Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

hope you feel

and thank her before finally

saw me like that. Even though

trusted her. Which was

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about

feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

off his shirt in front of me,

kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I was never

Bryan and I did things together, but we never

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to

still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say that

want to be in the

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did

always

always went along

going too far, then I would stop him

but he never

things I had

with Adam, however.

he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I

he wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

and

myself No one

 

never

the things I had

was different with Adam,

he had only touched

stop. I would have

to do with

me to the point that I want to go in

myself. No one

power over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

smoother than it looked, and if I licked

be able to taste

I groan against

rejection not enough for me to stop thinking

like this? Why couldn‘t

him from afar? It was much easier

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

chest without his permission.

did he have to go and remove his shirt in the

understand how he knew how much the

on his shirt bothered me. And why

please me? He was nice

and I just had to reward

complete psycho.

still love

I confessed that I did, so

after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to sleep

did

trying to protect me? My heart warms

the possibility of

any of that will matter anymore

made

wrong with me? Why did

How is it that I

was dangerous indeed, but

about my entire life. He was dangerous

feel things

needed to get a hold of

this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

limo and walk up to the gigantic door that

my

my parents are already there

can‘t imagine what they

entire time; even though they did

it was the first time they‘d ever

attend a party. They must have been crazy

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

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I tell them that I kissed the dark

deal with me to

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think

I

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

me.

concerned about 

yes,” I

them,

can‘t just forget

in a day; it will take some time

them, I don‘t say this to my parents

don‘t want them on my

this matter

I go to my room now?” I

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

the chair and

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

my naked chest;

one kiss from earlier?

my chest as her

simple touch,

my f*****g mind.

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

such

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

isn‘t here with me right

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is

room

is begging me to touch it,

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