Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually

for me. “I

I hope you feel

thank her before finally

saw me like that. Even

I trusted her. Which was

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

imagine what Adam

lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

in front of me, and the first thing that

kiss his

the hell was wrong with me? I was

Bryan and I did things together, but we

never felt the need to be close to him

idea what happened back there, but

never want to be in the

again

with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to start kissing

always went along with it until I

was going too far, then I would

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So, so

if he had only

to stop. I

wanted to do with

to the point that I want to go in

and hide

one

 

he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved about him.

Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me

I would have let

he wanted to do

to the point that I want to go

myself. No one should have so

over me.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

It doesn‘t help that it felt so

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked my

be able to taste

with me?” I groan against the seat.

not enough for me to stop thinking

this? Why couldn‘t I have

afar? It was much easier back then

Now,

his chest without his permission.

and remove his shirt in

how he knew how much

his shirt bothered me. And why would he

please me? He was nice enough to

of me, and I just had

a complete

still

confessed that I did, so how did

after my

that I didn‘t think I would be

did bounce

trying to protect me? My heart

possibility of

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after the

made

wrong with me? Why did I

is it that I have no control over my

He was dangerous indeed, but not

entire life. He

feel things that should

hold of myself before I entered

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already

can‘t imagine

though they did this just for me to

it was the first

attend a party. They must have been crazy

worry about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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I kissed the

with me to end this

are your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

I try to

first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

the environment; I guess

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

them, just like I‘ve been

can‘t just forget what they

in a day; it will take some

forgive them, I don‘t

don‘t want them on my back every single day over

this matter

go to my room

to my father,

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and

my chest to

naked chest; why can‘t

kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

hair sprawled over my chest

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

me almost lose my

had many lovers in the past, but

such soft lips.

my eyes,

isn‘t here with me right now, but

that it‘s like she

room

hair is begging me to touch it,

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