Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern

door for me. “I understand. We can

school. I hope

her before finally

her saw me like that. Even though

Which was probably not the

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that

his

me? I was never like

and I did things together, but

and I‘ve never felt the need to

I still have no idea

be in the same room with me

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once did |

he was always

along

far, then I would stop him immediately. He

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved

with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only

have wanted him to stop. I

wanted to

me to the point that I want

corner and hide

myself No one should

 

never

things I

different with Adam, however.

only

to stop. I would

to do with me.

me to the point that I want to

corner and hide... From myself.

over me.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to

that it felt so good.

than it looked, and if I licked my

I would probably be able

me?” I groan against the seat.

for me to

Why couldn‘t I

from afar? It was much easier

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

kissed his chest without his

to go and remove his

I still didn‘t understand how

on his shirt bothered me. And

trouble to please me?

of me, and I

a complete psycho.

you still

after I confessed that I did, so how did I

after my confession? I had so many

think I would be able to sleep tonight.

he did

because he was trying to protect

of that

of that will matter anymore after

I made tonight,

with me? Why did I have to do

that I have no control over my

dangerous indeed, but

about my entire life.

he made me feel things that should be illegal.

of myself before I entered

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had

limo and walk up to

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

they did

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time

party. They must

trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed

and let them deal with me to end

are your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of

my first party, mother,” I try

guess that‘s why

flustered.” 

speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him.

with them, just like I‘ve

can‘t just forget what they did

take some time

can forgive them, I don‘t say this

I don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

to my room now?”

my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

quietly excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I

the bed 

 

onto the chair

my chest to her. I go rigid

my naked chest; why

one kiss from earlier?

hair sprawled over my

me. It was one simple touch, one

almost lose my f*****g mind. How

lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft

close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is

room

red hair is begging me

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