to touch

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