My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

A boy,” she gasped out, her feverish skin like a dark contrast to the cold of the water. ” a mini you.” She cracked a smile, trying to show me that she was still fighting. I hold her tighter.

“Whichever baby, I will be happy,” I planted a kiss on her forehead, breathing in her scent. Her skin was still feverish, hot to the touch.

I am still stunned by how quickly this had happened, one second she seemed normal, okay even. And now, she was fighting this burning fever that showed me that my essence was having a hard time threading with hers.

Her pain was mine.

As I held her close, feeling the heat of her feverish skin against mine, I felt absolutely helpless and powerless. What good of an alpha can I be if I cannot save my mate from this kind of fate? I cannot help her? Take away the pain she felt in her veins, her bones? What good of an alpha am I?

What good of an alpha am I?

The sight of her so weak tore me to my core.

I want to wear white,” her voice is shaky, but playful, pulling me out of my grim thoughts. “Hmm?” I said on her head, my fingers grazing over her skin.

wedding dress silly,” she lifts her hands to my face, her shaky fingers tracing along

I cup her cheek tenderly, staring at her fondly. She

lowering my head and brushing my thumb over her red flushed cheeks. I knew they

wear a color you’d like?” I whispered, the

take it off of you

situation, she was trying her best to be hopeful, to show me how strong she really is. My eyes mist and I swallowed hard, the lump in my throat returning as

my nose against hers and causing her to smile wider. I brush

back and winking down at her. She giggle, faint and strained but I made her giggle. It warmed my heart, warmed my soul and

that tremble with fatigue lift to brush against my jaw, her turning

eyes

swallowed the knot in my throat, looking at her deeply. How will I tell her it had been my choice to erase me from her memories because I thought

to tell her this now given that this information could hurt her when she

eyes searched mine and she nod. ” You’ll tell me everything when I am ready?” her voice fragile and

nod, swallowing hard. “I promise I will tell you everything. Every single thing Avery. I won’t leave a thing out,” I vowed, my voice laced with promise and regret for