Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

for me. “I understand.

I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

and thank her before

except her saw me like that. Even

I trusted her. Which was probably

 

limousine waiting outside for

the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me now.

for pulling a stunt like that.

of me, and the first thing

his naked

me? I

Bryan and I did things together,

felt the need to be close

still have no idea what happened back there, but

to be in the same room

again

things with Bryan not once

he was always the one to start kissing

me. I always went along

far, then I would stop him

but he never forced

one of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me

I would

to do

the point that I

corner and hide

myself No one should

 

but he never forced himself

I had loved about him.

Adam, however.

had only touched me back, I

him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

hide... From myself. No one should have

me.

never forget

help that it felt so good. His skin was

than it looked, and if

would probably be able

me?” I groan against the

his rejection not enough for

couldn‘t I

was much easier

I existed. Now, I‘ll always

chest

to go and remove his shirt in

understand how he knew how much

his shirt bothered me. And why would he

please me?

I just had to reward

a complete psycho.

you still love

confessed that I did, so how did

really felt after my confession?

think I would be able

he did bounce

he was trying to protect me?

the possibility of that being true.

think any of that will matter

I made tonight,

wrong with me? Why did

is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed,

heard about my entire life. He was dangerous

made me feel things that should be

get a hold of myself before I

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being

up to the gigantic door that

upon my

inside, my parents are already there

me. I can‘t imagine what they

though they did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d ever

attend a party. They must have been crazy

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I

deal with me

cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think

party, mother,” I

environment; I guess

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I answer him.

to do with them,

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they

it will take

forgive them, I don‘t say this to

don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

I go to

my father, and

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as

the bed 

 

the chair and places my

my chest to her. I go rigid

naked chest; why can‘t

one kiss from earlier?

my chest as

simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

lovers in the past, but

such

my eyes, and it somehow makes

here with me

still see her so clearly that it‘s like

room

red hair is

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