Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

opens the door for me. “I

I hope you feel better,

her before finally

except her saw me like that. Even though

Abigail, I trusted her. Which

 

the limousine waiting

seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought about

lunatic for pulling a

front of me,

his naked chest?

was wrong with me?

did things together, but we

never felt the need to be

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

be in the same room

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan

was always

along with it until I

then I would stop him immediately.

he never

one of the things I had loved

Adam, however. So, so

had only touched

stop. I would have let

to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go in

and hide

No one should

 

get annoyed, but he never

of the things I had

with Adam,

had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have

to do with me.

me to the point

From myself.

over me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his

it felt so good. His

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

probably be

wrong with me?” I groan

his rejection not enough for me

couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was much easier back then

didn‘t know that I existed. Now,

chest without his

to go and remove his shirt

how

shirt bothered me. And why

me?

and I

complete

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so how

he really felt after my confession? I had so many

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

possible that he did bounce

because he was trying to protect me? My heart

possibility of that being

think any of that will matter anymore after

I made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did

that? How is it that I have

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not

my entire life. He was dangerous

made me feel things that should

to get a hold of myself before I entered

terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right

limo and walk up to

my

step inside, my parents

I can‘t imagine what they

they did

and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

me to attend a party. They

what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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tell them that I kissed the

and let them deal with

cheeks so

suspiciously

and I try to think

mother,” I try to explain.

to the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him.

to do with them, just

I can‘t just forget what

will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to my

to my father, and

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

chest to her.

kissing my naked chest; why

one kiss from earlier? I kept

over my chest as her

It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my f*****g mind. How

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow

face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

clearly that it‘s

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch it,

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