Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

the door for me. “I understand. We can

school. I hope you

before finally escaping.

like that. Even though I

trusted her. Which

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought

a lunatic for pulling a stunt

in front of me,

kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I was never

Bryan and I did things together, but we never

need to be close to him

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I

never want to be in the same room with

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

he was always the one to start kissing

I always went along with it until I thought

going too far, then I would stop him immediately.

annoyed, but he never forced himself

of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So,

if he had only touched me

to stop. I would have let him

to do with

point that I want

and

one should have

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

the things I

Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

to do with me.

the point that I

corner and hide... From myself. No

over me.

I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

It doesn‘t help that it felt

than it looked, and if I

be

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

for me to stop thinking

couldn‘t

It was much easier back then when

that I existed. Now, I‘ll

kissed his chest without his

have to go and remove

didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

that trouble to please me? He was

of me, and I just had to reward him

complete psycho.

still love him?‘

that I did, so how did I know

after my

think I would be

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

trying to protect me? My heart warms

the possibility of that

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after the

I made tonight, though.

was wrong with me? Why did I have

How is it that I have no control over my

dangerous indeed, but

my entire

things that should be illegal.

to get a hold of myself before

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

the limo and walk up to the

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

entire time; even though they did

and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

a party. They must have

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I kissed

deal with me to end

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him.

with them, just like I‘ve

times before. I can‘t just

it will take

I don‘t

my back every single

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to

to my father, and they

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

way, revealing my chest to her. I go

chest; why can‘t these

kiss from

hair sprawled over my chest

one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g

many lovers in the

had such soft

my eyes, and it somehow makes

here with me

it‘s like

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging

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