Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern

for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope you

thank her before finally escaping.

her saw me like that. Even

Which

 

enter the limousine waiting

the seat with

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about

a lunatic for

front of me,

his naked chest?

with me? I was never like

things together, but we

and I‘ve never felt the need

tonight. I still have no idea

would never want to be in the same room with

again

things with Bryan not once

always the one to start kissing

along with it until I thought

far, then I would stop him immediately. He

annoyed, but he never

I had

was different with Adam, however. So,

he had

I

to do with

me to the point that

corner and hide

one should have an

 

annoyed, but he never

things I

Adam, however. So,

only

wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to

frighten me to the point that I want to

hide... From myself.

power over me.

forget his reaction

that it

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips

would probably be

wrong with me?” I groan

his rejection not enough for me

this? Why couldn‘t I have just

It was much easier

Now, I‘ll always be

kissed his chest without

have to go and remove

understand how

on his shirt bothered me. And why would he go

to please me? He was nice enough to

I just

complete

you still love

confessed that I did, so how

felt after my

that I didn‘t think I would be able

possible that he did bounce into my

trying to protect me? My

just the possibility of

that will matter anymore after the

I made

wrong with me? Why

that I

dangerous indeed, but not

about my entire life.

made me feel things that should

to get a hold of myself before I entered my

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by

walk up to the

my

step inside, my parents are already there

can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this just for me

it was the first time they‘d

a party. They must have

about what trouble I‘ve gotten myself

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed

and let them deal with

your cheeks so

suspiciously

and I try

was my first party, mother,” I

to the environment; I guess that‘s

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

do with them, just like I‘ve

I can‘t just forget what

a day; it will take some time before I

them, I don‘t say this to

don‘t want them on my back

this matter

to my room now?” I

father, and they

ahead.” 

myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my

chest to her. I go

kissing my naked chest;

one kiss from earlier? I

sprawled over my chest as her

It was one simple touch,

me almost lose my

had many lovers in the past, but no one‘s

had such soft lips.

close my eyes, and it somehow makes

here with me right

her so clearly that it‘s

room

red hair is

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