Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually

door for me. “I understand. We can talk

I hope

before

except her saw me like

Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for

onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about

a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

front of me, and the first thing

kiss his

the hell was wrong with me?

Bryan and I did things together, but

need to be close to him the

be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

to be in

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan

was always

I always went along with it until I thought

was going too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

annoyed, but he never forced himself

things I had loved

different with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched me

I would have

wanted to do

point that I want to

corner and hide

one should

 

he never forced himself

of the things I

with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched

stop. I would have let him

he wanted to do with me.

the point

myself. No one

over me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

than it looked, and if I licked

would probably be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan against

his rejection not enough for me to stop thinking

like this? Why couldn‘t

was much easier back then when

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest without his permission.

and remove his shirt

didn‘t understand how he knew how much

on his shirt bothered me. And

please me? He was nice enough to

it because of me, and I just had

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

I did, so how did I

really felt after my confession? I had

I would be

he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

because he was trying to protect me?

of that

that will

made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did

is it that I have

was dangerous

my entire life. He was dangerous

things that should

a hold of myself before

something terrible had

and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

can‘t imagine what they have

they did this just for me to

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

party.

trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the

deal with me to

your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

try to think of a lie.

I try to explain. “I‘m

the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

to do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

just forget what they did to

day; it will take some time

them, I don‘t say this to my parents

I don‘t want them on my back every single day over

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?”

my father, and they both

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

the chair and

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

chest;

kiss from

red hair sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

It was one simple touch, one f*****g

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

many lovers in the

had such soft

close my eyes, and

see her face; she isn‘t here with

see her so clearly that it‘s

room

hair is begging

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