Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern

opens the door for me.

in school. I hope

thank her before finally

except her saw me like that. Even

I trusted her. Which

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for me

the seat with tears

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

lunatic for pulling a stunt like

front of me, and

is kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I was never like

things together, but we never went all

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back

want to be in the same room with me

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan

initiate anything; he was always the one to start kissing

always went along with it until I

too far, then I

he never forced himself onto me; it

things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

stop. I would have let him do

to

to the point that I want to go

and hide

No one should have an

 

never forced

of the things I

with Adam, however. So,

only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

the point that I want

From myself.

me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his

it felt so good.

smoother than it looked, and

I would probably be

wrong with me?” I groan against the

enough for

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

It was much easier back then when

know that I existed. Now, I‘ll

chest without

to go and remove his shirt in

how he

his shirt bothered me. And why would he

trouble to please me?

me, and I just had to reward him

complete

still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did I know

felt after my confession? I

didn‘t think I would be able to sleep tonight.

that he did bounce into

was trying to protect

just the possibility of that being true.

think any of that will matter anymore after

made

was wrong with me? Why did I have

like that? How is it that

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but

I‘ve heard about my entire

he made me feel things that should be

a hold of myself

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

exit the limo and walk up to the

my arrival.

I step inside, my parents

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

did this just for me to

and Bryan, it was the first

a party.

about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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tell them that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

let them deal with me to end this

so red?” My

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of a

I try to explain.

guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget

take some time before I

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

don‘t want them on my back every single day over

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?”

mother looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt

my chest to her. I go rigid when she

naked chest;

that one kiss from earlier? I

over my chest as

one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my f*****g

I‘ve had many lovers

had such soft

close my eyes,

isn‘t here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is begging me to

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