Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

studies me with concern but eventually nods

and opens the door for me. “I understand. We can

I hope you feel

before finally escaping.

except her saw me like that.

her. Which was probably not the

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside for

the seat with tears streaming

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me now.

that I‘m a lunatic for

takes off his shirt in front of me,

kiss his

the hell was wrong with me? I was never like that

together, but we

and I‘ve never felt the need to be close

to be near Adam tonight. I still have no idea what

never want to be in the same

again

things with Bryan not

was always the one to start kissing

me. I always went along with

then I would

annoyed, but he never forced himself onto me;

of the things I had loved about

was different with Adam, however.

had

wanted him to stop. I would have let

wanted to do with

thoughts frighten me to the point that I

and

myself No one should have

 

but he never forced himself onto me;

the things I

Adam, however.

if he had only touched me back, I

stop. I

he wanted to do with me.

me to the point that I

hide... From myself. No one should

over me. No one.

never forget his

that it felt so good. His skin was

than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

probably be able

I groan against

not enough for me to stop

like this? Why couldn‘t I have just stuck with

him from afar? It was

I existed. Now, I‘ll always be

kissed his chest without

go and remove his shirt in the first

I still didn‘t understand how he knew how much the

bothered me. And why would

to please me? He

it because of me, and I just had to reward him

complete

still love him?‘

I confessed that I did,

after my confession? I had

didn‘t think I would

it possible that he did bounce

to protect me? My heart

possibility of that being true.

don‘t think any of that will matter anymore after

I made

with me? Why did I have to do

How is it that I have no control

was dangerous indeed, but not for

entire life. He was

feel things

hold of myself

know that something terrible had

up to the gigantic door

my arrival.

moment I step inside, my

can‘t imagine

they did this just for me to

and Bryan, it was the first

to attend a party. They must have been crazy

what trouble I‘ve gotten

ch..diball 

tell...

th.d

– 

– 

L– 

 

them that I kissed the dark prince’s

them deal with me

are your cheeks so

suspiciously

accelerates, and I try to think of a lie.

party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

the environment; I guess that‘s why I‘m

flustered.” 

Bryan and Aria?” My father questions me. Of course, they would ask this

concerned about 

to me, yes,”

do with them,

before. I can‘t just forget what they did

in a day; it will take some

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

my back every single

this matter

to

my father, and they both sigh, “go

ahead.” 

excuse myself and rush towards my bedroom. I. shut the

the bed 

 

onto the chair and places my

revealing my chest to her. I

my naked chest; why can‘t these

kiss from

sprawled over my

me. It was one simple touch,

me almost lose my f*****g mind.

lovers in the past, but

had such

close my eyes, and it

she isn‘t here

it‘s like she is

room

is begging me to touch

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