Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

and opens the door for me.

school. I hope you feel

before finally

saw me like that.

her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

Adam

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

of me, and the first thing that

is kiss his

was wrong with me? I was never

and I did things together, but

the need to be close to him the

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there,

to be in the same room

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to

me. I always went along with it until I thought

I would

never forced

of the things I had loved about

Adam, however.

if he had only touched me back,

stop. I

wanted to do with

frighten me to the point that

corner and hide

No one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced

one of the things I had loved about

with Adam,

if he had only

to stop. I would have let him

wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to

From myself. No one should

power over me. No

never forget

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

than it looked, and if I licked my lips

would probably be

with me?” I groan

for me to

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

from afar? It was much

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

his chest without his

go and remove his shirt

understand how he knew how much the

bothered me. And why would he go

please me? He was nice

it because of me, and I

complete

you still

confessed that I

after my confession? I

would be

possible that he did bounce into

because he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

just the possibility of that being

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after

made tonight, though.

with me? Why did I

like that? How is it that I

was dangerous indeed, but not

heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

he made me feel things that

to get a hold of myself before

like this, they would know that something terrible had

the limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my arrival.

I step inside, my parents are already

can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this just for me to

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time

me to attend a party. They

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I tell them that I kissed

deal with me to

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think

mother,” I try to explain.

the environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

nothing to do with them, just

can‘t just forget what they

will take some time before I forgive

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to my room

my father,

ahead.” 

shut the door

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my

the way, revealing my chest to her.

my naked chest;

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g

many lovers in

had such

my eyes, and it somehow makes it

her face; she isn‘t here with me right

so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to

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