Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

door for me. “I understand.

school. I hope you feel better,

before finally

me like that.

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for me

seat

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for

shirt in front of me, and

is kiss his naked chest?

the hell was wrong with me?

I did things together, but we never went all

need to be

I still have no idea what

would never want to be in the same room

again

with

was always the one to start

went along

far, then I

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

one of the things I had loved about him.

different with Adam,

he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would

he wanted to do

frighten me to the point that I want

corner and

myself No one should have

 

never forced

the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched me back, I

stop. I would have let him do

to

me to the point that I want to

myself.

over me. No

I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

lot smoother than it looked, and if I

would probably be able

with me?” I groan against

his rejection not enough for

couldn‘t

from afar? It was much easier back then

that I existed. Now,

kissed his chest without his

and

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how

his shirt bothered me. And

to please me? He was nice

and I

a complete psycho.

still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did

after my confession? I had so

that I didn‘t think I would

possible that he did bounce into my

to protect me? My heart

just the possibility of that being

don‘t think any of that

made tonight,

Why did I have

How is it that I have no control over my

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not

heard about my entire

made me feel things that should be

get a hold of myself before I entered

would know that something terrible had happened,

limo and walk up to the gigantic

upon my arrival.

I step inside, my

imagine what they have been

entire time; even though they did this just for

it was the first time

to attend a party. They must

trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

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them that I kissed the dark prince’s

with me to

so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of a

party, mother,” I try to explain.

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

yes,” I answer him. “But!

them, just like I‘ve been

can‘t just forget what they did

take some

forgive them, I don‘t

don‘t want them on my back

this matter

to my room now?”

looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

the chair

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

chest; why can‘t these kisses

kiss from earlier?

my chest as her soft

It was one simple touch, one

my f*****g mind. How were

I‘ve had many lovers

such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes,

to see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now,

that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is begging me to

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