Chapter 38

There are multiple tents set on the sand; both men and women are bathing in the water,

playing, and having fun. The strong wind blows against my hair, but it only reminds me of

something more substantial, or rather someone. It was an atmosphere where I’m supposed to feel at peace, yet I’m anything but peaceful. I know that it takes a while to recover from heartbreak, but I wasn’t sure that I’d ever been able to get over this one. What I had with Adam, even though it may have been fake for him,(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) everything was real for me, and it was beautiful

while it lasted.

Every touch, every word we both said to each other, every experience left a mark inside of me. I’ve given a part of myself to him, something that he never deserved. I know that I should regret ever giving him a chance, but I don’t, not at all. Those memories that I have of him, I’ll always hold close to my heart. It doesn’t mean that I’ll allow him back into my life, however. Things weren’t as easy as that.

Word had already spread that I’d beaten him in the tournament, but no one knew that he let me win. They didn’t see everything that happened in the sky, everyone came up with their own stories, and those rumors were spreading.

I know Lizzie wasn’t happy with the results; she must have known that Adam let me win.(This novel will be daily updtaed at www.noveljar.com) I don’t understand why he did it, however. Why let me win? Was it that so everyone would underestimate him when he finally decided to try and take over the world? It was the only explanation that I had. He must have been still playing games with me, with all of us; I couldn’t tell what was going on in that mind of his. Even though a small part of me wants to believe that he let me win because he cared about me, I quickly dismiss it. If he cared about me at all, he wouldn’t have used me the way he did.

I may know how to create more fire than before Adam started to train me, but I still did not have enough training to go up against him. On the other hand, he’s been preparing for this his entire life; I’ve only just started, I was not yet prepared. It didn’t mean that I wouldn’t fight back; however, I did plan on fighting back. Things weren’t as simple as they were back then; now, I knew that people’s lives were in danger as long as Adam continued with his horrendous plans.

I meant every word that I said to him the day I found out the truth. I wouldn’t just stand

back and let him win. I would constantly be the one force that kept him from getting what he

wanted. That meant that I needed to become stronger; now I knew that we were all in danger, 1 understood how important it was to work harder.

“Your mind is far,” Abigail says as she joins me. “I’ve been trying to catch your attention

here if you need me.”

I force a smile, “I’m just trying to cope with everything in my life. I feel like everything is

happening so quickly. I lost two close friends, who were never real friends, to begin with, then I found someone I fell so deeply for, and he turned out to be a liar. I am not sure where to go from here. There is so much that I didn’t know before now, so much that changes everything.”

“I’m still trying to figure out what happened between the two of you,” Abigail tells me.

I’ve avoided telling her the truth; I didn’t know how to break it down to her. How did I tell

her that the man I loved was just using me to take over the world as we knew it?

Adam was planning on doing to prepare themselves. I just didn’t know how to tell my family without them asking me questions about how I knew that. Maybe

tell her. “He never wanted to be with me; he never liked me to begin with.

me to get

like the widest I’ve ever seen

able to tell. I always thought that he really did like you, the way he looked at you; I’ve never seen him look at anyone like that. He also genuinely looked like he

is true; at least everything we’ve learned about Adam is true. He’s truly in love with Lizzie; they both love each other. I was just a weapon to them, someone to make

when she snapped and told me

like me

happened to you. That asshole! He doesn’t know the diamond that he’s just lost. He and Lizzie deserve each other. And do they believe that they can overthrow all of the kingdoms? I don’t   join school with us? Why are

the dark whisperers threatened to retaliate if they prevented their children from learning, I can’t say for sure.

single thing he did with me had a purpose. It would explain that day at the lake, the day that he’d gotten wings for the first time. I can only hope that he didn’t gain enough to overthrow our people, or it would be

on cue, Adam and Lizzie walk in just then. They’re arm in arm, and no matter how hard I try not to be bothered by their public display of affection, my heart aches at sight. Knowing now that she was the one he loved,

the air, everyone knew that Adam and Thad announced our relationship just a few days ago. Yet, he was coming to the party with Lizzie like they were the couple, not us. I’m sure that many want

evil side. At least I should be able to see it, but all I can see is the Adam that I fell in love with. He didn’t

blinded to see otherwise.

to get over Bryan and Aria; you can get over Adam and Lizzie.

I should be able to move on easily; I barely knew

ache

really hurts so much. I promised myself to be strong; I could do this. I can ignore him. I can pretend that he never

filled with drinks.  think that we need a good distraction from

at the drink in her hand; I’m not sure this is a good idea. Since

to dance in the sand while music blasts in

Was there

in my own life that I hadn’t taken the time to ask her

however.

at least most of our kind, but there was a limit to how much we could take before we did things we couldn’t control. So far, I didn’t think that I had crossed

to me. When did he get here? And where was his girlfriend? He was the

want to talk to you right

is a fool for choosing Lizzie over you … Just like I was a fool for cheating on you with your best friend. I know that it’s too late for you to want anything to do with me, but I wanted you to know that

dull after you stopped talking to me. It’s why I tried so hard to get at least you to talk to me. I know that I deserve it; I do know that. I’ve wanted to tell you this for a while now, but you wouldn’t

much of a good person

to it; how did I respond to that? Did I say thank you? He was right; it was too late for me to accept him back

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