Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually

the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope you feel better,

thank her before

except her saw me like that. Even though

I trusted her. Which was probably not

 

I enter the limousine

myself onto the seat with tears

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

in front of me, and the first

kiss his naked

hell was wrong with me? I

together, but we never went all

the need to be

have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

would never want to be in

again

I‘ve done things with Bryan not once

always the one to start kissing

touching me. I always went along with it until I thought

far, then I would stop

never forced himself onto me; it

one of the things I had loved

Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had

stop. I would have let him do

to do

the point that I want to go in

corner and hide

No one

 

never forced himself onto me;

I had loved about

Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only

I would have let him do

wanted to do with me.

the point that I want to

and hide... From myself. No one should have so

over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget

help that it felt so good. His skin was

looked, and if I

be able to taste him.

with me?” I groan

for

Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was much easier back

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be

chest without his

go and remove his shirt in the first

still didn‘t understand how

bothered me. And why would he go

that trouble to please me? He was nice enough

of me, and I just had to reward

complete

you still love

else after I confessed that I did, so

after my confession?

that I didn‘t think I would

it possible that he did bounce into my

trying to protect

possibility of

that will matter anymore after

made tonight, though.

wrong with me? Why did I have to

it that I

He was dangerous indeed,

my entire life.

things that

needed to get a hold of myself before I entered my

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my

step inside, my parents are

can‘t imagine what they have

entire time; even though they did this just

and Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

attend a party. They must have

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

deal with

your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

me. Of course, they

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

can‘t just forget

in a day; it will take some time

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t

don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

I go to my room now?”

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places

to her. I go rigid

chest; why can‘t these

one kiss from

sprawled over my

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my f*****g mind.

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the

such

I close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in the

room

hair is begging me to

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