Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

opens the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

hope you

her before finally

except her saw me like

her. Which was

 

the limousine waiting

the seat

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the

his naked

with me?

did things together,

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I

to be in the same room with me

again

things with Bryan not

was always

touching me. I always went along with it until I

far, then I would

he never forced

one of the things I had loved

Adam,

if he had only

I would have

to do

me to the point that

and hide

one should

 

but he never forced himself onto me; it

of the things I had

was different with Adam, however. So,

only touched me back,

wanted him to stop. I would have let him

to do with

point that I want to go

and hide... From myself. No one should have

over me.

forget his

it felt

looked, and

be able

me?” I groan against the seat.

for

him like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

It was much easier back then

Now, I‘ll always be the

his chest

to go and remove

didn‘t understand how he knew how

me. And why would he

trouble to please me? He was nice enough

and I just had to reward

a complete psycho.

you still love him?‘

I did,

felt after my confession? I had so many

I didn‘t think I would be able

did bounce into

to protect me? My heart

just the possibility of that

that will matter anymore after

made

was wrong with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that

He was dangerous indeed,

I‘ve heard about my entire life.

me feel things that should

a hold of

parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

exit the limo and walk up to the

my

I step inside, my parents are already there

for me. I can‘t imagine what they have

though they did this just for me

Bryan, it was the first time they‘d ever

me to attend a party. They must

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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I tell them that I kissed the dark

let them deal with

so red?”

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of a

first party, mother,” I

to the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer

nothing to do with them, just like I‘ve been

can‘t just forget

it will take some time before

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

want them on my

this matter

go to my room now?” I

mother looks to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

shut the door

the bed 

 

chair and places my shirt out

to her. I go rigid when

kissing my naked chest;

one kiss from earlier? I kept

sprawled over my

was one simple touch, one

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

lovers in the

such soft lips.

eyes, and it somehow makes it

she isn‘t here with me right now, but I

that it‘s like she

room

messy yet exotic red hair is begging

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