Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope

before

me like that. Even

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

limousine

onto the seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought

lunatic for pulling a stunt

front of me, and the

his naked

was wrong with me? I was

Bryan and I did things together, but we never

need to be

have no idea

to be in the

again

the times I‘ve done things with

was always

touching me. I always went along with

then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced himself

I had

was different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had

have wanted him to stop. I

wanted to do with me.

to the point that

and

myself No one should have an

 

he never forced himself

things I had loved

Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

stop. I would

to do

thoughts frighten me to the point

myself. No one should have so

power over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

doesn‘t help that it felt

lot smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

I would probably be able to taste him.

I groan against

his rejection not enough for

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

afar? It was much easier back

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always

his chest without

and remove his shirt in the first

didn‘t understand how he

me. And

that trouble to please me? He was nice enough

I just had to

complete psycho.

you still love him?‘

else after I confessed that I did,

felt after my confession? I had

would be able

it possible that he did bounce into my

trying to protect

just the possibility of that being true.

think any of that

I made tonight,

with me? Why did

is it that I have no control over my

He was dangerous indeed, but

about my entire life.

things that should be

needed to get a hold of

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up

limo and walk up

my arrival.

step inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what

though they did this just

was

party. They must have been crazy

what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

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I kissed

and let them deal with

your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

and I try

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,”

nothing to do with them, just like

can‘t just forget what they did

in a day; it will take some time

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

I don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

I go to my room now?” I

my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

the door

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places

way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

naked chest; why

to that one kiss from earlier? I

sprawled over my chest

me. It was one simple

made me almost lose my f*****g

I‘ve had many lovers

had such

eyes, and

isn‘t here with me

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she

room

is begging me to

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