Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

the door for me. “I understand.

in school. I hope you feel

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

me like that. Even though I barely

her. Which was probably

 

the limousine

myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

Adam thought

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

in front of me, and the first

kiss his naked

with me? I was

did things together, but we never went all

I‘ve never felt the need

still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

to be in the same room

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not

he was always the one

along with it

far, then I

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

I had

Adam, however. So, so

had only

have wanted him to stop. I would

he wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

corner and

one

 

get annoyed, but he never forced himself

I had loved

Adam,

had only touched me back, I

I would have

to do with me.

me to the point that I want to go

From myself.

over me. No

I‘ll never forget his reaction to

help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my

be able to

I groan

not enough for me to stop

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

from afar? It was

existed. Now, I‘ll always be

chest without his permission.

have to go and remove his shirt in the first

didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

his shirt bothered me. And

that trouble to please me? He

me, and I just

a complete

still love him?‘

I did,

felt after my confession? I had so many

didn‘t think I would be

that he did bounce

to protect me? My

just the possibility of

that will

I made tonight,

Why did I have to do

is it that I

He was dangerous

about my entire life. He was dangerous

feel things that should be illegal.

get a hold of myself before I entered

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

walk up to the gigantic door that

upon my

step inside, my parents are already

I can‘t imagine what

they did this

it was the first time they‘d

a party.

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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I tell them that I kissed the

with me to

are your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I

do with them, just

before. I can‘t just

in a day; it will take some time

I don‘t say this to my

don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

go to

father, and

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

me onto the chair

to

chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

my chest

one simple touch, one

my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

such soft

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow

face; she isn‘t here with me

see her so clearly that it‘s

room

exotic red hair is

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