Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but

the door for me.

I hope you feel

before finally escaping.

saw me like that.

her. Which was probably not the

 

I enter the limousine

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

his shirt in front of me, and

kiss his naked chest?

wrong with me? I was

and I did things together, but

the need to be close

still have no idea what happened back

never want to be in the

again

I‘ve done things with

initiate anything; he was always the one to start kissing

always went along with it until I thought

far, then I would stop

get annoyed, but he never forced

of the things I had

Adam,

he had only

stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want

corner and

myself No one should

 

he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved

Adam, however. So,

only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with

frighten me to the point that I want to go

and hide... From myself. No one

me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

that it felt so good. His

it looked, and if I licked my

I would probably be able to taste

with me?” I groan against

not enough for me to stop thinking

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

was much easier back then when

Now, I‘ll always be the

chest without his

to go and remove

I still didn‘t understand how he

bothered me. And

to please me? He was

because of me, and I just had

complete

you still

I confessed that I did, so how did I know

my confession?

that I didn‘t think I would

that he did bounce

trying to protect me? My heart

the possibility of that being

any of that

made tonight, though.

me? Why

like that? How is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

my entire life. He

he made me feel things that should be illegal.

get a hold of myself before

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

my

inside, my

I can‘t imagine

entire time; even though they did this

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

party. They must have been crazy

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to

your cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

and I try to think

mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer

them, just

just forget what they did

day; it will take some time before

ever can forgive them, I

want them on my back every

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room

father,

ahead.” 

shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

my chest to her. I

my naked chest;

one kiss from

sprawled over my

one simple touch, one f*****g

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

had many lovers in the past, but no

such

eyes,

here with me right now, but

see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

hair is begging me

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