My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Avery’s pov

Xade stumbles back, as if my words had hit him so brutally, speared him right through his heart. I regret them instantly, my eyes softening along with my voice.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean.” I took in a shaky breath, ripping my gaze from his. The last thing I want is to hurt him. All this had been my fault and I’m st*pid for thinking this could really work between us.

I’m just ruining our friendship for something that we don’t know will last. What if this is just an infatuation because I sle th him? What

if this burns out for him? I rather only be his friend an risk 1

him forever.

“It’s time to face the truth Xade.” I pointed between us, keeping my voice calm. “This. Us. You’re out of my league and I can’t be what you want. This is risking our friendship Xade.”

It hurts to even say that we can’t be and it hurts even more when I know it’s the truth.

Xade shook his head, taking a step forward. “You’re wrong Avery,” I can’t move away, not when his eyes have pinned me where I stood. My skin buzzes and my throat runs dry. I love when he looks at me like that, with longing and desperation.

words, his

I shivered

not think clearly. I needed- I needed to think. “I’m going back to my dorm.” I tried to step out of his

away from this V.” I let out a surprised squeal when I am suddenly thrown over his shoulder and now face

yelled, my head swinging from side to side

of his palm right on my left a*s cheek. It stings and feels…good. Very good. “I’

ing you to bed

my chest. “Put me down!” I demanded and earned another smack on my a*s, this time on the right. Both stung from his brutality and I am embarrassed to admit it

comes out of his throat. “I will, on my bed,” he growled, squeezing one of my cheeks and

I even want to know what’s going on?” Xaden’s voice made me squirm with mortification. Great. Now I’ll never live

Xaden.” Xade hissed.

and I heard the sound of the door closing, indicating that he had stepped into his room. Xade

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the mattress. Despite being a bit frustrated with him, I also felt that buzz of excitement which further irritated me more.” You’re unbelievable.” I

in love with you and I am trying to figure out what it will take for you to see that.” His voice held so much emotion and the way his eyes searched mine, seeking for