Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually

the door for me. “I understand.

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for

the seat

my cheeks

what Adam thought about me now.

feel that I‘m a lunatic for

shirt in front of me,

is kiss his naked

me? I was never like

and I did things together, but we never

need

I still have no idea what

be in the same room

again

I‘ve done things with

was always the one to

always went along with it

then I would stop him

never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

he had only

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him

wanted to

frighten me to the point that I want to go in

and hide

No one should

 

never forced

things I had loved

with Adam, however. So, so

he had only

him to stop. I would

to do

me to the point that

myself.

me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

It doesn‘t help that it felt

looked, and if I licked my lips right

be able to

I groan against

his rejection not enough for me

couldn‘t I have just stuck

from afar? It was much easier back then

know that I existed. Now,

kissed his chest without

go and remove his shirt in the first

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how much

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he

that trouble to please me? He was nice

and I just had to

complete psycho.

still

confessed that I did, so

felt after my confession? I had

I would be able to sleep tonight.

that he did bounce into my

he was trying to protect

possibility of

any of that will

made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did I

like that? How is it that

dangerous

entire life.

made me feel things that

get a hold of myself before

something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them right now.

walk up

upon my

I step inside, my parents

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

entire time; even though they did this just for

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

to attend a party. They must have been

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

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tell them that I

them deal with me

so red?”

suspiciously

and I try to think of a lie.

mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

them, just like I‘ve been telling

I can‘t just forget what

will take some time before I forgive

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

don‘t want them on my back every

this matter

to

my father, and

ahead.” 

the door as soon

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt

the way, revealing my chest to her.

kissing my naked chest; why

kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

sprawled over my chest as

one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

my f*****g mind. How

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

such soft lips.

my eyes, and

here with me right now, but

that it‘s like

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me

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