Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

hope you feel better,

before finally escaping. Hopefully,

one except her saw me like

I trusted her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for me

onto the seat

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

off his shirt in front of me, and the first

his naked chest?

was wrong with me? I was never like that

things together, but we never went

need to be close to him the

no idea what happened back there, but

never want to be in the same room

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

was always the one to

touching me. I always went along with it until I

I would stop

never forced himself onto

the things I had loved about

with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me

I would have

he wanted to do

me to the point that

and hide

one

 

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved about

different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched

him to stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I want to go in

corner and hide... From myself.

over me. No

never forget his reaction

help that it felt so

and if I

be

me?” I groan

rejection not enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just

was much easier back then

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

his chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove

understand how he

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he

trouble to please me? He was

I just had

a complete

you still love him?‘

I did,

my confession? I had so many

would be

it possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

because he was trying to protect me? My heart

possibility of that

any of that will

I made tonight,

me? Why did I have to do

like that? How is it that I have

was dangerous indeed, but not for the

I‘ve heard about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that should be illegal.

needed to get a hold of myself before I

me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for

limo and walk up to the

my

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

they did this just

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

me to attend a party. They

what trouble

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tell...

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tell them that I kissed the dark

them deal with me

are your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

try to

was my first party, mother,” I try

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all they‘re

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

before. I can‘t just

it will take some time before I forgive them.”

can forgive them, I don‘t say this

on my

this matter

go to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as

the bed 

 

chair and

chest to her.

my naked chest; why can‘t these

kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

my chest as

one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How

I‘ve had many lovers in

such

close my eyes, and it somehow makes

here with

clearly that it‘s like she is

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me to

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