Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods her

door for me. “I understand. We can talk

school. I hope you

her before

except her saw me like that. Even though

Which was

 

the limousine waiting outside for me

the seat with tears streaming down

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt like that.

front of me, and the first thing

is kiss his naked chest?

with me? I

and I did things together, but we never went all

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think

be in

again

things with Bryan not once did

anything; he was always the one to start kissing

I always went along

too far, then I would stop him immediately. He

but he never forced himself onto me; it

things I had loved about

different with Adam, however. So,

he had

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

he wanted to

to the point that I want to go in

and

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself

one of the things I had

was different with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

stop. I would have

to

to the point that I want to go in

myself. No one

me.

never forget his reaction to

it felt so good. His

lot smoother than it looked, and if

would probably be able to taste

me?” I groan

not enough for me to stop

like this? Why couldn‘t I have

afar? It was much

existed. Now,

kissed his chest without his permission.

he have to go and remove his shirt

didn‘t understand how

bothered me. And why would he go through

me? He was nice

I

a complete

still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did

really felt after my confession? I had so

think I would be able to

it possible that he did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

because he was trying to protect me? My heart warms

of that being true.

think any of that will matter anymore after the

I made

Why

that I

He was dangerous indeed, but not

my entire life. He was dangerous

feel things that should be illegal.

a hold of myself before I entered my

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

up to the

upon my

inside, my parents are already there

I can‘t imagine what they have been

though they did this just

Bryan, it was the first time

attend a party.

worry about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I

them deal with me to

your cheeks so red?”

suspiciously

try to think of a

first party, mother,” I try to explain.

guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

just forget what they

it will take

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my

on my back every single day over

this matter

go to

father, and

ahead.” 

rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

the way, revealing my chest to her.

naked chest;

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

hair sprawled over my chest

It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

almost lose my f*****g mind.

I‘ve had many lovers in the

such

I close my eyes, and

here with me right now,

clearly that it‘s like she is with us

room

red hair is begging

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