My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Avery’s pov

His words weighed in the air, clogging up my airways until my breaths came in those short pants like last night. I swallowed, looking at him until his vision blurred. I was going to cry. I knew it. I was such a crybaby.

His eyes soften and he looks like he is about to approach me and of course hold me like he usually does whenever I am sad, but I shook my head and whispered. “What do you mean, Xade?”

His eyes, so blue, so warm, so stunning and beautiful pin me down until I felt as if I am naked under him again. “I mean, it’s not that simple for things to go back to how it had been between us V.”

Why is he using that nickname he had given me when he’s giving me bad news? I swallowed harshly, trying to simmer down my rising panic.

Was I losing him? Was I going to lose him? The tears fell.

It had been your idea to forget about it!” I hissed, now sitting with my legs crossed under me and pointing an accusing finger at his chest. ” To pretend it never happened. You were the one who suggested it!” I accused angrily, practically spitting at him. I didn’t care that my voice. was loud too.

Xade and I never fought. We never argued and this was one of the best. things about our friendship. If I was upset by his choices, I’d tell him and he’d do things to make me feel better, the same goes for me. We never had an issue.

Until now.

Unfortunately, this was a big issue and I was terrified this would cause a huge rift between us that we would never be able to overcome. How can friends go back to being friends after they’ve f*cked each other brains out like we had done last night?

f*ck sakes V, I had been inside you last night, your f*cking blood

soften. ” You were

blonde hair. “But it’s not that easy to go back to how things were V. Not when I had taken your virginity

heart sank in my stomach and I

it was too

shook my head and glared at him. “Don’t call me that! Not when you’re ruining our friendship.” I snapped, feeling my chest weigh with each word

to lose this, this protected feeling Xade always invoked in me. I didn’t want to lose

sob shook me and his eyes drop to my chest, he cursed and closed. his eyes, burying his fingers in

I quickly reached for the plan b box and the pain reliever medication and swiftly push them back into the small brown paper bag, hoping Kyan had not

don’t think he had since his surprised eyes were on Xade. He closed the door softly behind him, his dark eyes sweeping from Xade

his hands at his sides as though he was trying to suppress his anger. Was

pretty blues briefly came across mine before he

were

Xade. “Didn’t sound or look like anything to me. She’s crying,” he nudged his chin in my direction, narrowing his eyes on Xade.

needed to get my act together and pretend everything was okay if I

lied, gaining Kyan’s attention. ” Mother nature you know.” I gave an awkward smile and I am relieved when Kyan’s stiff shoulders relaxed a bit in understanding. Xade spared me a glance, one of his brows arched up

my menstrual cycle it would be Xade. He would always buy me chocolates and binge TV shows with me during that period. He definitely knew I was lying. Thankfully, Kyan had