Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods her

opens the door for me.

school. I hope you feel

and thank her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

one except her saw me like that. Even

Which was

 

limousine

myself onto the seat

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

feel that I‘m a lunatic for

of me,

is kiss his naked

was wrong with me? I

and I did things together, but we never went

never felt the need to be close to

I still have no idea what happened

never want to be in

again

the times I‘ve done things with

always the one to

went along

was going too far, then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced

the things I had loved about

Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

stop. I

to do with

me to the point that I want

and hide

one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

one of the things I had loved

with Adam, however.

if he had only touched me

stop. I would have let him do

to do with me.

to the point

corner and hide... From myself. No one should have

me. No

never forget his reaction to

It doesn‘t help that it

and

I would probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I groan against

not enough for me to stop

couldn‘t I

It was much easier back

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

chest

to go and remove his

didn‘t understand how he knew how

And why

trouble to please me? He was

and I just had to reward him

complete

you still love

that I did, so how did I

really felt after my confession? I had so

would be able to sleep

he did bounce into my

he was trying to protect

of that being true.

think any of that will matter anymore after

I made tonight,

me? Why

that

was dangerous indeed,

heard about my entire

me feel things that should be illegal.

needed to get a hold of

my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible

up

my

inside, my parents are already

can‘t imagine what they

did this just for

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time

attend a party. They must

what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I

with me to

so red?” My

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try

I try

to the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

me.

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer

with them, just like I‘ve been telling

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they

will take some time before I

forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

to my room now?”

looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

chair and

to her. I

naked chest;

one kiss from earlier? I kept

red hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

lovers in the past, but no one‘s

such soft

I close my eyes, and it somehow

isn‘t here with

see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

yet exotic red hair is begging

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