My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

Avery’s hands rest on my head gently, her fingers threading through the strands to soothe me. ” Xade,” her soft voice breaks through my rushing thoughts. I have never been this terrified in my life.

Hell, I wasn’t terrified of death. But this, the fear of losing her was grand. She was my lifeline. What would be the point in this life if she were not there in it with me? This is why for years I fought off the bond so at least we could be with each other forever.

I screwed up.

It took one night, one night to change the course of our future.

I should have pushed her away that night. Put on the light. Hell, I should have told her I wasn’t Kyan.

But I was selfish. Selfish for wanting her.

Her fingers running through my hair grow a bit rougher, as if she was also lost in her own head. And then her sweet determined voice came through, making my heart clench even more. “I’m not going anywhere.”

I slowly pulled back, my head tilting up and my eyes staring into hers that were staring back at me with so much love. I don’t deserve her love. I don’t deserve her.

never been this emotional before, Avery knew she was the only one possible to get me down on my knees. She

voice tremble and for that moment I feel like a little boy,

and they mist, her trembling fingers scanning my jawline. ” Give me a little benefit of the doubt baby, I

to cling to. ” I’m sorry I am a monster. A beast,” my voice breaks. ” An animal. You deserved better, you

her eyes turn into a lethal glare. ” I love you in every way

why we are fated silly,” she breathed, a small smile painting on her lips and hiding that tinge of fear

stares at me unblinkingly, made me swallow as it seeped into my soul. I kissed

It’s no surprise her

you are stuck with us,” she joked and I sighed, placing my head back on her stomach and flicking my thumb just under her

I had to. I had to clutch every strand of faith left with both

believe you slept inside me the entire night,” she snorted, forgetting that we had bigger fish to fry. But perhaps she was trying to get her

where I could now smell my pup

isn’t fair to

movements in my hair stopping. “Xade! Why didn’t

at her sadly. “I couldn’t. Not

face.” You must be tired.