My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

A boy,” she gasped out, her feverish skin like a dark contrast to the cold of the water. ” a mini you.” She cracked a smile, trying to show me that she was still fighting. I hold her tighter.

“Whichever baby, I will be happy,” I planted a kiss on her forehead, breathing in her scent. Her skin was still feverish, hot to the touch.

I am still stunned by how quickly this had happened, one second she seemed normal, okay even. And now, she was fighting this burning fever that showed me that my essence was having a hard time threading with hers.

Her pain was mine.

As I held her close, feeling the heat of her feverish skin against mine, I felt absolutely helpless and powerless. What good of an alpha can I be if I cannot save my mate from this kind of fate? I cannot help her? Take away the pain she felt in her veins, her bones? What good of an alpha am I?

What good of an alpha am I?

The sight of her so weak tore me to my core.

I want to wear white,” her voice is shaky, but playful, pulling me out of my grim thoughts. “Hmm?” I said on her head, my fingers grazing over her skin.

small smile. “My wedding dress silly,” she lifts her hands to my face, her shaky fingers tracing along my jaw and

I am clearly not a virgin anymore,” she snorted, making me chuckle low. I cup her cheek tenderly, staring at her fondly. She really was my life, without her in it, I was

joked lowering my head and brushing my thumb over her red flushed cheeks. I knew they were red

presume you will want your man to wear a color you’d like?” I whispered, the tip of my nose tickling against

take it off of you that night, you can wear any color you’d like,” she said playfully, making a bubble of laughter rumble from my

was trying her best to be hopeful, to show me how strong she really is.

huh?” I teased, playfully brushing my nose against hers and causing her to smile wider. I brush

but I made her giggle. It warmed my

fatigue lift to brush against my jaw, her turning serious. “I can’t believe I forgot you…how was that even

eyes

will I tell her it had been my choice to erase me

tell her this now given that this information could hurt her when she was

eyes searched mine and she nod. ” You’ll tell me everything when I am ready?”

I won’t leave a thing out,” I vowed, my voice laced with promise and regret for not telling