Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

for me. “I understand. We can

in school. I hope you

and thank her before finally

her saw me like that. Even though I barely

her. Which was probably not

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought

for pulling a stunt

of me, and the first thing

is kiss his naked chest?

wrong with me? I

things together, but we

felt the need to

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

be in the

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

anything; he was always

touching me. I always went along with it until I

was going too far, then I would stop

never forced

I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

had only touched me

him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with me.

point that I want to

and

No one should have an

 

but he never forced

the things I had loved about

different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

stop. I would have

wanted to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want

myself.

me. No

I‘ll never forget his

it felt so

it looked, and if I licked my

would probably be

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

his rejection not enough for me

couldn‘t I have just

was much easier

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

kissed his chest without

go and remove his shirt in the first

didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

me. And why would

me? He was

of me, and I

a complete

still love him?‘

I

after my

think I would be able to

he did bounce into my

he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that being

that will matter

I made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did

is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but not

my entire life.

feel things that should

hold of myself before I

that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

limo and walk up to the gigantic door

upon my

inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine

time; even though they did

and Bryan, it was the

a party.

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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I tell them that I kissed the dark prince’s

them deal with me to end this

cheeks so

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

questions me. Of

concerned about 

yes,”

do with them, just like I‘ve

just forget what they did

will take some time before I

them, I don‘t

I don‘t want them on my back every

this matter

to my room now?” I ask.

father, and they both sigh,

ahead.” 

I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places

chest to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest; why

one kiss from earlier? I

my chest as her soft

one simple touch, one

lose my

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

such

my eyes, and it somehow makes it

face; she isn‘t here with

clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

exotic red hair is begging me

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