Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods her

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

hope you feel better,

and thank her before finally escaping.

me like that. Even though I

I trusted her. Which was probably not the

 

enter the limousine

drop myself onto the seat

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like

off his shirt in front of me, and

his naked

me? I was never like that

together, but we never went all

never felt the need to be close to

have no idea what happened back there, but

would never want to be in the

again

things with Bryan not once did |

always

touching me. I always went along with

was going too far, then I would

annoyed, but he never

I had

was different with Adam, however.

had only touched

to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with

to the point that I

and hide

No one

 

but he never forced

I had loved about him.

Adam,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

have wanted him to stop. I would have

wanted to do

to the point

corner and hide... From myself.

over me. No one.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and if I

probably be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I groan against

enough for me

Why couldn‘t I have just

from afar? It was much

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

his chest without his

to go and remove his shirt in the first

I still didn‘t understand how

shirt bothered me. And why

me? He was nice

and I just had to reward

complete

still

confessed that I did, so how

after my

would be able

that he did

trying to protect me? My

of

of that will matter anymore after

made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did I have

that

was dangerous indeed, but not for

I‘ve heard about my entire

things

a hold of myself before I

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for

exit the limo and walk up to the

upon my arrival.

moment I step inside, my

imagine what they

entire time; even though they did this just

Aria and Bryan, it was

party. They must have been

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to end this torture?

your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

try to

I try

environment; I guess

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me. Of course,

concerned about 

me, yes,”

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

before. I can‘t just forget what they

a day; it will take some time before

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t

them on my back every single day

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my

looks to my father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

the door as soon as

the bed 

 

onto the chair and

to

naked chest;

that one kiss from earlier? I kept

hair sprawled over my chest as her

was one simple touch, one

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes

her face; she isn‘t here

so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging me

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