Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but eventually nods

me. “I understand. We can talk

I hope

thank her before finally

except her saw me like that. Even though

Which was probably not

 

limousine waiting outside for

drop myself onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

even imagine what Adam thought about me now.

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a stunt

of me, and the

kiss his

wrong with me? I

and I did things together, but we never

felt the need to be close to

tonight. I still have no idea what happened back

in the

again

things with Bryan not once did

initiate anything; he was always the one to start

me. I always went along with it until I

then I would

he never

I had loved about

different with Adam, however. So,

had

wanted him to stop. I would have

he wanted to

to the point that I want to go

corner and hide

one should have an

 

he never forced himself

the things I

with Adam,

had only touched me

him to stop. I would

wanted to do with

point that I want to

hide... From myself.

power over me.

I‘ll never forget his reaction

doesn‘t help that it felt so good.

lot smoother than it looked, and if I

be able

wrong with me?” I groan against the seat.

enough for

this? Why couldn‘t

him from afar? It was

know that I existed. Now,

kissed his chest without

to go and remove his shirt in

understand how he knew how much the

bothered me. And why would he go through

that trouble to please me? He was

me, and I just had to reward

complete psycho.

still love

I did,

after my confession? I had so

would be able

he did bounce into my

trying to protect me? My heart warms

possibility of that being true.

any of that

I made

wrong with me? Why did I

that? How is it that I have

him? He was dangerous indeed, but not

my entire

things

to get a hold of myself

something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

up to the

my arrival.

my

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this

Bryan, it was the

attend a party. They must have

about what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

that I

deal with me

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

and I try to think of a

my first party, mother,” I try to

environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a

flustered.” 

and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

multiple times before. I can‘t just forget what they did

in a day; it will take some time before

can forgive them, I

on my back every single

this matter

go to my

my father, and they

ahead.” 

the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

the chair and places my

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid

my naked chest; why can‘t

from earlier?

over my chest as her soft lips

was one simple touch, one f*****g touch, and

me almost lose my f*****g

that soft? I‘ve had many lovers

had such

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow

she isn‘t here

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

is begging me

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