Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

with concern but

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We

in school. I hope you feel

before finally escaping.

saw me like

Which was probably not the

 

the limousine waiting

seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

a lunatic for pulling a

his shirt in front of me, and the first thing that

his naked chest?

the hell was wrong with me? I

I did things together, but we

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close to

I still have no idea what happened back there, but I think it‘s

be in the

again

times I‘ve done things with Bryan not once

initiate anything; he was always the one to start kissing

touching me. I always went along with it

far, then I would stop him immediately.

but he never forced himself

I had loved about

with Adam, however. So,

he had only touched me

wanted him to stop. I would have let him do

to

point that I want

and

one should have

 

annoyed, but he never forced himself

I had

Adam, however. So, so

Tonight, if he had only touched me back, I

him to stop. I would have let

to do with me.

point that I want to go

corner and hide... From myself.

over me.

forget

him. It doesn‘t help that it felt so good. His skin

it looked, and

I would probably be able to

me?” I

for me

this? Why couldn‘t I have

afar? It was much easier

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

chest without

he have to go and remove

still didn‘t understand how he knew how

And why would he go

me? He was

I just had

a complete

you still love him?‘

else after I confessed that I did, so how did

he really felt after my confession?

didn‘t think I would be able to sleep

it possible that he did bounce into

was trying to protect me? My

the possibility of that being true.

don‘t think any of that

I made tonight,

was wrong with me? Why did I

that? How is it that I have no control over my

He was dangerous indeed, but not for

heard about my entire life.

me feel things that should be illegal.

a hold of myself before I

saw me like this, they would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not up for being questioned by them

and walk up to the

upon my

I step inside, my parents are

me. I can‘t imagine

did this just for me to

Aria and Bryan, it was the first

attend a party. They must

trouble I‘ve

ch..diball 

tell...

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tell them that I

with me to end this torture?

cheeks so red?” My

suspiciously

I try to think

first party, mother,” I try to explain.

guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

you speak to Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of

concerned about 

tried speaking to me, yes,” I answer

with them, just like I‘ve

before. I can‘t just forget

a day; it will take some

them, I don‘t say

my back every single day over

this matter

go to

looks to my father, and they

ahead.” 

and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the door as

the bed 

 

me onto the chair

the way, revealing my chest to her. I go rigid when

my naked chest; why can‘t

from earlier? I

hair sprawled over my chest as her soft

simple touch, one f*****g touch,

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were they

soft? I‘ve had many lovers in the past, but

had such

I close my eyes, and it

here with me right now, but

clearly that it‘s like she is with us in

room

red hair is begging

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