Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

in school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

her before finally escaping.

her saw me like that. Even

her. Which

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

seat

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me

I‘m a lunatic for pulling

front of me, and the

kiss his naked

hell was wrong with me? I was never

did things together, but we never went

never felt the need

idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

want to be in

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan

anything; he was always

went along with it

was going too far, then I would stop him immediately.

he never forced himself onto me; it

I had loved about

different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only

to stop. I would have

to do with

me to the point that I want

corner and

No one

 

never forced

the things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me back, I

stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

point

From myself. No one should have so

me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

than it looked, and if I licked my lips

would probably be able

with me?” I groan against the seat.

not enough for me

this? Why couldn‘t I have just

It was much

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

his chest

go and remove his shirt in the

how he knew how much

And why

that trouble to please me? He

me, and I just had to reward him

complete

you still love

else after I confessed that I

he really felt after my confession? I

that I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep tonight.

that he did bounce into

he was trying to

of that being

that will matter anymore after the

made

wrong with me? Why did I

like that? How is it that

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for

heard about my entire life.

things that

needed to get a hold of myself before I

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right

and walk up to

upon my arrival.

inside, my parents are already

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d

party. They must have been

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

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that I

them deal with me to end this

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

and I try to think of a

party, mother,” I

environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

nothing to do with them,

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget

will take some time before

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

want them on my

this matter

go to my room now?” I

my father, and they both

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when she

kissing my naked chest; why

from earlier? I kept

my

simple touch, one f*****g touch,

almost lose my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the

had such

I close my eyes, and it somehow

here with

clearly that it‘s like she

room

red hair is begging me to touch it,

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