Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern

the door for me. “I understand.

hope you feel better,

her before

except her saw me like

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

enter the limousine waiting outside

myself onto the seat

my cheeks

Adam

lunatic for pulling

shirt in front of me, and the first

kiss his

wrong with me? I was never like that

I did things together, but we never went

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him the

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

in

again

the times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once

anything; he was always the one to

always went along with

I would stop him immediately. He

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me; it

things I

Adam, however. So,

had only

wanted him to stop. I would

to do with me.

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

and hide

No one should have an

 

annoyed, but he never

of the things I had loved

Adam,

only

stop. I would

to do with me.

me to the point that I want to

hide... From myself.

me.

forget his reaction

doesn‘t help that it felt

and if

be able to taste

I groan

not enough for me to stop

Why couldn‘t I

from afar? It was much easier back then when

existed. Now,

his chest without his

and remove his shirt in the first

how

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he go through

trouble to please me? He was nice

me, and I just

complete

still love

else after I confessed that I did,

really felt after my confession? I had

that I didn‘t think I would be able

it possible that he did bounce into

to protect me? My

possibility of

of that will matter anymore after the

made tonight,

Why

is it that I

dangerous indeed,

about my entire life.

made me feel things

hold of myself

would know that something terrible had happened, and

walk up to the gigantic door that

my arrival.

inside, my parents are

I can‘t imagine what they have been thinking

time; even though they did this

and Bryan, it was

attend a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I kissed the dark prince’s

deal with

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

try

party, mother,” I try to explain.

the environment; I guess

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

nothing to do with them, just like

I can‘t just forget what they

take some time

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to my

my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door

the bed 

 

pushes me onto the chair and places my shirt

to her. I go

my naked chest; why can‘t these

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

It was one simple

made me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past,

had such soft

I close my eyes, and it somehow

face; she isn‘t here with me

so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

red hair is

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