Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

me. “I

in school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

and thank her before finally escaping.

one except her saw me like that. Even though

her. Which was probably not the

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

onto the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

for pulling a stunt like that. A

in front of me, and the first thing

kiss his naked

wrong with me? I was never like

Bryan and I did things together, but we never went

way, and I‘ve never felt the need

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but

be in the same

again

done things with

was always the one

along with it until

was going too far, then I

but he never forced himself onto

of the things I had loved

with Adam, however. So, so

he had

I would have let

he wanted to do

point that

corner and

one should have an

 

he never forced himself onto

the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

to stop. I would have let him do

wanted to

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want

and hide... From myself. No one should have so

power over me. No

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

than it looked, and if

would probably be able to taste

wrong with me?” I groan against the

for me to

Why couldn‘t I have

him from afar? It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll always be the

chest without

did he have to go and remove his shirt in the first

still didn‘t understand how

me. And

me?

because of me, and I just had

a complete

still love

confessed that I did, so

after my confession? I

think I would be

that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

because he was trying to

the possibility of that being

think any of that

I made tonight,

wrong with me? Why did I have to

like that? How is it that I have no control

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not for the

about my entire life.

feel things

hold of myself before

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for

up to the gigantic

upon my

inside, my

can‘t imagine what they have been

though they did

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

attend a party. They

what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed the dark

them deal with

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

I try to think of a lie.

party, mother,” I

environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

to me, yes,” I

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve

I can‘t just forget

day; it will take some time before I

them, I don‘t say this to

I don‘t want them on my back every single day

this matter

to my room now?” I

mother looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

me onto the chair and places my shirt out

chest to her. I go rigid

my naked chest; why can‘t

kiss from

red hair sprawled over my chest as her

It was one simple touch, one f*****g

almost lose my f*****g mind.

many lovers in the

such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

exotic red hair is

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