My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Avery’s pov

His words weighed in the air, clogging up my airways until my breaths came in those short pants like last night. I swallowed, looking at him until his vision blurred. I was going to cry. I knew it. I was such a crybaby.

His eyes soften and he looks like he is about to approach me and of course hold me like he usually does whenever I am sad, but I shook my head and whispered. “What do you mean, Xade?”

His eyes, so blue, so warm, so stunning and beautiful pin me down until I felt as if I am naked under him again. “I mean, it’s not that simple for things to go back to how it had been between us V.”

Why is he using that nickname he had given me when he’s giving me bad news? I swallowed harshly, trying to simmer down my rising panic.

Was I losing him? Was I going to lose him? The tears fell.

It had been your idea to forget about it!” I hissed, now sitting with my legs crossed under me and pointing an accusing finger at his chest. ” To pretend it never happened. You were the one who suggested it!” I accused angrily, practically spitting at him. I didn’t care that my voice. was loud too.

Xade and I never fought. We never argued and this was one of the best. things about our friendship. If I was upset by his choices, I’d tell him and he’d do things to make me feel better, the same goes for me. We never had an issue.

Until now.

Unfortunately, this was a big issue and I was terrified this would cause a huge rift between us that we would never be able to overcome. How can friends go back to being friends after they’ve f*cked each other brains out like we had done last night?

jaw ticked and those blue swirls darkened as a look of frustration crossed through his eyes. ” For f*ck sakes V, I had been inside you last night, your f*cking blood had been

flinched and his eyes soften. ”

his fingers through his unruly blonde hair. “But it’s not that easy to go back to how

heart sank in my stomach and I let

my fault. The damage had already been done. I should have known it was too good to be true to just

head and glared at him. “Don’t call me that! Not when

Xade always invoked in me. I didn’t want to lose

and closed. his eyes, burying his fingers in his hair. “I am

quickly reached for the plan b box and the pain reliever medication and swiftly push them

surprised eyes were on Xade. He closed the door softly behind him, his dark eyes sweeping from Xade to me and his brows lifted. “What’s going

ticked and he fisted his hands at his sides as

came across mine before he

we were

intimidating. Xade. “Didn’t sound or look like anything to me. She’s crying,” he nudged his chin in my direction, narrowing his eyes on Xade. “You’ve clearly upset her man, what the hell is

my hands to my face and wiped my tears. I needed to get my act together and pretend everything was okay if I wanted things

relieved when Kyan’s stiff shoulders relaxed a bit in understanding. Xade spared me a

would be Xade. He would always buy me chocolates and binge TV shows with me during that period. He definitely knew I was lying. Thankfully, Kyan had never paid attention to my cycles enough and didn’t know I currently was lying