Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

I hope you feel

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

her saw me like that. Even though I

I trusted her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for

seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that. A

off his shirt in front of me, and the first

his naked chest?

wrong with me? I was never like

Bryan and I did things together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be

have no idea what happened back there, but

be in the

again

things with Bryan not once did

always

always went along with it until

was going too far, then I would stop

he never

I had loved about him.

was different with Adam,

if he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I

wanted to

the point that

corner and hide

No one should have an

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

things I had loved about him.

different with Adam,

had only touched

wanted him to stop. I would

wanted to do with me.

point that I want

myself. No one should

me.

never forget his

help that it felt so good. His skin

lot smoother than it looked, and if I

would probably be able to taste

I groan against the

for me to stop thinking

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck

him from afar? It was much

didn‘t know that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without

he have to go and remove his

how he knew how much the

bothered me. And

trouble to please me? He was

because of me, and I just had to

complete

still love

after I confessed that I did, so how

after my

that I didn‘t think I would be able

that he did

he was trying to protect me? My heart

possibility of that being

that will matter anymore after

I made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why

How is it that I have no control over

He was dangerous

my entire life. He

made me feel things that should

a hold of myself

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

exit the limo and walk up

upon my

step inside, my parents are

me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d ever

to attend a party. They must have been

trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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that I kissed the dark prince’s

deal with me to

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

I try to think of a

was my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m not

environment; I guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question;

concerned about 

yes,”

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget

a day; it will take some

can forgive them, I don‘t say

on my

this matter

I go to

mother looks to my father,

ahead.” 

towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

chair and places my shirt

my chest to her.

my naked chest; why can‘t these

kiss from earlier?

my chest as her soft

It was one simple

my f*****g mind. How were they

many lovers

such soft

my eyes, and it somehow

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

that it‘s like she is with

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging

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