Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern

the door for me. “I understand. We

school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

before finally

saw me like that.

trusted her. Which

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for

seat with

my cheeks

Adam thought

for

shirt in front of me,

kiss his naked chest?

hell was wrong with me?

I did things together,

need to be close to him

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what

to be in the same

again

done things with Bryan not once did |

was always the one to

I always went along with it

I would stop him immediately. He

he never forced himself onto

one of the things I had loved

was different with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me

stop. I would

he wanted to do

thoughts frighten me to the point that I want to go

corner and

No one

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

things I had loved

with Adam, however. So, so

he had only touched me back, I

him to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I want

corner and hide... From myself. No one should

power over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget his reaction

that it felt so good.

and

probably be able to taste him.

wrong with me?” I groan against the

not enough for me

him like this? Why couldn‘t I

afar? It was much easier back

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

his chest without

to go and remove

still didn‘t understand how

bothered me. And why would

me? He was nice enough to

me, and I just had

a complete

you still love

I did, so how did I

felt after my confession? I had so many

I would be able to sleep

he did

to protect me?

just the possibility of

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after

I made tonight, though.

Why did

like that? How is it that I have no control

dangerous

about my entire life.

made me feel things that should be

a hold of myself before

know that something terrible had happened,

exit the limo and walk up to

my

step inside, my parents are

can‘t imagine what they have been

time; even though they did

Aria and Bryan, it was the

me to attend a party. They must have been

worry about what trouble

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

tell them that I

and let them deal with

are your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

I try to think

I try

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer

do with them,

I can‘t just forget what they

take some time

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

I don‘t want them on my back every single

this matter

Can I go to my room

looks to my father,

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself onto

the bed 

 

the chair and

to her. I go rigid

chest; why

to that one kiss from earlier? I kept

my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch,

me almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

I‘ve had many lovers

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes it

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

is begging

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