Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

the door for me. “I understand. We can

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

before finally escaping.

me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

limousine

drop myself onto the seat

my cheeks

what Adam thought

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

takes off his shirt in front of

is kiss his naked chest?

me? I was never

Bryan and I did things together, but we

the need to be close to him the

I still have no idea what

be in

again

things with

always

went along with it until I

then I would

annoyed, but he never forced himself

the things I

Adam, however. So,

he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

to do

point that I want to go in

and hide

one

 

but he never forced himself

one of the things I

Adam, however.

only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would

to do with

frighten me to the point that I want to go in

and hide... From myself. No one should

me. No

never forget his reaction to me

that it felt so good.

smoother than it looked, and

would probably be able to taste him.

I groan

enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I

from afar? It was much

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

kissed his chest without

have to go and remove his shirt

how

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

please me? He was nice enough to

and I just had to reward him

complete

you still

else after I confessed that I did, so

felt after my confession? I

I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

he did bounce into my

was trying to protect

just the possibility of

any of that will

made

Why did

that? How is it that I have no control

was dangerous indeed, but not for the

entire life. He was dangerous

made me feel things that should

hold of myself before I entered

know that something terrible had happened,

limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

step inside, my parents

I can‘t imagine what they

though they did

Bryan, it was

a party.

worry about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I

let them deal with

your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

try to think of a

first party, mother,” I try to explain.

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

them, just like I‘ve been

before. I can‘t just forget

will take some time

can forgive them, I don‘t say this

want them on my back every

this matter

go to my room

my father, and

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

to her. I go rigid

chest; why can‘t these

from earlier?

red hair sprawled over my chest as

one simple

lose my

many lovers

had such

eyes, and it somehow makes it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

exotic red hair is begging

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