Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern

the door for me. “I understand.

in school. I hope you feel better, Amiera.”

her before finally

me like that.

Abigail, I trusted her. Which was

 

limousine waiting outside for

onto the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

what Adam thought

that I‘m a lunatic for pulling a

in front of me, and the first thing that I

is kiss his naked

the hell was wrong with me? I was never like

Bryan and I did things together, but we never went

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to him

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what happened back there, but I

to be in the

again

done things with Bryan not

he was always the one to start

touching me. I always went along with it until

far, then I

get annoyed, but he never forced himself onto

I had

with Adam, however.

Tonight, if he had only touched me back,

to stop. I would have let him do

to do with

point

and

No one should have

 

never forced himself

one of the things I

with Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

wanted him to stop. I would have

to

to the point that I want

and hide... From myself. No

over me.

I‘ll never forget his reaction to me

help that it felt so good. His

it looked, and if I licked

probably be able

wrong with me?” I groan against

his rejection not enough for me to

couldn‘t I have just stuck

was much easier back then

that I existed. Now, I‘ll always be the crazy girl

his chest without his permission.

go and remove his shirt in the first

how

bothered me. And why would he go

please me? He was

and I just had

a complete psycho.

you still love

I confessed that I did, so how did I know

really felt after my confession? I had so

that I didn‘t think I would be

that he did bounce

trying to protect

just the possibility of that being

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore

made tonight,

wrong with me? Why

is it that I have no control

He was dangerous indeed, but

entire life.

me feel things that should

needed to get a hold of

if my parents saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

walk up

my

inside, my parents are

for me. I can‘t imagine what they

even though they did this just for me to

Aria and Bryan, it was

me to attend a party. They must have

what trouble I‘ve gotten myself into

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

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them that I kissed the dark prince’s

let them deal with me to end

are your cheeks so red?” My mother

suspiciously

and I try to think

my first party, mother,” I try to explain.

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they

concerned about 

speaking to me, yes,” I answer him.

do with them, just like I‘ve

can‘t just forget what they did

take some time before I

can forgive them, I don‘t say this to my parents

want them on my back every single day over

this matter

Can I go to

mother looks to my father, and

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and

the bed 

 

the chair and places my shirt

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go

my naked chest;

from earlier? I kept seeing

sprawled over my

simple touch, one f*****g touch,

my f*****g mind. How were

I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

such soft

my eyes,

to see her face; she isn‘t here

it‘s like she is with us

room

hair is begging me

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