My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

Avery’s hands rest on my head gently, her fingers threading through the strands to soothe me. ” Xade,” her soft voice breaks through my rushing thoughts. I have never been this terrified in my life.

Hell, I wasn’t terrified of death. But this, the fear of losing her was grand. She was my lifeline. What would be the point in this life if she were not there in it with me? This is why for years I fought off the bond so at least we could be with each other forever.

I screwed up.

It took one night, one night to change the course of our future.

I should have pushed her away that night. Put on the light. Hell, I should have told her I wasn’t Kyan.

But I was selfish. Selfish for wanting her.

Her fingers running through my hair grow a bit rougher, as if she was also lost in her own head. And then her sweet determined voice came through, making my heart clench even more. “I’m not going anywhere.”

I slowly pulled back, my head tilting up and my eyes staring into hers that were staring back at me with so much love. I don’t deserve her love. I don’t deserve her.

and a sob wretch from my chest. I have never been this emotional before, Avery knew she was the only one possible to

for that moment I feel like a little boy, lost,

eyes shift in understanding and they mist, her trembling fingers scanning my jawline. ” Give me a little benefit of the doubt baby, I can do this.

threads of hope that I tried my best to cling to. ” I’m sorry I am a monster. A beast,” my voice breaks. ” An animal. You deserved

me off when her finger press against my lips and her eyes turn into a lethal glare. ” I love you in every way you are.

why we are fated silly,” she breathed, a small smile painting on her lips and hiding that

swallow as it seeped into my soul. I kissed her stomach once, then again, then again until she giggled. ” Promise you’ll not leave me and

her words could manage to break through

stuck with us,” she joked and I sighed, placing my head back on her stomach and flicking my

had to. I had to clutch every strand of faith

can’t believe you slept inside me the entire night,” she snorted, forgetting that we had bigger

lingering on where I could now smell my

fair to

movements in my hair stopping. “Xade!

her sadly. “I couldn’t. Not when there was a chance you’d

and she cupped my face.” You must be tired. Get off