Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

the door for me. “I understand. We can

hope

and thank her before finally escaping.

like that. Even though I barely

I trusted her. Which

 

limousine

the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

his shirt in front of me, and the

his naked

hell was wrong with me? I was

did things together,

and I‘ve never felt the need to be

idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

never want to be in

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not

he was always the one

went along with it

far, then I would stop

annoyed, but he never forced

one of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

had only

have wanted him to stop. I would have

he wanted to do with

point that

corner and hide

one should

 

never forced himself onto

the things I

was different with Adam,

had only touched me back,

to stop. I would have

to do

point that I want to

and hide... From myself.

power over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and

would probably be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I groan against

rejection not enough for me to

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

It was much easier

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest without

have to go and remove his shirt in

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much

his shirt bothered me. And why would

trouble to please me? He was nice enough to

because of me, and I just had to reward him

a complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I did, so how did I know

really felt after my confession? I had so

would be able to sleep

did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

to

possibility of that

don‘t think any of that

made

me? Why did I have

is it that

He was dangerous indeed,

entire

made me feel things that should be

needed to get a hold of

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and

and walk up to the gigantic door that

my arrival.

step inside, my

imagine

did this just for me

it was the

a party. They must

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

tell them that I kissed

and let them deal with me to end

your cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

them, just

times before. I can‘t just forget what they

in a day; it will take some time before I forgive

ever can forgive them, I

want them on my back

this matter

to my room now?” I

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

the door as

the bed 

 

chair and places my shirt out

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when she

kissing my naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

my chest

one simple

lose my

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the

had such

my eyes,

face; she isn‘t here with

still see her so clearly that it‘s

room

exotic red hair is begging me to

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