Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

in school. I hope

and thank her before

her saw me like that. Even though I barely

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably

 

limousine

myself onto the seat with

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

takes off his shirt in front of me, and

kiss his

with me? I

together, but we

the need to be close to him the

have no idea what

in the same room

again

with Bryan not once did

was always the one to start

went along with it until I thought

was going too far, then I would stop

annoyed, but he never forced

things I

with Adam, however.

if he had only touched

him to stop. I would have let him

to do

point

corner and

one

 

he never forced himself onto

things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however. So,

had only touched me

I would have let him

he wanted to do

point that I

hide... From myself. No one

over me. No one.

never forget his reaction to me

that it felt so good. His skin was

looked, and if I licked my lips right

I would probably be able

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

enough for me to stop

couldn‘t

from afar? It was much easier back then when

that I existed. Now, I‘ll

chest without his

did he have to go and

how he knew

his shirt bothered me. And

trouble to please me? He was nice enough to

I just had to reward

complete

you still

after I confessed that I

he really felt after my confession? I

think I would be able to

he did bounce into

because he was trying to protect me?

possibility of that being true.

think any of that

made

Why did I have to do

it that I

He was dangerous indeed,

about my entire life. He was

made me feel things that

get a hold of myself before I entered my

know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

up to the gigantic door that

upon my arrival.

my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what

time; even though they did

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

to attend a party. They must

worry about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

that I kissed the

deal with me to end this

so red?”

suspiciously

try to think of a

first party, mother,” I try to

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him.

with them, just

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did

day; it will take some

them, I don‘t say

my back

this matter

to my room

looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it

the bed 

 

chair and places my

to her.

my naked chest; why can‘t

from earlier? I kept seeing her

sprawled over my chest as

one simple touch, one f*****g

lose my f*****g mind. How were they

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

had such

eyes,

isn‘t here with me right now, but

see her so clearly that it‘s

room

red hair is begging

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