Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern but eventually nods her

me. “I

school. I hope

before finally escaping.

her saw me like that. Even though

her. Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

Adam thought about me now.

for pulling a stunt like

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing

his naked chest?

me?

and I did things together, but we never went

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

no idea

want to be in the same room with me

again

with Bryan not once did

was always the one to start

along with it until I

I would stop him immediately. He

never forced himself onto me; it

things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam,

he had

to stop. I would

wanted to do

point

and

one should

 

but he never forced himself onto

things I had loved about him.

was different with Adam, however. So, so

if he had only touched

have wanted him to stop. I would have let him

wanted to do with

frighten me to the point that I want to

hide... From myself. No one should have

power over me. No one.

onwards, I‘ll never forget

it felt so

it looked, and if I licked my lips

would probably be

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

rejection not enough for me to

this? Why couldn‘t I

him from afar? It was much easier

I existed. Now,

chest without his permission.

to go and remove his

still didn‘t understand how he knew how

bothered me. And why would he go through

to please me?

me, and I

complete

still love

that I

really felt after my confession?

didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

that he did bounce into my

to protect me?

of

any of that will

I made tonight, though.

Why did I have

that? How is it that

him? He was dangerous indeed,

entire life.

made me feel things

needed to get a hold of myself before I

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and

limo and walk up

upon my arrival.

moment I step inside, my

imagine what they

time; even though they did this just for

and Bryan, it was

party.

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

I kissed

deal with me to end this

are your cheeks so red?” My mother asks

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to think of

mother,” I try to

I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

with them, just

I can‘t just forget what

will take some time

I ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this to

them on my back every

this matter

Can I go to my

father,

ahead.” 

shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw myself

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

chest; why can‘t these kisses

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

hair sprawled over my chest as

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g

my f*****g mind. How were they

lovers in the past, but

had such soft lips.

my eyes, and it

to see her face; she isn‘t here with

still see her so clearly that it‘s like she

room

hair is begging me

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