Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

me with concern

opens the door for me.

I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

and thank her before finally

like

Abigail, I trusted her. Which

 

enter the limousine waiting outside for

myself onto the seat

my cheeks

Adam thought about

that I‘m a lunatic for

front of me, and

kiss his naked chest?

was wrong with me? I was

did things together, but we never went

way, and I‘ve never felt the need to

I still have no idea what happened back there,

want to be in the same room with

again

things with Bryan not once

initiate anything; he was always the one to

I always went along with it until I thought

going too far, then I

never forced himself onto me;

the things I had loved about

Adam,

if he had only touched me

have wanted him to stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with

the point

corner and hide

myself No one should have

 

never forced himself

the things I

was different with Adam, however. So,

Tonight, if he had only touched me

him to stop. I would have

he wanted to do

frighten me to the point that I want to go

hide... From myself.

power over me. No

never forget his reaction to me

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so

and if I

be able to taste

wrong with me?” I groan

rejection not enough for me to stop

this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

It was much easier back

existed. Now, I‘ll always be

his chest without

have to go and remove his shirt in the

still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

on his shirt bothered me. And

please me? He was nice enough

me, and I just had to reward

complete psycho.

you still love

after I confessed that I did, so how did

really felt after my

would be able to

possible that he did bounce into

because he was trying to protect me? My heart

the possibility of

of that will matter anymore

I made tonight,

with me? Why did I have

is it that

him? He was dangerous

entire life. He was dangerous

things

to get a hold of myself before I entered

something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

exit the limo and walk up to

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

entire time; even though they did

Aria and Bryan, it was the first time

a party.

what trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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that I kissed the dark

let them deal with

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

heartbeat accelerates, and I try to

my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

I guess

flustered.” 

to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this question; it‘s all

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

to do with them, just like I‘ve been telling

just forget what they

will take

I don‘t say this to

them on my back every single

this matter

go to

looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

the door as

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my shirt out

my chest to her. I go

naked chest;

one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing her

red hair sprawled over my

one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

made me almost lose my

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but no

had such soft lips.

close my eyes,

see her face; she isn‘t here with me right now, but

that it‘s like she

room

yet exotic red hair is begging

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