My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Avery’s pov

His words weighed in the air, clogging up my airways until my breaths came in those short pants like last night. I swallowed, looking at him until his vision blurred. I was going to cry. I knew it. I was such a crybaby.

His eyes soften and he looks like he is about to approach me and of course hold me like he usually does whenever I am sad, but I shook my head and whispered. “What do you mean, Xade?”

His eyes, so blue, so warm, so stunning and beautiful pin me down until I felt as if I am naked under him again. “I mean, it’s not that simple for things to go back to how it had been between us V.”

Why is he using that nickname he had given me when he’s giving me bad news? I swallowed harshly, trying to simmer down my rising panic.

Was I losing him? Was I going to lose him? The tears fell.

It had been your idea to forget about it!” I hissed, now sitting with my legs crossed under me and pointing an accusing finger at his chest. ” To pretend it never happened. You were the one who suggested it!” I accused angrily, practically spitting at him. I didn’t care that my voice. was loud too.

Xade and I never fought. We never argued and this was one of the best. things about our friendship. If I was upset by his choices, I’d tell him and he’d do things to make me feel better, the same goes for me. We never had an issue.

Until now.

Unfortunately, this was a big issue and I was terrified this would cause a huge rift between us that we would never be able to overcome. How can friends go back to being friends after they’ve f*cked each other brains out like we had done last night?

his eyes. ” For f*ck sakes V, I had been

” You were the

to pace, running his fingers through his unruly blonde hair. “But it’s not that easy to go back to how things were V. Not

and I let out a painful

The damage had already been done. I should have known it was too good to be true to just

his voice coating with dread. I shook my head and glared at him. “Don’t call me that! Not when you’re ruining our friendship.” I snapped, feeling my chest weigh

to lose this, this protected feeling Xade always invoked in me. I didn’t want

my chest, he cursed and closed. his eyes, burying his fingers in his hair.

abruptly stopped when we saw that it was Kyan who had stepped into. the room. I quickly reached for the plan b box and the pain reliever medication and swiftly push them back into the small brown paper bag, hoping

think he had since his surprised eyes were on Xade. He closed the door softly behind him, his dark eyes sweeping from Xade to me and

his hands at his sides as though he was trying to

came across mine before he

were

come close to intimidating. Xade. “Didn’t sound or look like anything to me. She’s crying,” he nudged his chin in my direction,

wiped my tears. I needed to get my act together and pretend everything was okay if I wanted things to go back. to normal and fix

lied, gaining Kyan’s attention. ” Mother nature you know.” I gave an awkward smile and I am relieved when Kyan’s stiff shoulders relaxed a bit in understanding. Xade spared me a glance, one of his brows arched up in that

during that period. He definitely knew I was lying. Thankfully, Kyan