Chapter 10 

He steps back from me until there is enough room 

between us for a car to pass. I cant tell what hes thinking 

exactly, but I know that he doesnt want to be near me 

anymore; I’m sure of that much. His apparent rejection hurts 

me, but Im more concerned about what he will say next if 

hes ever going to speak to me again

What was I thinking? Did I go around kissing guys on 

their chest now? Ive never been this bold or rebellious 

before. All i know is that this invisible pull between us is 

causing me to act this crazy. Im shaking with nervousness as 

I wait for him to say something. His eyes are growing darker 

by the second, and I know that I should be afraid, but all

feel now is worry. I continue to watch him cautiously, and he 

turns around to face the woods; it seems like hes trying not 

to look at me anymore. He rubs a hand down his face, and

make a step forward towards him; I wanted to apologize

that was all

LEAVE...” 

Im shocked by his command, and I pause midway.

dont make another attempt to move forward, not after his 

order for me to leave. I knew that he was about to say 

something to hurt me, but I didn‘t think he would command 

me to go like that. I try to calm my aching heart, but its so 

hard to do 

what he‘s doing to my body, he knows its not natural, and 

he knows that its only him thats bringing about these 

changes in me. He knows that Ive wanted to touch him for

long time; he knows that Ive wanted him to feel me also 

Even now, my body was wide awake and desperate for just 

one touch from him

GET THE HELL OUT FROM HERE!He shouts louder this 

time. I flinch at his tone, this was the last thing I expected 

him to say, and it stung like a bee

Still, I cant find the strength to move from the hole I

dug with my shoes from pressing on the ground too hard.

can understand that he‘s angry that Id kiss him out of 

nowhere but does he still have to be this harsh towards me

Im startled and brokenhearted; its hard to move when

feel so empty inside. One rejection was hard enough, but 

two? I mean, Bryan wasnt technically a rejection; h

cheated. And its not like I confessed to liking Adam either

No, you only did much worse than that, didn’t you

He suddenly turns back around and crosses the 

distance between us. I gasp when he grabs my hair roughly in 

his, pulling my head back so that Im staring directly into his 

gloomy eyes now. There is so much darkness and loneliness 

but still, somehow to me, theyre the most beautiful eyes Ive 

ever seen. I feel lost in them, and for a moment, I forget 

what Ive just done; his warm breath tangles with my own

and I want to close the distance between us. Neither one of 

His words give me a rude awakening

My eyes widen in horror, and I feel tears form in them as 

I turn and run out of the woods, away from him, away from 

the person I want to be as close to as possible. I dont know 

why I have to be this weak; why do I make people do these 

things to me? Why should I cry for someone I barely knew

Just because he spoke roughly to me

I dont waste any time as I open the gate and rush into 

the house. I need to get out of here quickly; I dont want 

anyone to see me like this. People would think that my tears 

were because of Bryan and Aria, and that was the last thing

wanted to see all over my feed when I opened my phone

But at the same time, I didnt want anyone to suspect that

was out there with Adam all alone. If word got out, it would 

surely reach my parents, which would be the worst thing 

that could ever happen to me right now

Hey!Abigail calls out to me just before I reach the exit

Whats wrong?” 

I wipe the tears away from my face and try to be strong

I just need to go home.I tell her

concern but

the door for me. “I understand. We can talk

in school. I hope you

her before finally escaping. Hopefully,

like that. Even though I

her. Which was probably

 

I enter the limousine waiting outside

seat with tears

my cheeks

imagine what Adam thought about me

feel that I‘m a lunatic for

front of me, and the first thing that

kiss his naked

hell was wrong with me? I was never like

I did things together, but we never went

never felt the need to be close to

Adam tonight. I still have no idea what

to be in the

again

I‘ve done things with

initiate anything; he was always the one

went along with it until I thought

then I would stop

get annoyed, but he never forced

I had loved about

Adam, however. So, so

he had only

stop. I would have let

he wanted to do with

the point that I want to

corner and

one should have

 

get annoyed, but he never forced

I

with Adam,

he had only

to stop. I would

wanted to

the point that I want to go

myself. No

me.

never forget his reaction

help that it felt so good. His skin

smoother than it looked, and if I licked my lips right

be able

me?” I groan against the seat.

his rejection not enough for me

couldn‘t I have just stuck with

afar? It was

Now, I‘ll always be the crazy

chest without

and remove

still didn‘t understand how he knew

shirt bothered me. And why would he go

to please me? He was nice

me, and I just had to reward him

complete

still love

else after I confessed that I did, so how did I

really felt after my confession?

I would be able to

he did bounce into

to protect

the possibility of that being true.

of that will matter anymore

I made tonight, though.

Why

that? How is it that I have no control

around him? He was dangerous

about my entire life. He was dangerous

feel things that should be illegal.

of

would know that something terrible had happened, and I‘m not

walk up to

upon my

moment I step inside, my parents are

I can‘t imagine what they have

did

it was the first time they‘d

attend a party. They must have

worry about what trouble

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them that I kissed the dark prince’s bare

with

so red?” My

suspiciously

try to think

my first party, mother,” I try to explain. “I‘m

guess that‘s why I‘m a bit

flustered.” 

My father questions me. Of course,

concerned about 

me, yes,” I answer him. “But!

to do with them, just like I‘ve been

can‘t just forget what they did to

take some time before I forgive them.”

ever can forgive them, I don‘t say this

them on my back every single

this matter

Can I go to my room now?” I ask.

to my father, and they both

ahead.” 

bedroom. I. shut the door as soon as I reached it and threw

the bed 

 

the chair and places

way, revealing my chest to

kissing my naked chest; why

that one kiss from earlier? I kept seeing

red hair sprawled over my chest

It was one simple touch, one f*****g touch,

almost lose my f*****g mind. How were

lovers in the past, but no

such soft lips.

it. I close my eyes, and it somehow

see her face; she isn‘t here with me

her so clearly that it‘s like she is with

room

is begging

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