Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but eventually nods

door for me. “I understand. We can talk

school. I hope

before finally escaping.

saw me like that. Even though

Which was probably

 

the limousine waiting outside for

seat with tears

my cheeks

can‘t even imagine what Adam

must feel that I‘m a lunatic for pulling

takes off his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that I

kiss his

the hell was wrong with me? I

Bryan and I did things together, but

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s safe to say

be in the

again

things with Bryan not once did

was always the

always went along

far, then I

annoyed, but he never

the things I had

Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

wanted to

point that I

and hide

No one should have

 

but he never forced himself onto me; it

the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

had only touched me

wanted him to stop. I

he wanted to do with me.

frighten me to the point that I want to go

myself. No

me. No one.

today onwards, I‘ll never forget his

It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin was

lot smoother than it looked, and if

be able to taste him.

I groan against

enough for me to

this? Why couldn‘t I have

was much easier

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

his chest without his

have to go and remove his shirt in the

I still didn‘t understand how

shirt bothered me. And why would he

to please me? He was

it because of me, and I just

a complete

you still

I did,

my confession? I had so

think I would be able to sleep

did bounce into my ex–boyfriend

he was trying to protect

of that being

don‘t think any of that will

I made tonight, though.

wrong with me? Why

like that? How is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but not for

entire life. He was

things that

a hold of myself before

like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m

and walk up to the gigantic door that

my

step inside, my parents are already there

I can‘t imagine

even though they did this just for

was the first time

a party. They must have been

about what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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L– 

 

I tell them that I kissed the dark

and let them deal with me to end this torture?

cheeks so

suspiciously

try to

I try

I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me.

concerned about 

me, yes,” I

them, just

times before. I can‘t just forget what they

a day; it will take some time before I

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

on my back

this matter

exhausted. Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

looks to my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door

the bed 

 

chair and places my shirt

revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

my naked chest; why can‘t

from earlier? I

red hair sprawled over my chest as her soft lips

me. It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

lose my f*****g mind. How were they

had many lovers

had such

I close my eyes, and

her face; she isn‘t here with

it‘s like she is with us

room

yet exotic red hair is begging me to touch

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