Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

in school. I hope you feel

before finally escaping.

saw me like

her. Which was probably not the

 

the limousine waiting outside for

drop myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

for pulling

his shirt in front of me, and the

kiss his

with me? I was never

and I did things together, but

never felt the need to be close to

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened

in the same

again

times I‘ve done things with

was always

along with it until I thought

too far, then I would

get annoyed, but he never forced himself

one of the things I

different with Adam, however. So, so

he had

I would have

wanted to

point that I want to go in

and hide

No one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself

one of the things I had loved

with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would have

to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go in

myself. No one should have so

power over me. No

forget his reaction

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His

and if I

would probably be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan against the

not enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have

It was much easier

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest without his permission.

and

how he knew how much

And why would he go

please me? He was nice enough to

because of me, and I just

complete

still

after I confessed that I did, so how did

after my

that I didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

that he did bounce

he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

just the possibility of

of that will matter anymore after

made tonight,

me? Why did I have to do

like that? How is it that

was dangerous indeed, but not for the

entire

made me feel things that should

of myself

know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

my parents

I can‘t imagine

time; even though they did this just for

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d

attend a party.

trouble

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I tell them that I

let them deal with me to end this torture?

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of

I try to explain. “I‘m

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve been

times before. I can‘t just forget what

take some time before I forgive

them, I

want them on my

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room

mother looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places

way, revealing my chest to her. I go

naked chest; why

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

red hair sprawled over my chest as

It was one simple

my f*****g

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such

close my eyes, and

isn‘t here with me right

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

messy yet exotic red hair is

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