Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

and opens the door for me.

in school. I hope you feel better,

and thank her before finally escaping.

like that.

her. Which was probably not

 

the limousine waiting

the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

in front of me, and the first

is kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me? I was never like

and I did things together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

be in the same room with

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not

initiate anything; he was always

I always went along with it

going too far, then I would stop him

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

of the things I had loved

with Adam,

if he had only touched me

stop. I would have let him

he wanted to

the point that I want to go

and hide

No one should

 

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

things I had loved

different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

him to stop. I would have let him

wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I

From myself. No

power over me. No

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

doesn‘t help that it felt

smoother than it looked, and if

I would probably be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan against

rejection not enough for

this? Why couldn‘t I

him from afar? It was

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without his permission.

go and remove his shirt

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how much

bothered me. And why would he

me? He was

of me, and I

complete psycho.

still love

I did,

really felt after my confession? I had so many

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

did bounce into my

he was trying to protect me? My

the possibility of that

think any of that will matter anymore

made tonight, though.

wrong with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that I have no control

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

I‘ve heard about my entire life.

me feel things that

of myself

terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being

limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my arrival.

step inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been

though they did this just for me to

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

party.

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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I tell them that I kissed

deal with me to end

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

try to think of

I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him.

them, just like I‘ve

before. I can‘t just

it will take some time before I forgive

I don‘t say this

on my back every

this matter

go to my room

mother looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

naked chest; why can‘t

one kiss from earlier?

my chest as

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g

soft? I‘ve had many lovers

such

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes

see her face; she isn‘t here

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

hair is

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