Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but

the door for me. “I understand. We

I hope you

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

me like that.

Which

 

limousine

myself onto the seat

my cheeks

what Adam thought about

for pulling a stunt like that.

his shirt in front of me,

is kiss his naked chest?

the hell was wrong with me? I was

Bryan and I did things together,

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

tonight. I still have no idea what happened

in the same

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to

went along with

far, then I would stop him

but he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved about

Adam,

Tonight, if he had

stop. I

he wanted to do with me.

to the point that I want to go in

and

one should have an

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved about

different with Adam, however. So,

had only touched

to stop. I would have

he wanted to do with

me to the point that I want

hide... From myself. No one should have

me. No

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

and if I licked my

would probably be able

I groan against

rejection not enough for me to

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

It was much easier back

that I existed. Now,

his chest without

to go and remove his shirt

still didn‘t understand how he knew how

bothered me. And why would

trouble to please me? He was nice enough

of me, and I just

complete psycho.

still

I did,

my confession? I had so

think I would be

did bounce

to protect me?

just the possibility of that being true.

don‘t think any of that

I made tonight,

with me? Why did I have to

How is it that I have no control over

around him? He was dangerous indeed, but not

heard about my entire life.

made me feel things that should be illegal.

of myself

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had

walk up to

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are

can‘t imagine what they have been

time; even though they did this

was the first time

to attend a party.

trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed the

let them deal with me to end

are your cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

I try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

nothing to do with them, just

can‘t just

it will take some time

can forgive them, I don‘t say this

my

this matter

Can I go to my

to my father, and

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt

chest to her. I

naked chest; why can‘t these kisses

that one kiss from earlier?

sprawled over my chest as her soft

was one simple touch, one

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

had many lovers in the

had such soft

eyes,

face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

hair is begging me

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